Chapter 25 - Pouring out feelings...

That night while Avery was washing her teeth, she couldn't stop thinking about Jamal and the way she talked to him.

Even though she wanted him to back off a little bit, she didn't mean to yell at him or send him out, her mood swings had kicked. Being pregnant was really taking a toll on her, especially her mood, it'd been heightened, she could switch from being overjoyed one minute to being sorrowful the next.

Her emotions were slowly beginning to change, why was she thinking about someone she didn't like, who she hated this much and this early, when she should be thinking about how she's going to resign from her current job and switch to another one, which hopefully didn't have a CEO with an evenly tanned, well sculptured guy with long legs that could go on for days, eyes you can get lost in and ...

Oh God, was she just thinking about him again, she had to do something about this before it get out hand, she thought as she rapidly finished brushing her teeth and left the bathroom before she starts thinking of something worse.

Belle had gone for another one of her photo shoots and she'd be gone for another day or two. The babies were making her think of their daddy, yes those are who she was going to blame.

The moment her phone rang, she rapidly went to where her phone was,she was disappointed when she found out it was the wrong number, it wasn't who she was expecting, even though she didn't want to admit it she was expecting him to have called her by now, she didn't think he'd really leave her alone.

bang!! bang!! bang!!

Her heart stopped for a minute when she heard the knock on the door, who could it be, she definitely wasn't expecting anyone, Then for a moment a mind went back to the day she was almost taken advantage of in her home. Was he back? her mind went back to the other day and she started thinking if what would have happened if Jamal didn't come in.

"Avery please open the door I just want to talk" she heard Jamal plead through the door.

" I understand that it can be very overwhelming, you never planned to get pregnant especially not for me, but it happened and I am here for you, I don't like that you run away and I hate myself even more for not expressing how I feel for you, it's been hard really hard" Jamal explained, she could hear him drag his back down against the door as he spoke.

"Growing up I never understood, never knew what love looked like, my mother and father were the worst when it came to that, it felt like they were only together because they had kids.

I want to have my kids and I want to have them with you but I didn't want to end up like my parents, now I know, I now know that in order to achieve that I must let myself go for you, I'm willing to make it work between us, I don't want anything to get between us not even my mom.

" Now I can say it that since the first time I laid my eyes on you, I'd felt a very strong connection, which I'd been trying to deny, trying to escape from. I didn't want to acknowledge it because I thought it'd only make me look weak. But I am not weak, it doesn't make me weak. From the second I laid my eyes on you, Avery Isabella Jones, I understood what love at first sight is because that's what I had" Jamal

" I love you..."

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