Chapter 185 - Daily dose

She just chose his life, without even asking him. He was hurt, but his heart wanted to agree to her. He never denied her words but somewhere he also didn't want to listen to her. 

He sure agreed to marry Anna in taking revenge against Sara. He can't destroy some innocent one's life in his revenge. But how can he forget her, she was his first and last love of her life. 

Didn't she promise him he would always be her? Then why did she ask him to forget her. He will never! Never in this life or next any other can take place in his heart except her. He will fulfill her wish in getting married to another girl but forgetting her and promising he will not end up hurting Anna, no he can't. 

He broke down in tears, curling himself into a ball. Why did he feel as if his soul was parted away from his body? It was taken away. 

Someone lightly patted his back at the moment. Feeling the touch he looked up; it was her mother. He can't control his emotions, he hugged her. He still didn't know how to believe what she asked. 

No, it was obviously not her, it was sure someone else. She will never say that to him, "it was not her, right?" He whispered under his breath.

Her mother sighed softly, he felt more bad for him. All these years even after she died, he has not dated nor forgotten to visit back once. 

"Mike, I think of you my son and somewhere she is right. Don't ruin your future." She tried to explain to him. She always feels pity for him.

Those lifeless ash-grey eyes of his. His long face, no sign of happiness. He smiles but that just to show others, but one can't live like that all his life. If you live life like that what will be the end? Will you ever find happiness like others? 

"Even you are saying that?" Mike looked up and questioned her in disbelief on hearing her. He got up, not moving his eyes away from her. 

"Forget her? If I forget her, I will choose to die; without her there is no me." Stating it, he walked out, not even looking back.

The woman got up and looked at his leaving silhouette."One day, you will realize what I said, because she will come back to meet you." The lady whispered softly under her breath, with a mysterious smile on her face. 

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Mike was not in the right mood to think anything. He was frustrated, why does everyone want him to forget her? If it was so easy to remove her from his heart and memory, and give someone else her place. Why didn't he do that before? She was imprinted on his soul, removing her means removing his soul away from his body.

Mike came out to the parking lot, but the person he saw in front of him took him back. It was Anna, coming out of a car, the driver seat was occupied by a male. 

Somewhere he felt uncomfortable seeing her laughing with the other male. His brain was muddled with a lot of questions.

Who is the guy? Why is she with him? And many more.

Mike was not very conscious of why he was thinking of her. But he felt sad, fury seeing her with someone else. 

He wanted to go and pull her away from that guy, and take her with him. He felt as if his heart was being burned, burned into ashes. Mike didn't even realize when he started to work towards the car instead of going to his own car.

As if his heart was taking him to her, his pace was not stopped. His brain felt numb to think anything straight. A force was attracting him to that black car. 

Anna didn't notice that Mike was there and he noticed her with Rayn.

Rayn came to meet her for a help, she was not interested at first because she knew Rayn wanted to win Sara but her sister was happy with Michael. She can't even think of breaking the both apart. Not to say helping him, but to her surprise he wanted to win Quin. Quin? 

She was astounded on hearing him and when he told her about he already has two kids with her and she was pregnant with the third child, she felt she was living in a fake world. 

She didn't believe it, but after pinching her cheeks hard she finally know she was hearing nor she was dreaming, it was true. She jumped out of her bed and sat up straight.

Getting ready as fast as she could, she downstairs and Rayn was already waiting for her in his black car. 

He waved his hands towards her, seeing him. But she didn't wave back, she walked fast and seat at the passenger seat, opening door. 

"What you said in phone, was it true? When did it happened? Why I didn't know?" She bombarded him with question, as she shook his arm carelessly. 

Rayn felt dizzy from her continuous shaking him, he didn't heard any questions of her.

"Stop! Let me go first." Rayn interrupted removing her hands from her shoulder. 

"Oops, sorry!" She apologized realizing what she was doing, with a meek smile and sticking her tongue out, she rubbed back of her head awkwardly.

Rayn coughed, and put his clothes straight and as he sat straight with a stale face. 

"Now tell me!" She asked in excitement, waiting for the story like a small girl waiting outside a candy shop and watching her favorite candy in showroom, yearning to buy it and savor it on her own. 

Anna was feeling the same, she was eagerly waiting for the gossip from Rayn. She wanted to know, know everything. Gossiping her daily dose of entertainment, she always like to gossip with her friends she can't let go of such a golden opportunity to get her daily dose.