Ningque is a very ambitious man.
His dream is to unify the world.
For him at that time, this dream was just like a fool's dream.
Even if it is a dream, he will try.
At that time, the first goal he set for himself was to become the crown prince. After a hundred years, his father became a great treasure and led Beiyan to become the strongest in the world. With strong backing, the unification of the world is no longer just a dream.
Therefore, he wants to be the prince of Beiyan.
Strong support is essential.
Marriage is the shortest way.
However, when he gets along with the woman, he really has no way, even if he knows the truth, but he can't pass the heart. He always feels that there is something missing. That kind of inexplicable abnormality is like being wronged and unwilling.
It's not that other people's women are not good. On the contrary, although the girl is the only daughter in the family and the apple of the eye of the minister, she has been pampered since she was a child, but she has a wonderful temperament.
It's very comfortable to get along with her. She has a broad knowledge of the past and the present. Her literary talent and knowledge are not embroidered pillows, but real talents. It's very easy to talk to her without thinking too much, just like
It's like when I was with my mother.
Gradually, he didn't reject her so much at the beginning. Instead, he liked to stay with her. After getting along with her, they were very close and friendly.
But there is no love between men and women.
In her words, he regarded her as the surrogate of his mother's concubine, and she regarded him as her own elder brother when she wanted a elder brother.
The minister finally supported him because he respected his daughter, and he and she became a delicate relationship.
I'm not related by blood, but I'm like a family.
After that, he also contacted other women one after another, but there was no similar feeling of closeness. At the same time, the initial exclusion was magnified infinitely with the number of women he contacted.
In the end, he began to have to pay attention to it.
However, he is also very confused. He wants to find someone to sort out these complex emotions, but he doesn't know who to look for.
Although he was the prince's son, the beloved son of his father, he did not have a close friend around him, either an enemy or a subordinate.
Later, it was the woman who made him feel like his mother's concubine who helped him solve the problem.
During that time, they were together all the time. She took him to a lot of places, in and out of fireworks places, and in and out of those small swineherd houses.
About half a year, rumors are flying all over the capital of northern Yan. Their good deeds are approaching, but the truth is clear to both of them.
In the end, he realized that his rejection of women was not aimed at individuals, but at all women.
It took a long time for him to accept that he didn't like women and liked men.
However, he knows very well that he doesn't really like men. He is a normal man after all. As long as he thinks about the relationship between men, he can't help the chill.
But it's a hard fact that he likes to get along with men.
Even if there has never been any behavior beyond normal relationship.
Rather than like women, like men, but still feel strange.
It can be said that he is like a Dugu traveler walking between the two. At this fork in the road, he doesn't know which road to take. He can only wander at the fork without the end of time.
And this hesitation is many years.
Ye Chaoge after listening to these, a smile, come to a conclusion, "you are destined to be alone."
I'd rather be short of... "
Half silent, he said with a smile, "you may be right."
Ye Chaoge looked at his lonely appearance and sighed, "what happened to that girl?"
"You mean the color of Pansy?"
"Her name is pansy?"
"Well, pansy is Zuo Xiang's daughter. She has been a thousand beauties since childhood, but she is not pampered at all..." Speaking of pansy, I'd rather not look softer. "Now I don't know where she is?"
"Yes?"
"Zuo xiangzeng singled out his support for me. Do you think the new emperor can accommodate him now?" Rather short sneer a, "fortunately in advance have preparation, left phase early with pansy left, now also don't know where."
But he knew that she was still alive.
The only woman who gave him warmth after his mother's death.
Looking at him, ye Chaoge couldn't help being distracted.
At the beginning, ningque gave her the impression that he was a man with wolf ambition and unscrupulous means. In order to achieve his own goal, he would take advantage of anyone and regard human life as a weed.
But after this time together, she suddenly found that no matter how cold-blooded and heartless people are, they seem to have a soft side.
Especially when he came here, the thorns on ningque's whole body seemed to be smoothed by softness in an instant. He showed his fatigue, vicissitudes and fragility.Looking at his bent back, ye Chaoge was bitter.
"She is such a delicate person. If she is not rich, what can she do?"
When ye Chaoge is silent, he suddenly hears ningque's whisper.
She slightly a meal, looking into their own world ningque, suddenly had a bold idea.
"You went back to Beiyan to fight for the throne for "Viola?"
Rather short of instant squint eyes, "what are you talking nonsense!"
"Are you doing it for her? You think you've made her stay away from her hometown and lead a vagrant life, don't you? "
Ningque turned his back and said, "you think too much."
It's not just that she's living a vagrant life, but
Pansy is nearly twenty-four this year and has not married yet.
Because, all people think, pansy is his woman, no one dares to come to the door.
Even though he explained it several times, it was still useless. On the contrary, it would only plunge her into the general gossip.
His explanation, in the eyes of others, was that he was tired of playing with pansy and didn't want her.
How many men will want a woman who is tired of playing with the prince and who doesn't want one?
Of course, it's not true that there isn't a single person, but those who come to the door to ask for marriage are either those who have a bad family and are running to the left to win a future, or those rascals who can't get on the stage.
How can such a person be worthy of the color of Pansy.
For this, even as the prince, he has no way to force others to marry. Even if he does, how can he treat her sincerely.
Later, pansy decided not to marry.
Zuo Xiang also said that he would support her for a lifetime.
It was the first time he felt guilty, guilty left, guilty viola.
He promised that as long as he lived for one day, he would protect pansy and be safe and happy.
The promises of that year are still fresh in my mind, but none of them has been realized. On the contrary, they have brought disaster to their father and daughter, leading them to live a life of exile far away from their homeland.
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