However, there has never been the word if.
If all the things you regret can come back, there won't be so many regrets in this world.
However, he still blames himself.
I was thinking that if I took the little girl away from the Huo family and Huo Chulan early, I would and would not meet the Wu family, nor... Become the result now.
As if he had entered a strange circle of thought, he didn't know what to do except complaining about himself.
Just look at her like this, so quiet, so clever, it's really like falling asleep. It's like, just stay here. When she's not unhappy, she'll wake up.
It seems that this is just a joke she played with everyone.
Because she suffered a lot, the little girl was sad, so she didn't want to pay attention to them for the time being.
When she is happy or coaxed, she will wake up as before, charming, willful and arrogant.
He is a little villain, a little devil and everyone's favorite little girl.
Lu Zhichen thought in his heart, if this is just a dream, how good it would be.
The dream is opposite. His little girl will live a safe life.
Even if you don't like him anymore.
In fact, he didn't ask so much.
I just want her to be as safe as her own name.
Lu Zhichen stood where he was. I don't know how long. Suddenly, he heard old Xing say, "Lu Zhichen, go back."
He looked helpless, "old Xing, I..."
"This is our own family business." old Xing's voice is hoarse, but firm and serious. "Go back."
Lu Zhichen paused for a moment and suddenly said, "we exchanged keepsakes. That year, old Xing also agreed. Jiu'An, she is my fiancee."
"What children say, how to take it seriously."
"Besides, she doesn't know you for a long time."
Old Xing took out the jade pendant and asked someone to give it to Lu Zhichen.
The color of the jade pendant has become very dim, but it is still the one Lu Zhichen gave to the little girl at that time.
He held it in his hand. The jade was warm and cool before and felt very comfortable.
Now, it seems... Strange.
Put it in your hand, it's cold to invade the bone marrow.
Lu Zhichen didn't care. He still put it in his hand and held it tightly.
"Whether you admit it or not, Jiuan, she is still my fiancee."
"We agreed."
He stood too long and his legs were stiff.
It was very cold. He didn't wear much and his face was very pale.
"I'll come again."
With that, he turned and walked towards the door step by step.
The legs were stiff at first, and it wasn't very comfortable to walk.
He didn't take it to heart. He saw a place surrounded and blocked by everyone again, deeply and nostalgically.
"Jiu'An, I'll see you next time."
After he got home, Lu mother hurriedly cooked ginger tea for him. He sat on the sofa.
Grandpa Lu was old and stayed up late yesterday. In the morning, he was in a bad mood and was advised to go back to his room.
Lu's father sat beside Lu Zhichen and looked at him like this. His voice paused, "have you found it?"
Lu Zhichen nodded, "I saw her."
Lu Fu didn't know what to say, so he patted him on the shoulder.
Lu Zhichen just hung his head and looked at the jade pendant in his hand in a daze.
"Is this the jade pendant?" asked Lu Fu.
"Yes."
Lu Zhichen didn't speak again, and Lu's father didn't bother him anymore.
Lu's mother quickly brought the boiled ginger tea to Lu Zhichen.
After two drinks, Lu Zhichen couldn't drink any more. He put the bowl on the tea table.
"Sorry, mom, I have no appetite."
Lu Mu didn't force him to eat. When she heard him say so, she just looked at him with concern.
But how can such a thing be comforted?
The girl is gone, and Lu Zhichen can never wait for her again.
Lu Zhichen was advised by his father and mother to go back to his room. He went back obediently, but he couldn't sleep.
Mingming's spirit has been exhausted to a certain extent, but he still can't sleep.
When he tried to close his eyes, a little girl suddenly appeared in front of him.
He would suddenly open his eyes again, his forehead covered with cold sweat.
He's really scared.
Very afraid.
Holding the jade pendant and looking at the red rope in his hand, Lu Zhichen seemed to remember that a five-year-old girl tied a red rope to his hand more than ten years ago. When she said that she was her person, she looked proud and happy.
However, he has no way to recall.
Recall, only full of pain.
Lu Zhichen felt that he could not do this.
He is running away, but if he really runs away and doesn't want to recall, does that mean... He doesn't really like Xing Jiu'An so much.
Is he liking little girls?
Does he really like it?
Lu Zhichen doesn't know.
But he closed his eyes.
In front of me was the appearance of the little girl. It was snow-white. It seemed that the surrounding snow had become a color with the white quilt.
Only long black hair, still dazzling.
He watched carefully and fell into a dream. The whole person had come to the little girl. He paused for a moment. He stretched out his hand and touched the little girl's hair.
She didn't move, closed her eyes and didn't even breathe.
Lu Zhichen looked at her for a long time. Finally, he bent down slowly.
He was silent, his lips trembling, and kissed her lips.
It's freezing.
Lu Zhichen's heart seemed to be as cold as the temperature he touched.
In his dream, he kept good watch over his little girl.
Lu Zhichen didn't come out until dinner.
Lu Mu was worried and knocked at the door.
Lu Zhichen slept lightly and woke up from his dream without his little girl in front of him.
He sat up in silence, put on his shoes and went out.
The sweaters and trousers on his body are wrinkled and his hair is a little messy. If outsiders see it, they should not believe that the person in front of him is Lu Zhichen, who is vigorous and resolute in the mall.
When he was a child of others, he was always a figure that the younger generation in the circle could not catch up with. It was like a benchmark. Others were working towards him, but still left everyone far behind.
He was the only child of his parents and ranked ninth in the family. Before, someone called him Jiu Ye because of his name.
However, not many people call this name.
He always seems to be tidy, clean and well dressed. It seems that there will never be anything that can affect his great mood.
It was the first time in more than 20 years that Lu's mother had seen Lu Zhichen like this.
She was very distressed, but she didn't know how to persuade.
"Mom, I'll clean up and go."
Lu Mu nodded.
Lu Zhichen closed the door and went to wash his face and comb his hair.
His face was also a little white, with red blood in his eyes.