"One day, what day will it be? You know, there's no future, right? If, before the antidote is developed, you will die in my hands first? "
Yunci holds Dongtang Chiyou tightly, as if afraid that he will disappear in front of his eyes.
"I'm not afraid! Ah you, as long as I'm with you, I can't be afraid of life and death! "
"But I'm afraid." Dongtang Chi You's voice trembled, like falling into a great fear: "I don't want to wake up from the madness one time in the future, I will see you fall in the pool of blood, no more breathing, no heartbeat!"
Yunci said in a dumb voice: "is there only the choice of death?"
Dongtang Chiyou slowly pushes away Yunci. He looks at Yunci, reaches out his hand, wipes the tears from her eyes with his finger pulp, and says: "you can also lock me up here like now, but I can't accept it. I'll be imprisoned like a dog again. Maybe one time I'm crazy, I'll rush over.
I can also leave, far away from you, but where should I go? As long as there are people, I will go crazy, I will hurt them, maybe, I should hide in the desolate mountains, and then struggle between soberness and madness? ”
Yunci is silent.
She racked her brains, she thought for a long time, as if she could not come up with a good way.
"Sometimes death is the best outcome. I used to think it was stupid to go north, but now I can finally understand his decision." Dongtang Chiyou suddenly picks up the knife on the ground and holds it tightly in his palm. Then he stands up and retreats a few steps away from Yunci.
Cloud words a surprised, also quickly get up from the ground, toward the East Tang Chi you step out a few steps, panic at the man.
"Ah you..."
Dongtang Chiyou said calmly: "do you remember that I was once thrown into madman mountain? There were a large number of puppets who failed in the experiment. They became deformed around them. They lost their senses and could not control themselves. As soon as it was dark, they would want to kill people. At that time, I thought they were pitiful and pathetic.
If only I could completely lose my mind, then I don't know what I'm doing, and I won't have any pain, but... I'll wake up, and then I'm afraid when I'll go crazy next time, and I don't want to be like that... "
Speaking of this, Dongtang Chiyou suddenly raised the knife in his hand, put the sharp blade on his neck, looked at the opposite cloud words, and said: "if you can't do it, I can do it myself."
"Don't --" Yunci rushes to Dongtang Chiyou, grabs his hand, takes the knife from his neck, throws it on the ground, hugs him with open arms, and says: "don't do this, ah you..."
Two people embrace each other and fall to sit on the ground. Dongtang Chiyou slowly reaches out her hand, embraces Yunci and buries her head in her neck socket, looking for warmth like a child.
Cloud words finally can't help crying, tears surge, one by one hit down, soon wet Dongtang Chi You's shoulder.
She cried and nodded, forced to endure the pain of heart tearing: "OK... I promise you, I will give you whatever you want."
Even death.
In the evening, a wisp of afterglow comes in from the window and covers Dongtang Chiyou lying on the bed. He raises his eyes and looks at Yunci with a pair of quiet eyes.