Chen Hao saw that she had been crying silently and knew that he had scared her.
He helped her wipe the tears off her face in a panic.
“Xinya! Stop Crying, okay? I promise that I will never doubt you again, and I will never scold you again. Can You forgive me? ”
Chen Hao looked at her with heartache. He really wanted to use his kiss to kiss her tears away, and he also wanted to use his kiss to tell her his feelings for her.
However, she was so pure and did not know what a kiss was.
If he did that, it would be blasphemy. He did not want to scare her.
“No… I’m not angry with you. ”
Situ Xinya shook her head. She wanted to speak, but because her voice was unpleasant, she could only shake her head and mutter in her heart.
“You won’t forgive me? ”
Seeing her shake her head, Chen Hao felt as if his heart had fallen to the bottom of the valley.
“You still won’t forgive me. That’s right. It’s not so easy to forgive someone who almost killed himself. ”
Chen Hao looked away in disappointment. Just now, he had almost strangled her to death. This was a nightmare for her. How could he forgive her so quickly?
“No, I’m not. I’m really not angry with you. ”
Situ Xinya saw that he was moved and disappointed because she did not forgive him. She grabbed his arm tightly and shook her head at him with tears in her eyes. However, she could only mutter in her heart.
Her throat was very painful. Every time she opened her mouth, it felt like she was being cut by a knife.
She was afraid that he would hear her hoarse and unpleasant voice, but she was even more afraid that he would feel guilty and sad when he knew that he had destroyed her throat.
“Are you not angry with me? ”
Seeing her like this, Chen Hao’s heart was happy. He grabbed her shoulder and asked excitedly.
“Yes! ”
She nodded and silently said “yes” .
“That’s great. It’s really great that you’re willing to forgive me. ”
Chen Hao was excited. He directly held her in his arms and muttered very excitedly.
Situ Xinya quietly leaned in his arms, greedily inhaling the scent that belonged to him.
This was his scent. She had always remembered it. It had been months since she had laid in his arms like this. It was so good to feel his embrace again.
So warm… …
However, today was the last time. She would never see him again after she returned home.
Her throat had been destroyed, and her voice had become extremely unpleasant. She did not want him to see her like this, and she did not want him to hear her voice now.
Chen Hao was happy for a while before he realized that Situ Xinya had not spoken at all, except when she first woke up and whispered twice to drink water.
“XINYA! Why didn’t you say anything? ”
He slowly pushed her out of his arms and asked her in a panic.
Situ Xinya just looked at him in a daze. Now she didn’t know whether to speak or not because he was already suspicious.
“Xinya! You… tell me! ”
Chen Hao’s heart tightened and asked her nervously again.
It couldn’t be. He had already checked her vocal cords and there was nothing abnormal!
And didn’t she say something when she woke up?
So… … It couldn’t be …
Chen Hao kept mumbling in his heart. If that was the case, then he… … deserved to die …
“No… ”
Situ Xinya looked at him in horror, but she refused to speak. She kept shaking her head.
“Tell me, is it… is it your throat that is damaged? ”
Chen Hao even started to breathe heavily. Although he was a top-notch doctor, it was not difficult for him to cure the damaged vocal cords.
However, the vocal cords could be cured, but the damage that he had inflicted on her could not be eliminated.
Situ Xinya’s body suddenly stiffened, and her eyes flickered in panic. She did not dare to look at Chen Hao anymore.
He still knew that her throat was damaged. could she not hide it anymore?
“You don’t have to worry about whether I will feel guilty or sad. Tell me, is your throat really damaged? ”
Chen Hao felt her body stiffen, and knew that his guess was true.
The guilt in his heart instantly rushed to his heart. He looked at her with heartache and held her in his arms again, trembling.
“Xinya You have to know that I’m a doctor. If your vocal cords are damaged, I can cure it, do you know that So… … Don’t lie to me, and don’t think that it will make me feel guilty. You have to know that if you lose your voice because of this, I think that even if you forgive me, I will never forgive myself for the mistake I made today.”
Chen Hao said with an extremely stifled heart. He really wanted to slap himself to death.
“Chen Hao! Don’t be sad… don’t be sad. I will cooperate with you… to treat you. ”
Finally, Situ Xinya opened her mouth in his arms. She wanted to call him “Hao” , as affectionate as before.
However, she suddenly remembered what he said today, “you don’t deserve it” , so she forcefully added the word “Chen” in front of it.
Seeing him sad for her, her heart hurt so much. Even if talking to him was like being tortured, she was willing to speak.
Chen Hao heard her hoarse and unpleasant voice, and finally understood why she was not willing to speak. He hugged her and blushed. As a man, he could not help but cry at this time.
Situ Xinya did not hear his response for a long time. She thought that he despised her. Her heart felt worse than a lump of cotton. “My… Voice, is it… very unpleasant to hear? ”
She asked him uneasily. She knew that it was unpleasant to hear, but she still could not help but ask him.
“No, your voice has always been pleasant to hear in my heart. Don’t worry, I will cure you. ”
Chen Hao’s heart was really distressed. Even his voice was trembling.
He would definitely cure her vocal cords. He would definitely not let her have any sequelae.
Moreover, he had checked her throat. There were no signs of rupture at all. The way she was now, it should be the sequelae from when he had hit her rather hard back then.
After a few more days, she would be able to recuperate properly.
Even if it was really damaged, it would not be too serious.
However, even if she was in such a situation, it could not hide the fact that he was heartless enough to hurt her.
“Xinya! Let’s live a good life from now on. After Xiaoqin and Anja’s wedding is over, I will bring you home. What do you say? ”
The only thing Chen Hao could think of to make up for it was to bring her home and protect her like a treasure.
“My… throat, can… can it really be cured? ”
Situ Xinya swallowed with difficulty. She was still worried that her throat would not recover to its original state.
Even if it could not recover to its original state, as long as it was a little better than the current voice, it would not be so painful to speak. It was better than letting her be a mute.
“Yes, you have to believe me. I have the ability to cure you, ” Chen Hao said very seriously.