She was picked up by master.
She was abandoned there by her own biological parents, and there was even the roar of wild animals around her. She survived by eating grass.
I also asked the little girl tentatively about her parents, but the little girl was always silent.
How good can she be to her abandoned parents?
She bears a grudge. How can she forget such a grudge.
She said that she had no parents and didn't want to.
She has masters, senior brothers and sisters, and maybe there will be junior brothers and sisters in the future. This is enough for her.
There is no need to love any family.
It's impossible to love.
She suffered a lot when she was a child. After being abandoned, she could hear the roar of wild animals every day for two or three days. She was very hungry. It can be said that she could die at any time in those days.
It was with the threat of death that she slowly survived.
Until master found it.
As a result, she had no sense of security for a long time, was afraid of being abandoned, was afraid of being alone, and was afraid of being born.
She should hate her family.
And how could it be that after the so-called biological family found her, they couldn't wait to follow people home.
Xing Jiu'An's style is to shut people out of the door.
That was the result of a soft heart.
At the beginning, she was indeed threatened by death.
After figuring this out, no matter how you think about the previous things, you don't feel right.
How could she follow her biological parents home without saying a word, how could she not contact Mu Qing for a few days, let alone slowly alienate herself from the people of the school later.
The little girl said to be their little devil and villain all their life. They should spoil her all their life and make her lawless and carefree all her life. She will always be a little girl.
She said it.
How can they believe the little girl's short change, but forget that over the past ten years, their feelings are so deep that they are definitely not comparable to the so-called blood relatives like the Huo family who have never met.
Why did they forget?
But the little girl never came back.
But it's not over.
Martial uncle soon said that the little girl had already known Huo Chulan's abnormality in advance.
She found that her difference may be caused by Huo Chulan.
Moreover, every time she fights against Huo Chulan, she will find that she is not out of control. Therefore, all her dislikes and dislikes towards Huo Chulan are true, but it is definitely not because the Huo family love her and don't love themselves.
She's just against Huo Chulan. She wants to leave here and go back to her home.
However, we can't do it after all.
She later found that there were always problems with her senior brothers and sisters. It seemed that it was related to her.
It has something to do with her change.
In order not to let them have an accident because of themselves, Xing Jiu'An plans to stay away from her senior brothers and sisters and the master who picked her up and gave her life again.
She found herself more and more wrong.
If elder martial brothers and sisters help her, something will happen to them.
So she broke with the school.
This answer is really shocking.
But listen, it's true.
She doesn't want to break with everyone. She doesn't just want her family connected by blood.
She just... Wanted to keep them safe.
Once upon a time, she was protected and everyone treated her so well. How could she harm her family because of her own affairs.
She regards herself as a disaster, which will bring disaster to the people close to her.
She did not dare to go back or go home again. She had been protected for more than ten years. Even if she could not give them anything in return, she could not bring them all unknown dangers.
Then she'll be a sinner.
Unexpectedly, this is the real reason for the break.
The little girl didn't want to leave them, but she was afraid of bringing danger to everyone.
Think of the day when she broke up, her gloomy eyebrows and eyes seemed to be eager to stay away. It turned out that there was a reason.
That's why.
Mu Qing suddenly remembered when the little girl told herself not to care about her. At that time, the whole person was nervous and disappointed, so he didn't find the sadness in her eyes.
The short look in my eyes passed in an instant.
Looking at the past, it is cold and paranoid. It seems to have desperate malice to the world.
She said she would die.
She said that if she entangled herself again, she would die.
However, whether Mu Qing will die or Xing Jiu'An will die?
Or did Xing Jiuan make reckless plans in order not to bring danger to them?
I don't know anything.
It's too late to ask again!
Li Ting has been with Xing Jiu'An for more than a year. Xing Jiu'An really regards him as a very close family.
Li Ting died for her.
Probably from that time on, she had completely considered herself a disaster.
But then
Martial uncle answered quickly.
She always had memories of those things before. She knew that she could not bring danger to everyone. She also knew that she was controlled and did it on purpose.
But then she forgot.
Forgetting all her struggles and bitterness, she only felt that she was such a person.
I also think she really went back because she wanted her family.
Those controlled actions were regarded as real by herself, and those who broke with the school and said that to Mu Qing
It was her mistake to be regarded as paranoid and crazy.
She forgot all her struggles.
I also forgot that she had worked so hard to protect her favorite family.
The so-called protection, in her heart, later all became... The consequences of her disobedience, paranoia and greed for family affection.
So finally, she restrained and carefully asked Mu Qing if she could start over.
She thought she had made too many mistakes, so she wanted forgiveness.
But she did nothing wrong.
She really didn't do anything wrong.
Martial uncle said that what Xing Jiu'An thought was really true.
Later, I don't know what kind of technique made her a disaster.
Indeed, people who are close to her and who she wants to be close to will be in danger when they are close to her and good to her.
It's strange. It's not like the warlock who changed his life.
But everyone can't listen.
They can only think about the little girl at that time, how desperate she should be at that time.
She clearly has so many favorite Xing Jiu'An.
Master is good to her, elder martial brother is good to her, elder martial sister is good to her, younger martial brother and younger martial sister are good to her, friends are good to her
She should have grown up happily, but soon after she became an adult, she lost everything.
She has to lose.
She has always been protected by everyone. She is a very lazy little girl. She especially likes to work hard for her own preferences. She always doesn't think so much and likes to be taken care of
But all this, to be broken by her own.