Gu Qinghong, who guarded xiheguan, was dissatisfied with me, but the two countries did not kill envoys at war. Because of his status as an envoy, he had no choice but to let me into xiheguan.
I hid my feelings for Gu nanshang in my heart and went back to Beiming Shengjing.
Only after arriving did I know that Gu's helplessness and troubles were no less than mine after two months apart.
At this time, she has found a strong background for the backing of her father.
But even so.
Between her and Yun Jincheng, in addition to facing the prejudice from the Empress Dowager of the northern underworld, she also has many powerful rivals.
For example: Gao Mengxi of the prime minister's family;
Another example: Dongling Duanhui princess.
In her life, she even offended the queen of the northern underworld, the second prince and the first party. In order to get revenge, the second imperial concubine did not even hesitate to set up her husband at the stake of her flesh and blood.
Fortunately, this woman was born with an unyielding disposition.
Persistence, tenacity, even in adversity, never give up.
With the support of the general's office of Zhenguo, where can the queen and the Empress Dowager be her opponents? In addition, she seems to be familiar with Mo Yurong, the little city master of Zhongqu. Mo Yurong is very good to her.
I can see that she is also very close to Mo Yurong, which is definitely more close than ordinary friends.
In fact, looking at her kindness to Mo Yurong, I was very jealous.
This girl, I also had a good time for her.
However, it seems that I didn't see her treat me more than friends. She is a heartless woman!
But looking at her growing up step by step and eradicating her opponents, I know that my worries were redundant. Now, maybe she doesn't need me at all?
The trip to Beiming witnessed the transformation of Yun Jincheng from the ninth prince to the crown prince. It also witnessed the engagement process between Gu nanshang and Yun Jincheng. It was a bit cruel for me to see the beloved woman marry another person.
So I left Beiming before Gu Nansheng got married.
Perhaps, the best result is that we should be different and broad.
When I left Beiming for the second time, I met Shen Qingmu.
The girl always knew that I was different. When she learned that I was in Shengjing again, she bribed my servants and found out my whereabouts.
When I learned that I was leaving Beijing, the girl disguised herself as a man and secretly followed me to leave Shengjing.
If I didn't meet that gang of robbers on the way, I still can't know that girl is following me.
After we escaped the bandits' robbery, I recognized mu'er's identity. Shen Qingchi and Shen Qinghua were all acquaintances, so I couldn't do the thing of leaving my friend and sister alone.
I took Shen Qingmu to the nearest town, ready to entrust her to the first floor of the town before I left. I don't know if this girl has been living with Gu Nanshan for a long time. She has a stubborn temper and brain.
In the middle of the night, I secretly climbed to the back seat of my carriage to hide. When I found out, I had already taken her out of Beiming.
Beiming and Xiling have been fighting each other for many years, and now they are at a critical juncture.
I take Shen Qingmu out of the northern underworld. Now I can't leave her at will. But I can only take her back to Prince Yu's house.
This girl is clever.
You don't get into trouble with me on weekdays.
However, after Princess Shen once again took her niece to my Yuqin palace to "play", it seemed that she was stimulated.
She must have drunk a lot that night.
He ran to my fangfeiyuan full of wine, told me "like me", asked me "like her or not", and muttered "what's wrong with her, why I don't like her".
How to say that?
Recently, I've been forced to marry. It's a headache. I didn't expect that I could avoid Princess Shen and this girl.
I watched her drink and thought maybe she was talking about wine.
Then comfort a way: "Mu son, you are drunk, I order to read to think to take you to go back to rest, good."
Originally for her good words, also don't know how, unexpectedly can stimulate to Shen Qingmu.
She flew into a rage.
Pointing to my nose, he asked me: "Su Muyan, don't play silly with me. Do you know that I like you? Do you know that I'm happy to be with you? "
"I know, I know, now I know." In the face of such a situation, I can only say yes.
But mu'er, who had drunk the wine, was a bit aggressive.
She pulled her own clothes first, only wearing a bellybag, and then pulled my clothes and threw me on the bed. How could this happen?
If this was seen by the outsider, that is not to destroy mu'er's innocence!
I struggled to get up, pulled the quilt over her body with my backhand, stepped back two steps, kept a certain distance from her, gasped for breath and wanted to teach her a lesson, but looking at the mist in her eyes, I felt soft again.
Just positive way: "Mu Er, if you like this bed, you will rest here, I go to the guest room to sleep, you calm down, I let Nian Si come in later to serve you."
Then I wanted to run away.
Mu'er cried out with a cry, and the tearful eyes looked at me dimly and asked: "Su Muyan, do you really don't like me? I don't care about the reserve of the girl's family. I came to tell you. I don't want to be ashamed to do this, but you don't even look at me. Su Muyan, I really like you. Promise me to be with me. What's wrong with me, You can tell me, I will correct it. "
Looking at the tearful mu'er, I sighed a little.
Patience son, slow voice way: "Mu son, you have no bad place, you are very good, just these years I have been treating you as a sister."
Before the words were finished, mu'er took over: "I'm not bad, then why don't you like me? Don't be your sister. "
"I... I..."
I thought about it for a while and said seriously: "mu'er, in fact, I already have a girl I like. I think that in my life, except for her, I will not love anyone or marry anyone."
I admit that when I said this, Gu nanshang appeared in my mind;
I also know that it's wrong for me to covet a married woman like this.
However, the word "love" is not a word;
I don't know what I'm going to do.
I really have no way to control my feelings for Gu nanshang. I think maybe this is my life.
Mu'er seems to be hurt after listening to me.
She stared at me for a long time, tears came out of her eyes, and scolded: "Su Muyan, you liar." Then he picked up his clothes, turned around and ran out of Fangfei Pavilion.
I don't trust her to run out like this;
But I don't want to pursue it either;
Now that I have rejected her, why should I fantasize about her?
Niansi always works properly, so I order niansi to follow Shen Qingmu to ensure her safety.
Mu'er sat in the garden of Prince Yu's mansion all night. According to Nian Si, she packed up her things and left Prince Yu's mansion early the next morning. When she left, she looked sad and had a bad spirit.
"Did she go alone?" I can't help asking.
I have a long relationship with the Shen family. I am responsible for the safety of Shen Qingmu both in public and in private.