The spacious and comfortable VIP ward has a cold breath. Pei Haoran because of days of overtime stay up late, did not eat stomach bleeding, successfully put himself into the hospital.
He lay on the bed, breathing evenly, as if very tired, usually gentle face, at this time revealed some haggard pale, closed eyes, sleeping, as if unwilling to wake up.
The door was gently screwed open.
"... you've been sleeping for three days. It's time to get up." Guan Lei came in with a bunch of lilies in her arms. As she changed the fresh flowers at the head of the bed, she turned to herself and looked at Pei Haoran with her eyes closed on the bed.
Spacious VIP ward, no response.
There is a trace of anxiety in Guan Lei's eyebrows. She thinks that she is more powerful than Zhu Xiaowei.
"Pei Haoran, don't you want to wake up?"
The doctor said that he was malnourished and overworked. He suddenly fell into a coma in his office and stayed up all night without eating. If it wasn't for timely rescue, he would have died suddenly.
She knew that he was abandoning himself.
There was a time when Pei Haoran worked like this. At that time, his brother just passed away.
Pei Haoran is not as deep as junzhimu, nor as free and easy as Lu Qinan.
The second president of the Pei family said how to be filial to their eldest son and accompany them. Pei Haoran, at least, can't stay idle. He likes to socialize. But the two old people did not know that their youngest son had a greater sense of responsibility.
Pei Haoran always carries his brother's death on his back.
So for so many years, he has been tolerating her arbitrary behavior, and actually married her for his brother's children. Guan Lei thinks it's ridiculous.
So in the marriage, Guan Lei's heart is also very complex, constantly want to provoke him, annoy him.
She wants to know if he married her just for the responsibility of Pei family. Maybe he still has a little affection for her.
"... I've really changed a lot."
Guan Lei is sitting beside the hospital bed and holding his hand. She usually shows her domineering momentum. At this time, she has more warmth and lower voice“ I love you so much and give so much for you. "
Guan Lei reaches out her fingers to touch his cold face. Because of days of coma and haggard, even his chin is covered with some blue stubble. Her fingertips run across his dry lips. Her eyes are full of complex love when she looks at him.
She murmured, "I don't like having children, but I gave birth to Pei Yi for you. I tried to be Pei's daughter-in-law. But all you've done to me in the past is just responsibility. You even have to sleep with me at night. "
Guan Lei more said more excited, right hand will force his wrist tight, a circle of red marks, ruthlessly looking at the man close at this time.
"Pei Haoran, are you selfish, or am I selfish... You marry me just to make sure that you are comfortable with your brother's death. I love you so much, but you never see it
In the cold and quiet ward, only Guan Lei's voice echoed.
With reluctance, love and hate.
The door of the ward was opened again, accompanied by a voice of anxiety, "Haoren is no longer here, if Haoran has something, what should we do? Pei Yi is still so small..."
Mrs. Pei came in. Her eyes were red, swollen and moist.
"Don't think so much. It's just stomach bleeding. The doctor said it's ok... He just didn't have enough nutrition, so he slept so long."
"... Haoran has been disobedient since he was a child. He always likes to run outside and worries us every time. If it's Haoren, he won't be so headstrong. " Mrs. Pei covered her face with her hands and murmured, her voice choked.
Mr. Pei looked sad and patted his wife on the shoulder.
Guan Lei gathered up her excited look, stood up and called out to them, "Dad, mom."
Master Pei asked, "how is Haoran today?" As he went to the window, he pulled back the heavy curtain, and the bright sunshine came in, which made the whole ward more lively.
Guan Lei answered casually, "it's just the same. I didn't wake up."
"... who are you?"
At this time, Pei Haoran on the bed opened his eyes. He looked at the woman with blurred vision.
It seemed that he felt stiff and uncomfortable. He frowned tightly. Then he turned his head and looked at the white decoration around him. He said vaguely, "I, where am I?"
Guan Lei stares at him excitedly.
"Pei Haoran, you finally wake up." She stooped to his face, her voice urgent and sharp, "don't you recognize me?" There's some tension in that.
"Guan Lei!"
He quickly read out her name, but his voice was alert, sleepy for many days, hoarse throat, forced to warn her, "Guan Lei, I don't allow you to hurt my big brother!"
He also hung a little bit of left hand, hard to grasp her, "you tell him not to go to Switzerland to climb snow mountains, he has no experience, very dangerous."
"Pei Haoran, wake up!"
Guan Lei's hand was very painful and he pulled it back abruptly. "Your brother is dead." She gave a loud drink.
For a moment, the whole VIP ward was quiet.
I heard Mrs. Pei covering her face and sobbing.
And Pei Haoran is like a sudden realization, the whole person at a loss looking at the white ceiling.
It turned out that he was having nightmares again.
As long as he is nervous, work pressure is too big, will dream back to the gray memory, can't come out.
Someone came in outside the room and coughed, "Pei Haoran, you wake up." Lu Qinan ran into the scene of Pei Haoran half asleep and half awake just now.
A few of them have known for a long time that Pei Haoran has been worried about his elder brother. He has taken all the mistakes to himself and shouldered the responsibility.
I just didn't expect Pei Haoran to give himself so much psychological pressure.
The second elder of the Pei family immediately adjusted his mood when he saw an outsider coming in. Mrs. Pei washed her face in the bathroom and wiped the tears on her face.
"Help me get out of the hospital."
Pei Haoran is not polite to Lu Qinan either. He looks at him and exhorts him.
Guan Lei emotional, "how can this, the doctor said that your body is very weak, is likely to gastric bleeding again, must continue to be hospitalized."
Lu Qinan looks at Pei Haoran's weak and pale face, but his eyes are firm. He shrugs, turns around and goes out to help Pei Haoran discharge.
"Pei Haoran, what are you crazy about? Do you know how worried I was when I heard the news that you suddenly fainted in the office. You are not allowed to leave the hospital now! " Guan Lei is very anxious.
He sat up and slowly untied the needle on his left hand. Then he got out of bed and muttered to himself, "there are many things I can't control, but at least I can control my own body."
Master Pei seems to be unable to see it. He says in a deep voice, "Haoran, you can't be so selfish. You can't let people worry about you any more."
"Am I selfish? I'm selfish. I don't even want my own wife and children. "
Pei Haoran, wearing a sick suit and weak feet, held the bed with his hands and asked, "what else do you want from me?"
……
Jun's home, the master bedroom of Dongyuan.
At this time, Qiao bao'er is talking to Zhu Xiaowei on the phone, "... I don't know if I should tell you one thing."
"Pei Haoran has been hospitalized recently for gastric bleeding."
"He has signed the divorce agreement you sent him before and sent it to the law firm." Pei Haoran's original words, do not want to drag Zhu Xiaowei, let her settle down in France to live again.