Chapter 1341

I asked Doctor Li about the recent situation of a Sheng and the influence of slippery fetus. But doctor Li told me seriously that a Sheng was born with a cold body and was not easy to get pregnant. It was not easy to get pregnant this time. If he slipped the fetus rashly, he would hurt himself and never get pregnant again!

This, my heart is completely desperate.

I tried my best to be with ah Sheng;

However, if you use Sheng for nothing in your life, let's not say whether Sheng will blame me;

Even for myself, I will feel guilty all my life.

In my opinion, it is enough to do one wrong thing in one's life.

I have long thought of a way to achieve both goals, but this way is too harmful to my father and the whole Yuqin palace.

I don't want to go this far if it's not necessary.

However, in the end, the imperial edict of the emperor's brother forced me to go this way.

Liu Xiang's daughter has become the empress of the palace, so Liu Xiang is also a supreme minister. My brother married me. It was Liu Xiang's little daughter, Liu Yixue.

I don't even want to marry my mother's favorite cousin hanruo and Shen Qingmu who has been following for ten years. How can I marry Liu Yixue?

Mo Yurong, the little city master of Zhongqu, came to Xiling, which made me feel that I couldn't stay in Xiling Kyoto any longer, because I felt that Mo Yurong might have come to ah Sheng.

If he is aimed at a Sheng, it means that Yun Jincheng will arrive at Xiling soon.

I have no other way to go except to take Sheng far away.

So I took advantage of the day when my brother and his concubine went to the ancestral temple to worship the grain God, and took ah Sheng out of the door. On the eve of my departure, I found Chen Zhangzhen in the imperial palace.

Chen Zhangzhen received the favor of her mother's concubine in her early years. Now I can only use this favor in order to get my brother's bracelet.

Of course, I'm not afraid of her going back;

After all, in order to be safe, I tied up the Chen family and threatened her to help me with their lives.

When I put the bracelet on ah Sheng's wrist, I felt that the guilt that haunted me for many days just faded.

After I got the bracelet with ah Sheng, I was ready to leave the palace.

I didn't expect to meet Liu Yingxue.

Liu Yingxue, as a queen, naturally knows about the marriage of the emperor brother.

Fortunately, I also understand that women are jealous. After I took advantage of Liu Yingxue's selfishness and dealt with her easily, I left Kyoto with a Sheng. From then on, I completely betrayed my imperial brother, Yuqin palace and Xiling, who raised me.

I declared that I was going to Hainan in Dongling.

But in fact, he planned to let Li Qing drive his carriage to Zhongqu first, and then to Beiming to return to Changzhi county.

It is said that the most dangerous place is the safest place.

I don't think even Yun Jincheng would think that I would take a Sheng back to Beiming. I had lived in Changzhi county for several years, and was cared for by Lao Zhou and Ding. There should be no problem in this trip.

But I missed it.

I've missed Yun Jincheng's ability and his care for Gu Nanshan.

I don't know where Yun Jincheng got the news of ah Sheng, but he led hundreds of thousands of Gu's troops to attack Xiling. Where he went, there were rivers of blood and corpses everywhere.

He took a city and slaughtered it.

Tens of thousands of lives, whether soldiers on the battlefield or innocent people, were all killed by Yun Jincheng.

All he did was to force his brother to hand over ah Sheng.

I can almost imagine my brother's anger when he learned that I took ah Sheng away. I can also imagine how pathetic those innocent people are.

Looking at ah Sheng with clear eyes, my mood is very complicated.

It seems that there are two people fighting in my heart, one said: "Su Muyan, you don't have to go to Guan Yunjin, nor do you have to take care of other people's life and death, just take her away, take her far away, never mind the world, spend this life in leisure."

And the other one is accusing me.

He said: "Su Muyan, you are the son of Prince Yu who has enjoyed thousands of honors. You have the responsibility to let the people who submit to you live a peaceful life. You can't ignore thousands of innocent people for your own interests."

Two kinds of voices entangled in my heart, which made me sad.

In the end, I compromised.

I can't get over the hurdle in my heart.

As far as ah Sheng is concerned, it is wrong for me to take advantage of others' danger and feed her jade dew for personal benefit;

As far as Xiling is concerned, it is even more wrong for me to ignore thousands of surnames.

I'm a sinner. I can't go wrong again and again.

I first send a letter to Yun Jincheng to stop the war, and then let him pick up ah Sheng from Yulong Snow Mountain.

I told Li Qing and Nian Si to prepare a hot pot for ah Sheng at wangxue Pavilion on Yulong Snow roof. They cajoled her into going up the mountain on the ground of eating hot pot.

It is said that children's temperament is the most impatient.

On the way, Sheng said he would not leave.

"I carry you?"

I asked tentatively.

I didn't expect that the girl really lay on my back and let me carry her up the mountain.

This is my absolute trust.

I should be happy.

I carry a Sheng on my back and go to the snow Pavilion step by step. In fact, I really hope this road can be very long, so that I can stay with her for a long time.

However, no matter how long the road is, there will be an end.

Niansi and Li Qing have already prepared what they need.

Sheng was very happy and showed great interest in hot pot.

In the past, when I had dinner with her, I always wanted to compete with her for delicious food. On this day, I had no appetite.

I watched her eat and helped her cook a lot of dishes.

I carefully stare at her delicate, white face, I want to print her in my mind.

Li Qing reported that Yun Jincheng had arrived at the foot of the mountain.

I got up and rubbed ah Sheng's head. I told him in a low voice that I had something to do. Ah Sheng, you let Nian Si accompany you to eat slowly.

"Come back soon."

Sheng looked at me and answered seriously.

I turned and left, afraid to look at her face again.

I'm afraid;

I'm afraid I'll go back if I look at it more.

I have expected the anger of Yun Jincheng. He pours on me angrily. If he doesn't want to get the news of ah Sheng from me, I think he can strangle me immediately.

He asked me to hand over Sheng.

I sneer.

How can I hand over ah Sheng before my goal is achieved?

My purpose is very simple. There are only two. One is that Yun Jincheng withdraws from Xiling. The other is that he must compensate Xiling for the pension for the dead and wounded soldiers;

This requirement is almost impossible for the victorious countries.

But this is what I, the sinner of Xiling, can do for Xiling at last. Therefore, I can never and will not fail.

After Yun Jincheng signed the contract, I told him the position of ah Sheng.

Looking at the disappearing figure of Yun Jincheng, I feel that we will not have another chance to meet ah Sheng this time.

I sat in the snow for a long time, thinking, maybe it's good for me to freeze to death in Yulong Snow Mountain;

Anyway, I'm also a sinner.

I have no face to see my brother or my father. I am even more ashamed of my mother's wife and thousands of people who raised me.

Later, the emperor brother appeared and picked me back, who was almost unconscious.

I had many frostbite on my body. After the treatment of the imperial doctor, I finally recovered my life.

I know that if my brother picks me up, he won't kill me, but I really can't get over this.

I knelt outside my brother's camp for a day and a night.

Xiaojinzi and the imperial doctor came to persuade me many times, saying that if I continue to kneel like this, I'm afraid my legs will be broken, and I will lose my life sooner or later.

However, if you can really lose your life, thank you with death;

I'm relieved.

Brother Huang, what a smart man.

He didn't kill me, just want me to live under the torture of self blame and guilt all the time.

For me, it's worse to live than to die.

Finally, xiaojinzi came to persuade me, let me think about my father and Yuqin palace, he also said, if I really die, that father even has no one to die.

There is no denying that little gold is right.

My heart, shaken.

Finally, with the help of xiaojinzi, I got up from the ice. I happened to meet the national master who came to discuss with the emperor brother again. When they talked about it, they vaguely mentioned such words as "let the apprentice help me do it" and "kill Yun Jincheng".

I didn't really hear it at the door.

But I heard Yun Jincheng mentioned in the words.

I slightly pause, mention cloud Jin Cheng, is related to the Sheng.

Seeing that I stopped, xiaojinzi immediately shook his head helplessly and advised: "shiziye, the emperor is very angry about this time. But the emperor said that if there is another time, he will cut you off. Shizi, you should consider for the king if you don't think about yourself. You are the only son under the king's knee. If you have a good or bad son, Who do you want to take care of the old man? "

After that, he said: "son, you listen to the slave's advice, even if the prince and concubine of Beiming are kind to you, but this time you send her back intact, it's also that you've paid off all the kindness. Son, you'll be able to support yourself this time. Don't mind the business of the prince and concubine of Beiming any more."

I was silent.

Maybe, little gold is right.

Now that she has been sent back, we should stop meddling in her business.

After more than ten days of general care, my body is finally back, the frostbite on my arm and knee are almost good.

According to the emperor's brother's idea, when I was healed, I set off for Kyoto to have a good rest, and never to be involved in the frontier war.

However, I did not expect that I could not let go after all.