For follow-up, at this time back to the college dormitory suzimu, did not know please.
What's more, the girl he loves is gnashing her teeth at him.
When he came back, he sat in a daze in front of his case. He opened a book in front of him, but he couldn't read it.
All I think about is her reaction to seeing her today.
Thinking, did you annoy her?
Did she really not like him?
Su Zimu can't help but doubt himself. This is the first time he has no confidence in himself.
He was born in a mountain village. The whole village is very remote. All the households add up to no more than 100. The village is remote. Fortunately, it is not poor. All of them are farmers who depend on the weather to feed themselves.
His father is the only carpenter in the village. He can support his family by this craft.
When he was very young, people in the village said that his father had a successor and that he would be a carpenter in the future.
But his father didn't think so. He told everyone that his son would study in the future and take the first place in the exam.
Everyone laughs at his father talking in his dreams, and even some people laugh at them, number one? Are you awake?
Although he was a little boy at that time, he clearly remembered the disdain and ridicule of the villagers at that time. Since then, he had made up his mind to study and to be the number one scholar.
Strangely enough, he is confident that this grand and dismissive wish will come true.
And he, relying on his own efforts, did come to Beijing step by step, and was recognized as an entry-level child by Dr. Guanglu's teacher.
Everyone said he had a bright future.
He also has confidence in his ability and ability.
But now, he can't help but wonder, to her, can he really do it?
Is Su Zimu into self doubt, Sun Chen came back.
"Brother Zimu, what are you doing?"
Su Zimu recovered, picked up the book in front of him and said, "I'm reading a book."
As soon as Sun Chen came over, he looked at Su Zimu and the book in his hand. For a long time, "you took it backwards."
Su Zimu just realized that the book in his hand was indeed taken backwards!
Two awkward coughs.
"What's the matter with you? Is it related to her again? "
He had been calm for many years, and even he could not understand the same son.
That's his sweetheart.
Speaking of her, Su Zimu's shoulders fell down on both sides and said with a bitter smile, "you've seen it through again."
"It's not me, it's you who are too obvious."
Sun Chen a light way: "the effort is enough, force to turn the wheel is not sweet."
Su Zimu put down the book in his hand. He leaned back, put his hands on his eyes, and covered his sight. For a long time, he said in a dull voice: "I know, but I just don't give up."
I don't want to give up.
It's not easy for a man to meet someone he likes in the vast sea of people. He doesn't want to give up before he is sentenced to death.
Not reconciled, and, he will regret.
Sun Chenyi is not a meddler. He has said everything he should say. Moreover, he has never experienced it. He can't understand Su Zimu's mood. He just comforted him a few words.
But these, for suzimu, did not work.
Sun Chenyi was silent for a while, patted Su Zimu on the shoulder and said, "since you don't want to give up, then stick to it. Continuing to be depressed doesn't change anything."
Su Zi Mu paused and sat upright. "You're right. From the beginning, I should know that this road is not easy to go. Now that I've decided, no matter what, I'll go on!"
No matter what she thinks of him, no matter what the current situation is, as long as she is not engaged or married, he will have a chance.
Since started, and do not want to give up, then continue to let yourself have a understand!
See he beat up spirit, Sun Chen one by one to have no facial expression of face smile.
He was suddenly a little curious and pleased with himself. Would he really become different from himself?
"By the way, brother sun, the results will be announced in a few days, right?"
When Sun Chen is in a daze, he listens to Su Zimu.
He looked back, nodded, "ten years of cold window, are here."
……
Before Chunwei's ranking was announced, Emperor xuanzheng's birthday came first.
As early as three months ago, the Ministry of rites began to prepare for the emperor's birthday.
Although emperor xuanzheng is not an extravagant emperor, the birthday of the king of a country can't be too shabby.
At noon, the court officials are invited, and at night, the family banquet is held.
Ye Chaoge, as the daughter-in-law of emperor xuanzheng, wanted to appear.
However, now she is very unhappy. She is afraid that she can't control herself. She vomites out on the spot and sweeps everyone's interest. That's not beautiful.Wei Kai knew her concerns, so she didn't attend.
"Father, I'll go and say, you don't have to worry."
Since her pregnancy, ye Chaoge has a new understanding of her weight. Naturally, she won't try to be brave, and she won't pretend to say anything about it or anything else.
Moreover, before the safflower sour fruit incident, let her more alert, she has not been stupid enough to send their own door to harm.
Therefore, Wei Kai's proposal, she did not oppose, but agreed, just said: "however, in this way, it will make people think more."
Although the news about safflower and sour fruit has been suppressed, several of them are fuel-efficient lamps in Beijing, and their noses are estimated to be better than those of dogs.
And his absence from xuanzheng emperor's birthday this time can be said to be their speculation.
At that time, I'm afraid there will be a steady stream of troubles.
"Everything has me, you just need to have a baby."
Wei Kai kisses his wife's little face, "you're thin again."
My heart aches.
Ye Chaoge subconsciously reaches out his hand and touches his little face. Indeed, his cheeks are obviously sunken and thin.
"Just wait for this little guy to be born."
Ye Chaoge doesn't care much about the problem of losing weight again. As long as her child is healthy, it's worth the pain.
Wei Kai silently counted the days. In three months, at most, another three months, the suffering of his little ancestor would be over.
But he did not know that the real suffering was the last day.
In the twinkling of an eye, it's emperor xuanzheng's birthday.
It's getting hotter and hotter. Ye Chaoge lies there wilting when he vomits in the morning after having breakfast.
She had been in the bitter summer, but now she had a big stomach, which made it more difficult.
Summer has just come, she will sweat constantly, the room is early placed on the ice, can be so, for her bitter summer, the role is not too big.
Even if just lying there, sweat is constantly flowing down, soon wet clothes.
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