Chapter 124

Lu Haotian, who stopped crying, finally spit out to Chen Yan.

"I've been a mercenary abroad for seven years. In these seven years, I've come a little bit, not only on the battlefield, but also on the plane on the battlefield, in the wind, in the rain, in the sea of swords and fire."

"In foreign countries, they gave me a nickname, which is very flashy - Desert death. Ha ha, I think I'm not desert death. There's a desert death around me. I have to worry about his sickle all day and night."

"This is life, my life. I don't regret it. I'm fighting for the happiness of the people. It's worth it. But I regret bringing others in!"

"Desert death, what a resounding name, but if there is no my brother, let alone the title, I'm afraid I don't even have one!"

"I returned to my country a few days ago. Later, I came back with three brothers, but there are still several brothers. They stay on the battlefield for us..."

Chen Yan's drooping hands moved up slowly and hugged Lu Haotian. Her right hand stroked his back like a child.

"At 1 o'clock yesterday, they all died bravely. They died because of me. Without me, they could not leave the world. Without me, they could not join mercenaries. They would live a normal life like ordinary people and enjoy family happiness, happiness and happiness!"

Here, two more lines of tears fell from the corners of Lu Haotian's eyes.

"It's a mistake for people like me to live in this world. Without me, others can live better." Lu Haotian clenched his teeth.

"No, it's not like that. Because of your existence, we can live a better life. Because of your tireless efforts abroad, our country has not been attacked by terrorists. Ordinary people like me can live a normal life!" Chen Yan removed Lu Haotian's arms and faced him squarely.

"Is that so?"

Chen Yan smiled: "of course, you don't need to blame yourself too much for your brother's death. People's death is lighter than a feather or heavier than Mount Tai. There are few people in the world who can be heavier than Mount Tai. I believe they follow you without complaint or regret."

"Why?" Lu Haotian paused and said again, "why?"

"If you can become a mercenary, whether it's skill or shooting, you must be first-class among the first-class. Can you say that they are passive if you can reach this point?" Chen Yan faced Lu Haotian's dark eyes, "They like the job of special forces. Take me for example. If I go to politics, I'm definitely just a civil servant waiting to die. But if I invest in stocks, it's different. I like this job. I'm willing to devote my time and energy to study and improve myself bit by bit?"

After a deliberately short silence, Chen Yan solemnly asked Lu Haotian: "I ask you, do you like the career of mercenary, and are you willing to devote your life to the country and the people?"

Lu Haotian nodded.

"That's right. I think so are your brothers. Even if not, there are only two words that can make them so excellent: responsibility. The responsibility to protect the country and the people. They must think it's worth it. Because some things don't have to be done by some people?" Chen Yan seems to buy and analyze a math problem and prove it for Lu Haotian bit by bit.

"They are heroes, whether to others or themselves. However, the person who makes them heroes is not me or others, it's you, it's you, Lu Haotian!" Chen Yan shook his shoulder hard.

"Thank you!" Lu Haotian lowered his head.

He thanked again: "thank you, thank you for telling me this."

"Ha ha, I should thank you. As I said just now, it is because of people like you that we can live a happy and beautiful life. Otherwise, we should be worried when shopping in a mall," Chen Yan smiled, charming and exhaled.

A faint fragrance suddenly came into Lu Haotian's nostrils. He looked up and saw Chen Yan's beautiful face.

The cold wind made the night cool.

A breeze blew Chen Yan's short hair, like a black wicker swaying in the air.

In an instant, Lu Haotian felt that her eye waves might be hazy due to alcohol; her white cheeks seemed to be able to pinch out water; the most moving thing was the touch of red lips, charming and dripping, like a ripe peach, silently attracting and landing Haotian.

Now Lu Haotian feels like a blunt knife cutting his heart, making him fall into Chen Yan's gentle hometown step by step.

Unable to bear it any longer, he slowly moved towards Chen Yan. The two people's lips were getting closer and closer. Almost a centimeter later, Chen Yan suddenly turned her head and didn't dare to look at Lu Haotian's eyes.

His eyes, like a soul, are gentle, wild and passionate. Most importantly, Chen Yan clearly realized Lu Haotian's love for herself through those eyes.

Just a little, just a little!

She felt that she was about to fall. If she hadn't left the beginning, she wouldn't want to think about it in the future. It would be more comfortable to use ellipsis.

"Don't you like me?"

Lu Haotian asked very gently, so gentle that he was different from Lu Haotian who had just fought, and even made people suspect that he was suffering from schizophrenia.

In fact, this is just Chen Yan's illusion, the illusion of drunkenness, and the illusion of Lu Haotian who has been in love.

The reason why she chose to avoid Lu Haotian was that she was afraid that the relationship between the two people would develop further and reach the point of going to bed.

For Lu Haotian, she doesn't seem to mind living together before marriage. But the problem is that she feels sorry for her ex boyfriend. She doesn't want to admit that her conservatism varies from person to person.

Only by removing roots can the growth of grass be restrained. So Chen Yan chose to strangle this love in the cradle from the beginning.

"I... I'm not ready yet." Chen Yan stammered out these words.

Lu Haotian asked reluctantly, "you like me, don't you? I can see it from your eyes?"

She repeated again, this time without any stumbling, but said word by word, "I'm not ready yet."

"Well, I'll wait for you, whether it's a day, a month, or even a year, ten years, or a lifetime." Lu Haotian looked at her side face.

Chen Yan tried to ease her embarrassment and anger: "I didn't expect that Lu Haotian, the God of death in the desert, would say such disgusting words?"

Lu Haotian smiled and replied, "our country is monogamous. I won't tell you who to tell! Besides, I'm only meat and hemp. This time, I won't be in this life."