Yuanyuan didn't cry, but the deep sadness still covered her body. She could not cry. She held Qi Jinnian and said, "aunty, hold me. Hold me. Mom just went to a beautiful place, and she won't hurt. I want to have a mom. I won't cry. But I don't have a mom. I don't have a mom anymore..."
Round or cry on the gas is not breath, all emotions in an instant burst, the pain of Qi Jinnian will faint.
"Round and lovely, round and lovely You still have aunts and grandmothers... "
When Yuanyuan falls asleep crying, Qi Jinnian asks Liang Jingfang to come and accompany her, and then he goes to deal with the affairs behind her at the beginning of summer.
First go to the hospital to pay the hospitalization fee, and then contact the funeral home after finishing the formalities.
Although very cruel, but she still called round round, said to her: "round, you see mom smiling, mom is very happy, no pain, so we also want to smile to send her away, OK?"
Round point nods, is forced to endure not to let the tear fall.
Liang Jingfang asked her to stick to the custom of the countryside and give her three sticks of incense at the beginning of summer, buttoned her head, and then sent her the last journey by herself.
Then the undertaker came.
Later things, the picture will not be too beautiful, to put people into a large body bag, Qi Jinnian only hope Yuanyuan can always remember the most beautiful appearance of his mother, so he took her away.
Her illness, also needs isolation treatment, cannot stay outside for a long time.
Qi Jinnian finally watched the hearse leave. The sun outside shone on her, and she felt cold.
It turns out that death is such an easy thing.
People who suddenly appeared a few days ago said that they would be gone. The past is like a dream. At last, there are only a few wisps of smoke and a pile of loess.
Qi Jinnian suddenly felt very tired and sad. She felt nauseous in her stomach. She couldn't help turning around, supporting the wall and vomiting.
But because I haven't eaten all day, I can't spit out anything. It's full of jaundice water, which makes my mouth bitter.
When she straightened up, she felt black and dizzy.
The mobile phone in the bag vibrated. She took it out and saw that it was Gu Tianqing's phone.
"Where is it?" Gu Tianqing asked directly.
"At the door of the hospital." Qi Jinnian leaned against the wall and gasped for answers.
Gu Tianqing heard something different from her voice and said to her, "wait, I'll go." And then I took it in.
Qi Jinnian's words were stuck in his throat, and then he smiled. He was still so domineering, but she knew that he did much less.
Gu Tianqing arrived very quickly. He came out of the hospital.
In the morning, when Qi Jinnian received the phone call from the hospital, it was Gu Tianqing who sent her. Unexpectedly, he was still here for such a long time.
His father is here too. If he doesn't go
Gu Tianqing walked with great strides. Facing the sun, he clasped Qi Jinnian's wrist. Qi Jinnian's body immediately fell into his arms. It wasn't that she was deliberately flirtatious, but that she was really unstable. Gu Tianqing reached out to probe her forehead, and Qi Jinnian shook his head: "I'm ok, I just feel a little hungry, I feel sick in the stomach and feel sick."
“……” Gu Tianqing looked at her pale face, and his words were all stuck in his throat. He took her to the restaurant outside the gate.
However, Qi Jinnian took two steps. He couldn't make it up with any strength. His face was sweating, and Gu Tianqing wanted to hold her. Qi Jinnian hurriedly stopped him: "no, I can go myself."
At the gate of the hospital, people came and went, so they were carried out, and the goal was too obvious.
Gu Tianqing can't help but scold her, and then stooped down in front of her, which is to be her rhythm, Qi Jinnian is a little silly.
Gu Tianqing can't bear to urge: "I'm still in a hurry
Qi Jinnian returns to his mind and hesitates, but slowly climbs on his back.
Gu Tianqing glanced at Qi Jinnian lightly and carried him on his back from the ground without much strength. However, Qi Jinnian lay on his back and felt the strength from his broad back.
She looked down, just can see his thick hair top, she this life, can meet such a man, even if dead, is also no regrets.
No, no, no, it's still a pity. She hasn't given him a baby yet: "do you like boys or girls?"
Qi Jinnian lies on Gu Tianqing's back and asks unexpectedly in his ear.
What ordinary women like to hear is that it's all right. As long as it's your birth, it's obviously not in line with Gu's painting style. Until he crossed the road, Gu Tianqing didn't respond. Qi Jinnian thought he didn't hear it, so he asked again. After that, he added: "I'm asking you, do you hear me?"
"Yes."
"Then why don't you answer me."
"I'm thinking."
……
"Do you like boys or girls?" Qi Jinnian couldn't help asking again."I'm thinking about it."
“……” I'm afraid he's really thinking about silence?
"Do you think about it now?"
"All right, boy," said Gu
Maybe it's a woman's nature. No matter what the man answers, he will ask the truth. For example, Qi Jinnian asked, "why don't you like girls? Men over women? "
"No."
"That's why."
See, women are always like this. They like to ask questions. At last, they are tired of asking men. He has already walked in that row of shops and asked her, "what to eat."
Qi Jinnian didn't get the answer he wanted. His stomach hurt so badly that he said something casually.
Gu Tianqing raises his legs and enters the nearest noodle shop.
The shop was clean and tidy. Qi Jinnian sat down on a chair in the middle. The boss came out very warmly and asked what he wanted to eat. Qi Jinnian looked at the menu on the wall and said, "a bowl of ramen."
"Good."
Then I look at Gu Tianqing.
Qi Jinnian saw this and asked him, "what would you like to eat?"
"No," Gu replied
So Qi Jinnian waved: "one bowl is enough, he doesn't eat it."
The atmosphere suddenly became a little more subtle.
She was starving to the extreme. Her stomach was growling. She wanted to drink some soy sauce and vinegar on the table. Her face was white, her head was sweating, and she couldn't concentrate. But she was still a little worried about what he said just now.
But she forced herself to keep silent. She had asked twice. If he didn't answer the third time, she didn't know what she would think.
And now she doesn't have the strength to think about it.
The early summer death, the round disease, and the future were like heavy stones, which pressed on her heart.