When she's dressed, Gu Tianqing is standing at the window, his hands are in his trouser pockets, and his slender and straight figure seems to be integrated with the night scene outside the window.
Qi Jinnian waited for a long time, but did not see him turn around, and then slowly said: "you When can I go back. "
"Go back? Do you have a place to go back? " Gu Tianqing turned around, his face deep.
Qi Jinnian was stunned and bowed his head.
Yes, for so many years, she didn't have a place to live.
She felt a thorough chill, how failed her life was. She held her chest in both hands, helplessly like a floating duckweed in the turbulent times.
"But this is not where I should stay."
"Who said you'd stay?" There was no fluctuation in the cold voice.
Qi Jinnian was silent, then nodded, "when am I going to stay here?"
"Why do you have so many questions?" Gu Tianqing suddenly shouted impatiently, "let you still wronged you here, isn't it?" Then he slammed the door and left.
Qi Jinnian stood rigidly in place, his face lost.
I sleep a lot during the day. I can't sleep even if I'm in bed now.
Even the view outside the window is familiar to her.
Even in this house, there is the atmosphere of giant Gu everywhere. Even all the things they used to live in are now clear and vivid.
Remorse and regret swept over her again.
If it wasn't for her, would they have a lovely three-year-old now.
I really can't think about it. When I think about it, I feel like I'm going to die. I wish I had a knife and put it in her heart.
She tossed and turned in bed, wandering in a dream, and finally, was haunted by a nightmare.
"Qi Jinnian, are you pregnant? Why don't you tell me! "
"I'll ask you again if you must kill the child!"
"Either you and the children will stay with me, or no one will stay. You can choose for yourself."
……
"Well, it's your choice. Don't regret it!"
……
"Sign, we're done."
Sign, we're done, we're done, we're done
With Gu Tianqing's departure, what he said seems to have dissipated in the air.
"Sobbing -" she sobbed in her dream, trying to catch his back, but when she reached out, she caught nothing but a void.
So she cried even louder, and the whole room echoed her sad sobs.
Qi Jinnian finally opened his eyes to see Gu Tianqing standing on the edge of the bed with a face like a knife. She had countless dreams. Every time she woke up, either she was alone in the dark crying, or Shen Huan was with her, but it was never before that Gu Tianqing appeared in front of her.
What she didn't finish in her dream, she immediately responded, grabbed Gu Tianqing's hand and begged again and again: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Her cry was mournful, especially at night.
Gu Tianqing looked down at the hand she had caught. He could not help thinking of the day when he was in the hospital three years ago.
And she said, I'm sorry. That's her final choice.
Heartache anger, like a tsunami, rolls from the deepest part of the heart.
So that he lost control of the moment, a force, Qi Jinnian to be pushed from bed to the ground.
"Ah --" Qi Jinnian's buttocks landed on the ground, and a sharp stabbing pain came from the top of his buttocks, which made Gu Tianqing's lost reason pull back a little.
She sat on the ground with tears in her eyes and her consciousness fully awake.
Gu Tianqing was panting. He was obviously trying to control his emotions, but the sinews on the back of his hand were raised. Qi Jinnian knew that his hatred for her, even though he was still reading about the past, was also carved into his marrow. He tortured him restlessly day and night, and could not forget it.
He is also struggling in the whirlpool of contradiction and pain, which is not easy.
Seeing her will only remind him of the painful past again and again.
Step by step, step by step, lose everything.
She pursed her mouth, did not want to let the voice of pain show, but could not help it, so the lower lip was bitten, the faint smell of blood filled the lips.
Suddenly, Gu Tianqing squats down, raises her chin and presses it up.
"MMM -" the unexpected attack made Qi Jinnian lose his balance and fall to the floor.
Gu Tianqing's body was also bullied by the situation, and her teeth were forcibly separated.
His hand went straight into her nightdress.
"Well, don't Don't... " Suddenly, the cold touch made Qi Jinnian start kicking his legs in panic, trying to push away his grip.
But he was a man, and she was so strong that she was forced to bear it.He is like an angry and wounded beast. He fiercely tears at the main artery of her neck. His actions are rough. Qi Jinnian struggles to resist, but his hands are raised above his head. His red eyes stare at her. The silk pajamas are pulled open on the chest. The flesh on the chest is contracting violently like the pupils.
Qi Jinnian's eyes are still covered with tears. Gu Tianqing stares at her with a sneer: "now I can't even touch it? Who are you going to touch, Rong Yue? "
The rapid breathing is like the magma ready to go.
Qi Jinnian's heart ached with a single stroke, which directly forced out more tears: "if hurt me can make you feel happy and make your heart feel balanced, then you win."
"Who do you think you are, please me, huh? The way to make me happy is that you're still fighting to death? " He was like a tyrant, cruel and merciless.
Qi Jinnian was shocked and bleary. He resisted his wrist and suddenly fell loose.
Her meaning is obvious. If he wants it, she will give it.
But this way, Gu Tianqing gets upset and pushes her away: "Qi Jinnian, you make me sick at will!"
Qi Jinnian's weak body shuddered and tightened his nightdress, hoping to turn into a grain of dust and disappear completely.
Gu Tianqing arranges his pajamas and leaves again.
Qi Jinnian is near the edge of his bed, almost fainting from heartache.
Her cell phone is missing, and if she can, she really doesn't want to stay here anymore.
But she didn't even have clothes on her. She couldn't go at all.
I don't know when he will torture her.
When Gu Tianqing returned to his room, his thoughts were boiling like rivers.
Many complex emotions appeared in his face, interwoven into unspeakable pain.
Contradiction, let him hurt her again and again under the killer, said never meet, but again close, again torture her, also torture themselves, and then exhausted.
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