(I'll revise it later.)
Now it seems that death has become an inevitable outcome.
Because I don't know when, all this has become a dilemma, can't escape, can't break, the air is pulled away, life will eventually be a little bit lost.
If someone asks, what is the best outcome.
After reading Xia Beiqing's notebook, you will understand.
Originally, such a death is the best outcome.
Yang Shao looks at Shen Zhiyu, who is squatting on the ground and weeping. He holds his notebook tightly in his hand and leans back. Suddenly, he feels that something is overwhelming, which makes him feel powerless.
After Yang Shaolin left, he saw Shen Zhiyu sitting at the head of the bed, carefully folding Xia Beiqing's clothes. His face turned white, his eyes were red and swollen, and he seemed to have recovered from grief and despair.
"Are you ok?" Yang Shao asked
Shen Zhiyu shook his head and didn't speak.
Yang Shao took the notebook and said, "can I take this notebook back for research?"
He thought that Shen Zhiyu would want to leave Xia Beiqing's notebook, but he didn't expect that Shen Zhiyu would nod, so he agreed.
Yang Shao looked at Shen Zhiyu anxiously: "I'll go first. Take care. I'll see you again later."
Shen Zhiyu neither spoke nor said goodbye to Yang Shao.
Yang Shao left the room with his notebook.
Yunci leaves from Shuo country and returns to Sumi's residence. As soon as she enters the gate of Xiaoyang building, she hears a deafening roar. Her heart is suddenly shocked. The roar is familiar to her, and she rushes in.
The roar came from the second floor. Looking up, Hua Yinong was rushing down from the second floor, running and Howling: "it's over, we're going to die!"
See cloud words, his eyes a bright, suddenly like saw a straw: "boss! Boss! You're back at last. Help
Su MI is standing on the second floor, looking at the room with a roar. She is very anxious, but she doesn't dare to approach it rashly.
Seeing Yunci go upstairs, she was relieved.
Yang Shao looked around. Then he went to the bed, opened the pillow and found a notebook from the bottom.
It was given to him by Yang Shao.
Yang Shao opened his notebook, and saw that it was full of words. Yang Shao turned page by page, and his face changed a little bit. He widened his eyes, and his eyes seemed to be full of incredible words.
Shen Zhiyu turns his head and sees Yang Shao standing by the bed with a notebook in his hand.
He glanced at the notebook several times and saw that Xia Beiqing wrote something on it, but as soon as he saw it, Xia Beiqing would put it away immediately.
Shen Zhiyu stepped up to Yang Shao: "what is this?"
Yang Shao was surprised. He raised his head and immediately closed his notebook. His face was full of consternation and trance.
Shen Zhiyu noticed the abnormality and held out his hand to Yang Shao: "is this northward leaning? Show me. "
Yang Shao, however, held on to his notebook and did not let go of it. He said, "northward leaning should be the most difficult patient I have ever met. I can't figure out any of his ideas. So I gave him this notebook to write down some ideas he would not say to you or me.
The reason for doing this is to let him talk and express his emotions. The second is to hope that in the future, I can see this notebook and know his inner thoughts. Next time I meet a patient like him, I can find countermeasures. But I didn't expect that he would... He would always think so. "