The more she recollects, the more she feels that she can't read it wrong. The person that day is yehaoxuan... But she doesn't understand why yehaoxuan wants to hide from herself?
This bastard, he said, came to the magnesium country to find himself. He looked forward to it day and night for nearly two years, but what did she look forward to? What we are looking forward to is ye haoxuan's inexplicable disappearance.
"Yutong, your attention seems to be a little distracted." Li Na looked at linyutong with some silence. She was very worried about her good friend.
Linyutong has been refusing to eat or drink these days, and she can't even sleep well. She will wake up from her dream after only sleeping for a while. Moreover, she is absent-minded every day, and her spirit is not good at all.
Li Na knows that her friend's situation is completely harmed by that bastard named yehaoxuan. She also knows something about yehaoxuan. That guy is a big flower. It is said that there are many women, and he is also a medical Saint
But no matter who he is, she has taken away the soul of her friend. It's just wrong. Li Na has a very big opinion on ye haoxuan now. She thinks that ye haoxuan caused her friend's ignorance of food and tea.
"I... I'm fine." Linyutong shook her head, and then she smiled reluctantly and said, "you see, I'm not here to relax with you. Anyway, at least I'm not locking myself in the house. This is a good start, isn't it?"
"Yes, this is a good start, but you should be happy. You see the surrounding environment is so good. Can't you raise your spirits at all?" Li Na shook her head in silence. Then she sighed, "your father said that ye haoxuan has returned to China. He was not the one who saved you that day. Don't you believe your father?"
"Of course I believe my father, but sometimes parents make up some lies because of the feelings of their children. I have no doubt that my father is like this." Linyutong sighed: "I know what kind of family I was born in. My father doesn't allow or want to see some things, so..."
"What are you talking about?" Li Na looks at linyutong angrily.
"Is she your Lao Tzu? Have you ever seen any Lao Tzu who doesn't care for his children?" Li Na is a good girl. In her eyes, her parents are God like people who can only be good to their children wholeheartedly. What linyutong just said made her very angry.
"I didn't say they weren't good for me." Linyutong sighed: "it is because they are so kind to me that sometimes they will tell me some white lies. My father said that he has returned home. He is OK, but I always feel that things are not that simple."
"That night, I was absolutely right. He was the one who saved me. I can't be wrong. I can even feel his breath here." Linyutong looked at the front. Really, she really felt the breath of yehaoxuan. She felt that the man was very close to her.
"Crazy..." Li Na shook her head in silence. She sighed: "Yutong, I know you can't listen to what you say now, but I really hope you can see the reality clearly. Have you figured it out? If he is really in magnesium, why doesn't he come to see you?"
"If he really saved you, but why did the people in the bar deny him all the time? I know that missing someone too much will make people become a little stupid. Now you are in this situation. Wake up. Yehaoxuan is not here. His plane crashed. You knew this a few months ago."
"You shut up." Linyutong is angry.
"You... You told me to shut up?" Li Na looked at linyutong with tongue tied in her mouth. She stamped her foot angrily and said, "I am your best friend and your best friend. I do everything for you, but now you shut me up..."
"Do you take me as a friend? Do you think you take me as a friend?" Li Na became more and more excited as she said, "who comforted you when you were sad? Who came to the bar to save you the first time when you had an accident? You know, I used to be a good girl who didn't even enter the door of the bar."
"Nana, that... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." Linyutong knows that Li Na is a glass heart. She is kind-hearted, but it is because of this that she can't stand a trace of grievance. Just now she just said bad things about yehaoxuan, so linyutong can't accept it.
What she can't accept now is that some people say bad things about yehaoxuan. Everyone else can bear it, except this one. No one can.
"Forget it." Li Na sighed and said, "I understand your mood now, but I just want to tell you that he is no longer here. At least he is not in magnesium."
"He's here, he's here, by my side." Linyutong said stubbornly.
"Tongtong, I don't want to argue with you. You just keep on living in your own fantasy and can't get out now. Seriously... I feel sorry for you now. I'm just a man. I offend you so much?" Li Na shook her head. "Maybe I should give you some time to be quiet."
"I really feel that... He is right beside me. He has never left. He is... Very close, very close..." linyutong's face is a little confused. She really doesn't know what to do now. She always feels that ye haoxuan is near her, but she can't see him.
Maybe Li Na is right. She is really poisoned too much... Yehaoxuan is not in China, but he can't be in magnesium
A few months ago, his plane crashed in midair. The site of the crash was the most dangerous area in the sea area near the magnesium state, and there was basically no possibility of survival.
But linyutong always felt that he was still there, he was always there, but he had difficulties and didn't come to see himself... Until now, she felt that her ideal had been shattered.
Linyutong's tears suddenly burst out like a spring. When a hopeful person is beaten back to reality, his mood is usually broken. Now linyutong is in that mood. She bent down and covered her mouth to prevent herself from crying.
This is the first time that she has shed tears in recent months... Even when it comes to the bad news, even if ye haoxuan doesn't come here to find her according to the rules, she has never cried so bitterly, because her heart has always been hopeful. She thinks that ye haoxuan will come, because he is a man who keeps his promise. He will come here to find himself. This is what he said, and he will never break his promise.
It's a pity that in the blink of an eye, three months have passed, and ye haoxuan has never heard from her. Although her father called and said that ye haoxuan has returned to China, she doesn't believe it at all, because his father has always wanted to return to China. He just wants to cheat himself in this way.
"Yutong... Yutong." Li Na was scared silly. She didn't think that her angry scolding had caused linyutong's sadness. Now she was at a loss when she looked at the way linyutong lost her voice and felt pain.
"I'm sorry, I was wrong. I shouldn't have said that, but I did it for your own good. Look at what you look like now..." Li Na helped linyutong sit aside.
"No, I don't blame you. I really don't blame you." Linyutong finally cried out: "I'm too stubborn, I love that man too deeply, and I've been wishful thinking about his return. Now you wake me up, he's gone, and he'll never come back..."
"No... there are miracles in this world. You should believe that miracles will happen." Li Na is a very soft-hearted girl. Just now she was angry with Lin Yutong, but when she cried out, she was a little impatient.
After all, she and linyutong were friends who grew up together. Now she can't bear to see her friend crying like this. Now she just wants to persuade linyutong to be open-minded and be happy as much as possible.
"I saw the reality clearly... I saw it clearly." Linyutong shook her head, and her tears poured out like a spring: "let me be quiet here alone, OK?"
"But..." Li Na is really worried about linyutong. Last time linyutong was in a bad mood and went to the bar one by one. As a result, she almost had an accident. Now she can't say anything to leave linyutong here alone.
"Nana, I beg you, OK? I just want to cry here alone, be quiet here, think about it here, and I will figure it out after I cry, OK?" Linyutong cried more fiercely. Her tears fell from the corners of her eyes like beads with broken lines. People felt pity for her appearance.
"Well... OK." Li Na really couldn't bear to see her friend crying like this. She had to nod her head slightly and say, "Yutong, I'll go first. If anything happens, just call me here and I'll come right away."
Linyutong nodded with her eyes closed. Her tears never stopped
Although Li Na was not at ease, she was helpless now. She had to move forward step by step. From time to time, she looked back at her good friend and finally gritted her teeth and left.
Because she felt that it was useless to persuade Lin Yutong now, and there was no way to persuade her to wake up. She had to let herself slowly out of the shadow and let herself slowly accept the reality. In that case, she might quickly come out of the shadow.
Finally, she was left alone. Lin Yutong's mood relaxed, and she couldn't stop crying.
The memory of yehaoxuan gradually blurred. Because she thought too much, she could not even remember the man's appearance, but the unforgettable feeling would never be forgotten... These days, she was under too much pressure. Now she just wanted to vent and make herself feel better.