The eerie atmosphere continued until lunch.
It seems that in order to be more comfortable, the servants of the Lin family have been dismissed. Lin ran takes the soup out of the kitchen. In her pure eyes, she is grateful for the speech.
"Miss Yunci, you should be hungry. You can eat first."
Yunci sat at the table, picked up his chopsticks, put a dish in his mouth, and just swallowed it, Gu Jingwen, who was sitting opposite, said with pride: "how about it? Is Xiaoran good at cooking? "
Cloud words pause for a while, looking to the side is smiling shy small ran, later found that this meal is originally Lin ran do.
Cloud words turn Mou to see to Gu Jing Wen, ask a way: "don't you cook?"
Gu Jingwen spread his hand: "how can I cook?"
Also, today's high spirited, where can he cook?
"Maybe one day, you can really cook?" Cloud words seemingly inadvertently asked.
Lin ran chuckled: "I can't imagine him cooking in the kitchen in his apron."
Gu Jingwen also couldn't help shivering: "I can't imagine that picture."
But Yunci can still recall that he was wearing an apron with a bear pattern on his upper body, his sleeves were pulled up, and he was standing in the kitchen with a spatula in his hand. It seemed like yesterday. That was the warmest picture she had ever seen, except for his mother.
However, there will be no more.
Cloud words can't tell what feeling is in the heart, maybe it's melancholy, lonely, sad, maybe nothing.
She is happy.
Gu Jingwen should be respected by tens of thousands of people, the stars and the moon, take the most prosperous road, and live in praise forever, instead of Gu Jingwen who can only hide in a small apartment, live in remorse and remorse all his life, and mistakenly think that he is a bedbug and even dare not see the sun.
"Well, I'm really surprised. Who are you?"
Gu Jingwen's voice brings back Yunci's thoughts.
He was staring at Yunci with questioning eyes and asked: "why do you know about Lin Mo, why do you know where Xiaoran's notebook is hidden, or even steal it out, why do you want to help us, then disappear for five years, and now reappear beside us, to be honest, what's your purpose?"
Cloud words looking at Gu Jingwen, did not speak.
Gu Jingwen Tut, it seems that some trouble up, see to cloud words eyes a little more vigilant: "you should not be... Like me?"
Without waiting for Yunci to reply, he flatly refused: "don't have any illusions about me. I have only Xiaoran in my heart. I will never leave her all my life. Any temptation is useless to me!"
Lin ran slapped Gu Jingwen on the head: "what nonsense? You are not shy!"
Then he said to the cloud with a sorry smile: "I'm sorry, you don't mind. He likes to talk nonsense."
Cloud words looking at Lin ran and Gu Jing firmly hold hands together, just bent up the corner of the lip, did not speak.
After dinner, Yunci left without staying long.
In the following days, Yunci went to Gu Jingwen for "treatment" several times.
In the evening, Gu Jingwen also happened to be at work time. He left with Yunci and walked out of the building. The red clouds rolled in the sky and the sun was setting.
Gu Jingwen took the car key and asked, "why don't you stop by my house for a meal?"
Cloud words turn Mou to see toward him, lightly shook a head, say: "I should leave."
Gu Jingwen was stunned: "leave? Get out of here? "
Yunci just looked at him and didn't speak.
Gu Jingwen was stunned for a moment. He pulled the corner of his lip and said with a dry smile: "you can come back when you leave. Come back to us then. Xiaoran likes you very much. Anyway, she is bored at home alone."
"No Cloud words with a pair of eyes as quiet as the deep sea staring at Gu Jingwen, word by word, clearly said: "I will not come back."
Gu Jingwen's smile disappeared a little. He twisted his brow and asked, "where are you going?"
Yunci didn't speak. He just looked at Gu Jingwen. His persistent eyes seemed to never leave. They always gave Gu Jingwen an inexplicable illusion, just like... She came for him.
For a long time, even time seems to be fixed, cloud words finally slowly opened his lips, voice as if the wind ethereal, into the ear, even some not very true.
She said softly, "goodbye, Gu Jingwen."
Gu Jingwen looked at her, brain for a time can not think, can only also Lengleng back a: "goodbye, cloud words."
Looking at Yunci's thin and lonely figure in the sunset, her shoulder hair sways with the wind, with gorgeous colors, her figure is farther and farther away, until there is only a small point in the line of sight.
Gu Jingwen's heart suddenly burst of pain. He reached out to cover his chest. It was as if a piece of his heart had been dug out. The howling cold wind was drilling into the hole. It was very strange. He felt as if he had lost a very important person.
The breeze blows on the face, with a sharp coolness.
Gu Jingwen slowly raised his hand and touched his cheek, but he felt his hands wet.
He cried
(Gu Jingwen finished.)
Wuwuwu, I like Gu Jingwen best. When I wrote him dead, I really cried.
Now Gu Jingwen is finally respected by thousands of people, the stars, the most prosperous road, always living in praise of Gu Jingwen.
But along the way with Yunci, Gu Jingwen, who only hides in a small apartment, lives in remorse and remorse all his life, mistakenly thinks that he is a bug and even dares not see the sunshine.
Gu Jingwen, who takes care of Yunci's weak stomach, specially selects light food materials. It doesn't matter if he eats leftovers. As long as Yunci rubs his food, he must go to the food market and cook for Yunci.
Gu Jingwen is worried that Yunci will be left alone and secretly go to her school sports meeting. He is worried that she will have an accident. Even if he bears the risk of being discovered, he will accompany Yunci to the banquet.
Gu Jingwen will join the God organization with Yunci unconditionally. He doesn't care what the organization does. He will try his best to help Yunci find out what she wants to know, even if he doesn't sleep for a few days and nights, and he has already locked the door. Even if he smashes money out, he will help Yunci find out what she wants to know, and then tell her the first time.
Gu Jingwen always seems to be around Yunci and can answer all her doubts in time.
He is Yunci's friend, confidant, teacher and beacon on the road.
But such Gu Jingwen no longer exists.
Perhaps life is like this, not 100% perfect, there are always some regrets, how can not fill.
But now he is a psychologist respected by thousands of people. He has been accompanied by Lin ran. He will go on happily.