Yang Shao looked down at the paper in his hand and said with a smile: "if there is really no trouble, why do you want to get rid of it?"
Xia Beiqing took back the paper and continued to write.
——Disabled like me, can't walk, can't say, death is not liberation?
Yang Shao adjusted his sitting posture and looked at Xia Beiqing. He said with righteous words: "in the world, there are many people like you. Some of them can't speak, some can't see the light, some have lost their legs or hands, and even some are more serious than you, but they still live strong.
In fact, there are still many beautiful and meaningful things in this world. Even if we encounter difficulties, we have to face them bravely, don't we? "
His whole set of positive remarks did not make Xia Beiqing moved. He wrote on the paper and asked Yang Shao.
——If you're like me, crippled legs, hoarse voice, what would you do.
Yang Shao answers his question seriously.
"No one can save me. I'll save myself. I'll find another good thing in my misery, such as trying food, watching a movie, writing a book, or other meaningful things."
Xia Bei tilted his lips and nodded.
——OK, please break your legs now, mute your voice, and become a cripple. Then, as you said, do it for me.
Yang Shao's face froze.
Xia Beiqing continued to write on the paper and threw it lightly in front of Yang Shao.
——You are healthy. Of course, you can say so easily. When you become me, are you sure you can do what you say? Have you ever tasted collapse? Do you know what it's like when the sky falls?
Looking at the words on the paper, as well as touching the soul like questions, Yang Shao fell into silence.
This time we had a bad talk.
At the end, Yang Shao gave Xia Beiqing a blank notebook.
"If you have any troubles, don't feel like talking to others, and don't keep them in your heart, just write them down in this notebook."
Xia Beiqing took the notebook, flipped it at will, picked up the pen and wrote on the paper.
——Please don't tell Mr. Shen about the notebook.
Yang Shao nodded: "of course, it's my duty to protect patients' privacy."
It seems that after hearing the word "patient", Xia Beiqing raised a slightly sarcastic smile.
At the end of the conversation, Yang Shao left the room. After sitting in the living room, Shen Zhiyu got up and went to Yang Shao. He couldn't wait to ask, "how's it going?"
Yang Shao's face is not very good, shaking his head, said: "preliminary conclusion, he has the tendency of depression."
"Depression?" Shen Zhiyu's eyes were dazed: "how... How can it be like this!"
He has been taking care of the North tilt for so long, and never thought that he would... Suffer from depression.
He has only seen how negative depression is from books or on TV, and his desire for death is far greater than his desire to live.
"What should we do now?" Shen Zhiyu asked anxiously.
Yang Shao said: "first give him psychological adjustment, if more serious, will cooperate with drug treatment."
"What about me? What can I do?"
"Try to show him some beautiful things. His current situation is that he can't find the motivation to live. It's boring and painful for him to live. It would be better if he could find the meaning of living."