"Sit down, please." Xiao Ruochen, with a gesture of please, led Mo back to the living room and sat down. "I haven't seen you for half a year. You have changed a lot. Did he make you want to leave Zhuxi town?"
"Well, third brother, I found the person in my heart. Fortunately, he also fell in love with me, love me as I love him Mo Hui said with a smile, which is quite different from the appearance of Zhuxi town.
"How lucky!" Xiao Ruochen is playing with the ear warming needle in his hand, a little absent-minded, and the pale face that Mel poured into his arms appears in his heart.
"Third brother, did you go to Zhuxi a few months ago?" Mo Hui didn't notice his distraction, asked questions in his heart, let Xiao Ruochen run away, she always feel embarrassed.
"Not yet! If you hadn't visited me today, I would have forgotten our half year appointment. I'm sorry. Before me, it might have been a whim! " Xiao Ruochen tells a lie, which is not very important, but he still wants to cheat Mo back. She already has happiness. There's no need to worry about these little things.
"Really?! So I can rest assured. Third brother, thank you for your help to Mo Hui at that time. Mo Hui has always kept it in mind. " Mo Hui showed a brilliant smile, shining Xiao Ruochen's eyes.
It turns out that Mo Hui, who is not sad, is so beautiful, but why is it that Wu Yang's sick face flashed through his heart when he looks at such a beautiful Mo Hui? So vulnerable, so helpless.
Xiao Ruochen pursed her lips and said with a smile, "Xiaohui, are you here to send out the invitation this time?"
Mo Hui blushed and said shyly, "not yet. We haven't decided the date of our marriage yet. He still has things in his heart. When all the things in his heart are released, we will get married. "
"Are you not afraid that he will be robbed? After all, there are so many women who want to take the position of Mrs. Zhang's president Xiao Ruochen lowered his eyes, making people unable to see through his look.
"No, I believe him!" Don't laugh back.
"I hope so." Xiao Ruochen responded.
Mo Hui thinks that they have no topic to talk about. Xiao Ruochen used to have a lot of topics. Now he is absent-minded. Maybe he is the real Xiao Ruochen. He is noble, gentle and has a good family education. He is less frank and enthusiastic when he was in Zhuxi town.
"Third brother, I have something else to do. I'll go first. I will come to see you some other day. Besides, thank you for saving my dad. He's recovered now. " Mo Hui said politely that he did not compare the present with the past in his heart. She won't be the one who goes with him all her life. There's nothing wrong with less ties between them.
"I'm just lifting a finger!"
Mo Hui leaves with a smile. Xiao Ruochen in her heart will stay in the remote Zhuxi town forever, locked in the fence he made himself.
Xiao Ruochen grins bitterly behind Mo Hui. He and Mo Hui are just two lines with a little intersection. After crossing the tracks of each chapter, they live quietly. She will never be the woman who buried herself in the past, and he will never be the man who really wanted to calm her heart. When they came out of Zhuxi Town, they had no deeper feelings than their usual nodding friends.
And his mind at this time was occupied by Wu Yang, who was sleeping in his bed.
Seeing Mo Hui's figure disappearing outside the gate, he walked upstairs.
The woman in the bed was still sleepy, and Mr. Maud frowned and looked very serious.
"How's it going, Dr. Mulder?" Xiao Ruochen subconsciously goes to the bed and holds Wu Yang's hand.
"Mr. three, I'm afraid this young lady's condition will not be too simple." Maud made a cold statement, not much anxiety.
Xiao Ruochen's face is livid, "can you explain the white point?"
"This young lady has symptoms of unconscious pacing, neurasthenia, vomiting and chest tightness, which may be caused by psychological and mental pressure. Just now, after taking the brain wave, we found that the congestion in her brain is gradually spreading. Over time, it will oppress the visual nerve, leading to blindness, hemiplegia and sensory impairment. It is a disease with high mortality. " Said Dr. Maud seriously.
This news is like a bolt from the blue, across Xiao Ruochen's consciousness. He can't believe that she has such a disease. How can she bear it?
"Can the clot be cleared?" His voice was very dry.
"The blood clot in her brain has been around for several months. It should have been formed by violent impact. Generally, the brain tissue will repair itself and clear the blood clot. But I don't see the reduction of blood clot at present. On the contrary, it is more and more likely. The situation is not optimistic. "
"How to treat it?"
"The initial judgment is that craniotomy is necessary. If the situation is worse, craniotomy is useless."
"You go down first!" Xiao Ruochen waved.
Dr. Maud nodded, packed up and left.
"You make me think I'm incurable." Wu Yang didn't know when to wake up and looked at Xiao Ruochen with a serious face.
These months of getting along day and night, she used to wake up to see him, used to talk about no big no small joke with him. They say that friendship seems to be deeper, and that family love is not enough. They just get along with each other, and they feel at ease."You think you're the heroine of my family. You still have a chance to get incurable disease." Xiao Ruochen is still used to being impolite to this woman, and his upbringing breaks down when he treats her.
"I'm not, so I can live a long time." Wu Yang said with a smile.
"I wish you to be a thousand year old witch, young and beautiful forever!"
"Then you have to accompany me to be a millennium old demon. Let's find a place where there are no people to live together."
"Do you have me in your future?" Xiao Ruochen carefully found the meaning of her words.
Wu Yang pauses slightly and replies slowly Of course, we are friends. "
"What a cruel word."
"Don't you think so? You love Mo Hui, I love Zhang lingshuo. " Wu Yang drew a beautiful smile, which made people feel pity.
"What if I say no?" Xiao Ruochen asked, these days he found that his feelings for Mel are not just friends. When she vomites in the dark, his heart also corrects with her. At night, he replays his time in England automatically in his mind. He finds that they are so close to each other, like the most tacit couple.
"Then you must be lying to me." Wu Yang closed his eyes. "Ruochen, I was suddenly homesick. Before I fainted, I thought, if I can't wake up, will they be sad? Don't you know that I'm gone? "
"Are you going back?" Although not give up, but her wish he can realize for her.
"I want to go back when I'm in better spirits, which will make them suspicious." Wu Yang said so, but she had another idea in her heart, leaving here, leaving all the people she once knew, leaving the place where she loved.
"I agree, but I'll go to Dr. Maud's doctor for a thorough examination these days."
"Yes. I hope it's not something that can make me disappear. " Wu Yang said with a smile that he didn't notice Xiao Ruochen's gloomy eyes.
After staying in the hospital for a few days, Wu Yang recovered a little. Dr. Maud didn't hide from her, and told her everything from the beginning. She has cried, complained, hated, evaded and feared. When all the negative emotions have passed, she can only accept the result.
These days, people are in the hospital. They have more leisure and think more. They must be open-minded. Life and death are decided by fate, not by others. What can she fight against? What are you against? When the time comes, no matter who is Chizha, he can't help but bow to death.
She cried, she cried, she complained about the injustice of the world in the corner that no one can see, she can't let go of her feelings, what about gratitude and resentment? Life is to go forward, continue to go to the end, and then into a wisp of smoke, disappear in the vast world.
Are you scared? of course! Who knows what death is? Wu Yang told herself that what she was afraid of was not death, but the world after death, where there was no one who loved her.
In the world, there are too many people she can't let go.
She spent Zhang lingshuo a few years alone, and it's time for her to make things come to a successful end.
No matter how open-minded she is, she still can't let go of love.
How she wished she had the right to hold him back for the rest of her life.
I don't know why some people tell their close lovers to find happiness before they die? She can't do that kind of magnanimity! She wanted him to hold her hand and accompany her through grinding therapy again and again; she wanted to have him accompany her through the last section when she left. Is she too selfish? Or love him not enough? She just wanted to be by his side every minute until death came.
Selfish! She has always been selfish, selfishly forced him to get engaged with her, selfishly forced him to fulfill his marriage promise. Now, she can no longer be selfish, she should give him a satisfactory answer.
Pick up the comb and brush the washed hair a few times. The hair is covered with the comb. Close to the mirror, she can see several bright holes in her scalp. Wu Yang was stunned for a moment, tears swirling in her eyes. At last, she only sighed and closed her eyelids. Sooner or later, they will fall out. Put down the comb and even blow dry them.
Wu Yang takes advantage of Xiao Ruochen's time to go out, secretly returns the patient's clothes and leaves. Holding a make-up mirror, carefully look at yourself in the mirror, looking at whether it is showing a morbid pale.
She put on very beautiful make-up, more beautiful than when she was healthy.
Wearing a thin coat and a woollen hat, she sat gracefully in the coffee shop, quietly watching the crowd passing by the window. Everyone is so busy, trying to live and work hard. She is the only one who is leisurely, because nothing else is the part she has to work hard.
The napkin fold fold fold fold, fold into a rectangle, open, and then fold into a square, and then open, a horizontal straight line on the paper staggered.
"I'm the line." She drew the right most line on the paper. "He's this one." She felt the leftmost line again. "We are parallel at the farthest two ends. For a time, I thought we had crossed vertically. Only after we made it clear that it was just an illusion."
"What are you talking about to yourself?" Zhang lingshuo didn't know when he sat opposite her and looked at her with soft eyes. The green veins on the back of her beautiful hands appear, and the well decorated face is hidden under the thick cosmetics, showing a touch of unhealthy.
"It's boring waiting for you." Wu Yang smiles and trembles."You're cold?" In early summer, she wore a hat and a thin knitted coat.
"Fortunately, I just had a cold and didn't want to catch it again." Wu Yang understated that she didn't want him to worry.
"You should be careful." He knew that most of her paleness was due to him.