Lu Zhichen was never afraid, but at this time, he was a little afraid.
He felt a little strange about himself.
It seems that every time he sees the little girl he wants to see, there will be less closeness in his heart.
Slowly, less and less.
But he clearly didn't think so.
Every time I don't meet, I still look forward to meeting her.
But after meeting, there will be no more expectations.
They hardly spoke.
The Huo family found a real daughter. She is gloomy, indifferent and indifferent. Many people know that she doesn't care about people.
Every time I meet, I want to come forward and see the indifference and strangeness in her eyes.
Nor did he dislike the little girl because she didn't know him.
He already knew, maybe, he would be forgotten.
After all, the little girl at that time was only five years old. She could encounter many things, and he only appeared for a few months in her life.
Can't leave too many traces.
He can remember more than ten years, but also because he really likes this little girl.
It's not clear what the reason is. Just like is like. If you don't know the reason, you don't want to. It doesn't matter.
He just wants to know an answer.
Why meet again after many years? Every time I see her, I lose all my joy!
He didn't care whether Xing Jiu'An was excellent or not. At that time, he named the little girl Jiu'An in the hope of long-term peace.
But now, she doesn't seem to be well.
Lu Zhichen didn't want to be more and more unhappy with the little girl he wanted to see every time he went to see her.
It seems like a feeling.
He felt more and more strange to Xing Jiu'An.
I also feel that she is more and more like Huo Chulan.
He didn't deliberately look for it. Xing Jiu'An seemed to disappear completely in his life.
But at this time, he would feel that his heart seemed to be empty and painful.
He was almost driven crazy.
He really doesn't understand. What's the matter?
Why?
He didn't want to see Huo Chulan, and he was afraid to escape from his meeting with Xing Jiu'An.
He was really afraid of one day... He would only feel disgusted to see the little girl he liked so much when he was a child.
That's not what he wants.
At the same time, he also found that Mu Qing and others seemed to have slowly left Xing Jiu'An's life.
He went to find Mu Qing.
Mu Qing was surprised at his arrival.
However, when listening to what he said about Xing Jiu'An and his younger martial sister, Mu Qing just sighed deeply.
He said that his younger martial sister seemed to have changed.
And... Mu Qing was silent for a moment and asked if Lu Zhichen would contact Xing Jiu'An.
Lu Zhichen told Mu Qing about his strangeness during this period of time.
"I'll ask the master," Mu Qing told him.
I probably knew it in my heart. I asked my master. Maybe there was no way.
Otherwise, when the younger martial sister breaks with the school and leaves the school, she won't leave like that.
She really seems to be a different person now.
A strange little junior sister.
But I can't give her up.
After Lu Zhichen went back, he had a headache.
He lay in bed for a long time before he recovered slightly.
He wanted to... See the little girl.
In this imagination, he set out immediately and went to see her with full joy without preparing anything.
However, outside her community, she hesitated for a moment and wanted to leave.
He can't even open the door.
How happy I am when I come, and how resistant I am when I come here.
He finally chose to leave.
No matter how much he wanted to stay, he chose to leave.
He found that he seemed unable to get close to Xing Jiu'An.
The idea rose and hovered in his mind.
Looking back again and again, he found that it seemed so.
It seems that he really can't get close to Xing Jiu'An.
Always close, away from her.
Gradually, farther and farther away, the two people are becoming more and more strange.
No, little girl, he is a stranger.
I seem to have forgotten him.
But after waiting for more than ten years, he seemed to be more and more strange to the little girl.
He thought something might be wrong with himself.
He knew that he did not stay away because Xing Jiu'An was different from what he remembered.
After all, when everyone grows up, they will slowly become different from before.
But
Lu Zhichen could not find the answer.
Later, he found that there was another person around the little girl.
The man has one arm, but he likes to laugh.
With him beside the little girl, Xing Jiu'An, who was depressed, seemed to be gradually cheerful.
He was relieved.
It's just that he found it too early.
The people around the little girl called Li Ting. They found him and warned him to stay away. It seemed that they regarded him as a bad man.
He didn't explain, but he was really far away.
He didn't know what had happened to him, but he didn't want his strangeness to affect Xing Jiu'An.
Since Li was listening, he was a little relieved.
At least, she's not alone.
Li listens to the little girl and is really much better than the little girl's biological father.
The little girl was bullied by Huo Chulan's suitor. Li tingneng stood in front of her without hesitation and protected her like a patron saint.
That's fine.
Although I don't know why, Huo Chulan, who once had no position in the circle, was suddenly liked by many people. Some people were willing to be the mad dog around her and do everything for her.
As long as the little girl can be good.
He left the company for a while because of various things, and the company let Lu Fu manage it temporarily. He has protested with him many times.
He didn't return to the company immediately and wanted to investigate Huo Chulan's mistake.
However, it is always obstructed by all kinds of things.
There seems to be nothing to do with her.
It's weird.
After another period of time, he suddenly heard that something had happened to the little girl. When he found it, Mu Qing had arrived at the hospital and was outside the ward.
"Don't go in." Mu Qing called him.
"What happened?"
Mu Qing did not say.
Soon, Mu Qing asked him to leave the hospital.
Lu Zhichen wanted to refute, but after thinking about the strangeness of himself, he didn't stay in the end.
Lu Zhichen didn't know when he began to care about her. He could only be so secretive.
He doesn't even know it. It's strange and ridiculous.
He left the hospital anyway.
After going back, he heard that Huo Chulan came again. He told Lu Mu directly that he knew it was Huo Chulan. Don't talk to her. He didn't open the door for her or drive people out.
Surprisingly, after saying this, he felt as if he had relaxed a little.
A few days later, Huo Chulan came to him. Before he was driven out, she said, "Lu Zhichen, have you seen her?"