12 Getting help, part one

Snow rushed to her room, still being ashamed.

She wished she didn't run out like that, she should have been glad that she matched his skill, but then again, why would she? She almost lost control, she almost hurted him.

She could still see his eyes clearly, almost like she was still there, reliving the moment. She saw the shock in his eyes, but then again, could she blame him, she would have reacted the very same way as he did, maybe even be afraid. Maybe he was afraid and he was just not showing it, he was known for his calmness after all.

Still, the thought of him being afraid..... being afraid of her, even if it was just a maybe, it made her heart clench. It felt like a knife is being drivin through her heart, and it's being twisted and turned.

She entered her door and went straight to her bed, finally feeling the exsatjion in her body after the adreniline began to fade.

Snow heard footsteps in the hall out side her room, suddenly stopping before her door. She had a feeling of who it could be and the next moment the door swung open revealing four concerned faces.

"Snow!"

"Are you ok?"

"What happend?"

"I've never seen you lose control like that!" Everyone turned to look at Cynthia, dumbfounded. "Really Cynth?" Yuna asked Cynthia with an raised eyebrow.

"No, she's right, I lost control there and almost hurt Noctis" Snow sighed turning away from her friends.

"Look Snow, I won't lie, it was scary to see you like that, and even more scary to see the colour change in your eye, but the most importunt thing is, you didn't hurt him, you hardly even touched him!" Yuna said in a calm voice.

"Yuna is right Snow, prince Noctis, he avoided your strikes like it was nothing, and he came at you with such speed. I don't blame you for calling on your powers, I mean like they say, desperate times calls for desperate measures, don't you think?" Thea said with certainty.

Snow sighed, thinking over what her friend said, "you may have a point Fay, but what is stopping it from happening again? What if I go to far next time, not stopping?"

Fay then answered, " Yes, that is troubling, but if we can find someone who can help you control your ability, then, if my calculations are correct, there might be a 79% chance it won't happen again." She said, with a smile, quite impressed with herself for figuring it out.

Cynthia, on the other hand, wasn't that impressed, "Just 79%, and you call that good! I thought you were supposed to be smart!" She exclaimed. Thea then spoke up, trying to defend Fay, "well to be honest, I agree with her, it's better than nothing, plus, I'm not as smart as Fay, but I think our ods are actually good."

"Yeah, probably" Cynthia mumbled.

Yuna, who has been quite the whole time, finally spoke up, "and I know exacly who to ask" with a smile on her face.

Snow turned around and saw Yuna's smile, and with that she knew who she was talking about, her eyes widened and she sat up straight at the thought if it, "oh no! Oh, no no no no, not in a million years!" Snow glared at Yuna.

"Look, if you want stop it from happening again, he is our only option" Yuna explained, " No, I can ask Cid, but I will not drag him into this, I did this the first time, and it was the last time" Snow said, making it clear that she will not ask prince Noctis for help.

Then Yuna's expression suddenly changed, from nice and fun to serious and cold, she crossed her arms while staring at Snow directly, "Snow, you say that you don't want to hurt people yet you are refusing help. I know you want to keep him out of this, I understand that, but there is nothing wrong with asking for help," she said with a stern voice, then her expression softened, "and, don't forget you will get to spend some alone time with him" she said teasingly and winked at Snow.

Snow sighed and nodded, agreeing, she knew it was what she had to do, not because she was going to spend some time with him, but she knew, if she was going to control this power, she had to get some help, and deep down, she knew, that prince Noctis was the only person that could help her, but first, she must set things straight with him, because every time she think about what happend, she want's to back out, to ashamed to face him.