Chapter 33 - She was the fault

Sara looked back and saw the nurse smiling at her , " You are really lucky for having a husband like him."

Sara smiled and nodded to the nurse .

When she came back Michael was already shifted to a room. It was a VIP room which Sara personally ordered for him . The room look like a hotel room then a hospital . It was designed with everything .

The room was in yellow colour with white ceiling . Which gives the feeling of royalty .

On entering there was a sitting area with with a sofa set. They were brown in colour . In the middle there was coffee table with some magazine on it. Besides it there was place for storage and other necsscities . Between it there was a door which connects to a bathroom. On opposite to the sofa set was Michael's bed . He was in deep slumber . He was connected to many devices which either side of the bed. Seeing him like that Sara felt like her pierced into many pieces . Her eyes started to became wet . She didn't realize that tears started falling down . When she touched her face , she became aware that she was crying the whole time . Her hands were all covered with Michael's blood . She started trembling when she saw blood in her hands . She lose control over her whole body , but fortunately she took grip on the draw next to her.

She immediately rushed to the bathroom . She

walked over to the washbasin. She started removing the blood stains from her hands. She rubbed as hard as she could to remove it . With the hard rub her hands pained but she didn't stop . She tried to remove . The past memories were always disturbing . The blood in her hands remind of that day when she saw her father covered in all blood . She was so afraid to touch him that she can't even go near him . She wanted to cry out loud but can't . The more she tried , the more she feel she can't . That day she felt like she lost everything . That day onwards herself , If the incident had not took place . If she wasn't afraid of her father . If she was not afraid of touching her . If she had not got frightened to him that day , then the accident wouldn't happen . Then she would have not lost her father , her mother would not lost her husband , her happiness and love , Anna wouldn't have lost her father , her superhero . The family wouldn't have lost their leader , The company wouldn't have lost their boss. It was all because of her . She was the fault .

Sara thought to herself . If her parents had a better daughter than her , then everyone would be happy today. Her mother would not be crying . If she could go back in time and change everything . If! If! She could .

And now , She also took the life of Michael. Even she had no feelings but after they married , she immediately got into an accident. She was really curse. She really hurt the person who loved her most . Her guilty conscience were eating her up. Can't she changed her fate. Can't she live like a normal girl , who has loving husband , a small family . A family of her own . Her own world . She wanted to but always feared of . To hid this feeling she was always cold and aloof , buried herself in work . She eventually get used to living with it.

But then Michael came to her life. The boy who kissed her on their first meeting , proposed to her on the second , pester her on the third , and finally win her heart in the fourth . She started believing in him but again she hurt him . The ray of light she saw again change back to darkness . A dark pitch darkness , where she can't see anything . All her last hope faded away . Thinking about it Sara felt more guilty . She looked up at the mirror . Her face was all pale . Her eyes were red and swollen . The pink color of her cheeks and lips disappear . Her eyes were again cold and aloof. The shine was long gone .