Chapter 19 Deep scars 2

Lin Yu Yan woke up to hear some noise outside to room. 'I must still be in the medical sect.' Her breast were covered in bandage and she can smell the herbs underneath it. It's easier for her to breath now and she got up to find her clothes.

Before she looked for her clothes, she looked over at a mirror. She looked at her body and gets angry and hurt every time she looks at her scars. Lu Tian Tian has bullied Lin Yu Yan 7 years ago and they started to carve words like die, b****, and w**** on her body 4 years ago.

Lu Yu Yan's body matured really early and Lu Tian Tian was jealous and tortured Lin Yu Yan because of that. Lu Tian Tian is 2 years older than her but her body hasn't matured yet. Every session of torture, she got a word carved on her body. There was over hundreds of scars on her body. Lin Yu Yan was psychologically tortured saying how ugly she is, how she will never get married, never have children, and will always be a weak dumb girl for the rest of her life.

Her body trembled in fear but she was able to stand up to her when someone was in trouble. 'Sigh, they are so ugly.' Lin Yu Yan can't believe they did this to her body when she first saw it. These dark memories pain her heart. Everytime she gone through this, Lu Tian Tian would always tell her how much Father, Lu Tian Jie, would never love her, why he abandon her in the forest, and her mother died because she hated seeing her face.

Lu Yu Yan never believed her words and had faith in her parents and always believed there was a reason why they left her. 'She may be right. If her Father really rebelled against the Wang emperor, then all the things, Lu Tian Tian and Gu Wangshu were lies.'

"Of course they are, they would lie to me. I don't know why I believed in them." Lin Yu Yan still couldn't believe she was stupid to believe them. Tears rolled down her eyes knowing Lu Yu Yan had to go through all of that by herself.

'Wait… It all started when her father rebelled against the Wang Emperor… but why did they do it?' Lin Yu Yan eyes turned red from rage, sadness, and hate. She already knew the answer.

She wiped her tears and got up to wear her clothing. She was looking in the mirror looking at her scars when the door opened violently and she heard someone yell, "No! don't open it!"

Han Bingwen, Han Jingju, Han Mingli, and Luo Bojing rushed in the room. Lin Yu Yan's long hair was in front of her exposing her back to them. She just put on her shirt as if they weren't there and then calmly said, "Why are you guys still here?"

All of them can hear the anger in her voice and the air getting colder. Mo Tianhua came in and pushed the men out of the room, closing the door behind her.

'Sigh. Now, everyone knows.' She doesn't care if people know about it but explaining it is a hassle because she can tell, especially with Mo Tianhua when she pushed the guys out of her room, she is going to cry.

Outside the room, everyone was shocked. They look at each other and the big man ask the Han brother's making sure he wasn't the only one seeing it. "Did you guys see that?"

Han Bingwen just looked down. Luo Bojing assumed that it means he did see it. They all looked down trying to figure out what happened to her. With what happened earlier in the Medical sect. Shop, it's quite obvious who did that to her.

They silently just stood there with so many thoughts going through their minds. Mo Chung Da hasn't seen it but figured it must be horrible judging by the faces of the 5 people in front of him. Mo Tianhua has tears flowing down her face.

Mo Tianhua was crying. She couldn't believe there can be anyone cruel enough to hurt her. Especially for a woman, being beautiful is society's norm and for her to go through that is something she can't imagine. She couldn't help it and ran into her grandfathers arms and Mo Chung Da pat her back comforting her.

'It's that bad that even my strong daughter is crying so hard? So that's why she didn't want us to heal her, so we wouldn't see the scars on her body…' The men just stood there with their heads down never knowing a woman's pain having scars on their body.