Chapter 108 - Love

Quin got up early that morning and make some breakfast for the kids. She wanted them to have some good meals before they catch their flight for England. 

She went to her kids room and opened the door. Her heart wrench on seeing her four years old son sleeping on the floor. He must be crying again at night. She wanted to give them love and care like other parents but she can't. She can't even keep them with her. She can't show them to the world. They can't even live like a normal family. All because of Rayn and Sara. If they were not in her life, she may have lived with her children together. 

She accepts that she was also faulty but what they did to her was not accepted. 

The one she fell in love with took her advantage and made her hated herself. He makes use of her fully without even thinking a bit about her. Not only her but also her children. He was so evil that he blackmailed her with their kids who also had his blood. 

On the other hand, Sara took everything from her. Because of her she was not even given an opportunity to prove herself. All her life she listened to everyone telling her how good Sara was but they never ask about her opinion. She was good at drawing but no one praised her about it. Her parents forced her to give up because they want her to be the successor of the company.

Now she thinks of it. Everyone in her life never really cared about her from her parents to her love, they only used her for their purpose. She was a puppet for them who they can play with when they want. 

The only one that really cared and loved her were her kids. She promised herself that she was going to make their future better. 

She went inside the room and look at Cailin's face. She was right about him crying. She c.a.r.e.s.sed his cheeks trying to hold back her tears but can't. Her tears fell on Cailin's face and woke up. 

He rubbed his eyes and look around and saw his mother crying. 

He looked at her confused, " Momma, why are you crying?" He asked nicely.

"Nothing honey," she said rubbing her tears away. She smiled back and looked at him," I have made your favorite breakfast. Let's go and eat." She said hiding her pain. 

"Okay momma." He got up in excitement and ran downstairs. 

Quin smiled seeing him like that. And followed him. "Honey, wait don't run." She said going behind him. She came down the stairs and saw him standing in front of the dining table.

"Mom, Alina…" Cailin said gulping a bit.

"What happened?" Hearing him Quin started fearing and went towards the table and shocked seeing the mess created by her daughter. "Alina!" She yelled looking at her naughty girl. 

Alina started laughing. "You are becoming naughty." She said carrying her daughter in her arms. 

"Cailin, you start eating. I will go and give this naughty girl a bath." Quin stated. She looked at Alina started playing with her like others. She kissed her in her cheeks before taking her to the bathroom. 

Even though she hated their father, she loved her kids like a typical mother. Quin put her daughter in the tub and looked at her face. She was an exact copy of her father. Same hazel eyes and black hair with a face easily catch anyone's eyes. She was like a fairy. 

Quin can never get angry with her. With pure and innocent look no one can. She had no problem with her looking like her father but the only thing she was afraid that she will take her father's character. 

Alina started playing with water and some of them splashed to her mother's face distracting her from her thoughts. She came back to reality and gave a sad smile. "No matter whom you look like but never be like him Alina." She said even though she knows that she didn't understand. She can only hope that she never take her father's step in future. 

Alina was busy playing with water. Quin chuckled a bit seeing her daughter like that and started giving her bath. 

She took her out after the bath and make her ready for going to the UK. She went to the dining hall and saw Cailin has already finished his breakfast. 

She felt an emptiness in her heart thinking about her kids going to leave her. Her mother's heart don't want to let them go far from her. She wants to keep them close to her like every mother but she has to let them go away for her so that they can have a better future. "Quin you need to be strong." She said rubbing the tears that came out. 

"Momma," at the same time, her son called her from behind. She hide her sadness before looking at him. "Yes honey." She replied. 

"Are you crying, momma?" He asked staring at her. 

She was surprised by his questions, and hide her face. "I am not crying. Let's go. We will be late." She changed the topic before going inside to bring her daughter. 

She called the one of the guard who was going with her children. 

"Leo, take care of them." She instructed handing there luggage to him.

"Yes ma'am."He nodded and take the luggage.

After sending Leo, Quin look at her son, " Honey, momma can't go to the airport to send you two. Take care of yourself and your sister for me, okay?" She said kissing him in his forehead. 

"Mm," the boy nodded somehow controlling his tears. 

" Good boy. Don't worry your nanny will go with you." She said proud of her son. In the small age he was so understanding. She was really proud to have him as her son. 

"Now go." She said pushing him a bit.