Chapter 823

The night is as cold as water.

Ye Jia stands barefoot on the cold balcony. It's already winter. The weather is very cold and the floor is very cold. But she can't feel it. The whole person is like a puppet, standing in place.

From her acquaintance with Su Haofeng, she began to think about the past. Little by little, she was like a happy friend, fighting and making trouble. At last, her feelings grew dark and slowly came together.

Time slipped away from her fingers like an hourglass. At last, there was no trace left.

They lost each other slowly, from two strange parallel lines to intersection, and finally, they extended in different directions, and then they gradually moved away.

He has changed a lot for her. In the past, she was not satisfied. Now, he has found a new happiness.

Ye Jia pours tears from the corner of her eyes and can't help falling down.

Open the palm, which is the proposal ring he sent at the beginning. He thought that she had lost it, but she always firmly held it in the palm. But now, what's the use of keeping it? It's just sad.

She raised her hand and impulsively tried to throw the ring out of the window, but at the last moment, she held the ring tightly in her hand, and then sobbed.

The door opened outside. Mother ye came back from the hospital. Grandma Ye Jiaqing's condition was not optimistic. The old lady who seemed to be strong had many problems, like an old and rotten machine. In the end, she couldn't operate at that time. The doctor asked them to be ready for psychology, so father ye stayed in the hospital all night.

As soon as entering the door, ye Jiaqing's cry was heard. Ye's mother felt a tear in her heart. When she went to the balcony, she saw Ye Jiaqing come out of the balcony barefoot. There were still no tears on her face, but her eyes were red, obviously crying.

"Jiaqing, why don't you wear shoes on such a cold day?" Ye's mother exclaimed and quickly helped her take the slippers. Ye Jia chuckled and said, "I'm ok, mom. Why did you come back so late? What about my dad and grandma?"

Ye mother shakes her head: "your grandmother is not in good condition, so your father is in the hospital."

Sighed, and then looked at the thin, immature daughter. The mother said with heartache, "Jiaqing, come here and sit down. My mother wants to discuss something with you."

"What's the matter?" Ye Jia leans to sit down, and ye Mu holds her hand tightly all the time. She finds that her hand is ice, her voice is hoarse, and her heart aches even more.

However, after a long hesitation, ye Mu said, "Jiaqing, let's kill this child."

"Why?" Hearing this, ye Jia suddenly widened her eyes. Although her parents didn't agree with her very much, they agreed after ye Jia's entreaties. Now, ye Jia suddenly repented. Ye Jia couldn't accept it. And she planned to have this child from the beginning. She never thought of beating it off. Suddenly, her heart was twitching with pain.

"Don't get excited, Jiaqing. Listen to me. This afternoon, I wanted to talk to that young man. You are a girl with a child. What can I do? I don't want this child to be born without a father."

"What are you going to do with him!" Ye Jia is even more worried and annoyed. At this time, he is going to go abroad with other women. Isn't it belittled that her mother still goes to him?

"I didn't want to see you so hard, but I didn't see him because I saw him with a woman."

It turns out that her mother saw Guan Ying too. It's good that she didn't meet her. Ye Jia's shoulders suddenly collapsed. It's a relief. However, ye said, "I know. You don't want him to know about this. So Jia Qing, I discussed with your father, and I'd better kill the child. You're not young. If you take a child, how can you find someone else later Well. "

"Who says I'm going to find it? I won't find it. I can't live with my children."

"Silly child, parents will grow old one day, when the child grows up, there will be a day to leave you, then you will be alone, how can you not find it?" Ye Mu looks at her daughter, and she is also heartbroken. "And Jiaqing, if you can't give her a complete family, you are irresponsible for her. Other children have parents. When your child asks you, mom, my dad, how do you answer? Even if you find a father for her, it's also a stepfather, and your own birth Father is different at last. "

"Who said it." Ye Jiaqing thinks of Shen Huan and Fu Zhongqian. Ran Ran was not born by Fu Zhongqian, but Fu Zhongqian was not very good to her, and ran ran was also very dependent on him. What's the difference between them.

However, she didn't have the strength to say to Ye mu, how many Fu Zhongqian are there in this world? How can she be so lucky and meet such an excellent man.

Moreover, there is no one in Shen Huan's heart. If she can't let go of the past with Su Haofeng, what can she do even if the best men are in front of her.

Suddenly, ye Jiaqing can only silence.

Ye Mu grabs her hand and says, "Jiaqing, I know it's hard to make this decision, but the long pain is not as good as the short one. Now the child is still small, and the operation does little harm to your body. If you give birth to her, it's a lifetime thing. Can you really bear the result of such a lifetime?"All her life, ye Jia has never thought of such a far thing.

She just wanted Shen Huan to be able to, Qi Jinnian to be able to, she could be able to, but she didn't think that if one day her children looked at her with resentful eyes and asked her how to deal with her father.

Parents are also getting old. If they give birth to their children, doesn't it mean that they will take the responsibility with themselves for the rest of their lives?

Ye Jia can't help but bite her lower lip. This responsibility is really too heavy, too big.

"Jiaqing, it's not easy to have a child. A child is not a toy. It's not enough for you to feed, clothe and warm her. You should also be responsible for her education, care and company. Any missing side of both parents can never be made up by others. Do you understand? If you really love your child, you can't help thinking about the future path for her. "

All of a sudden, ye Jia's head fell down. The difficulties in front of her are not difficulties. But in the long life ahead, can she shoulder this responsibility? For a while, ye Jiaqing was also confused.

Ye Mu still holds her hand, but heavily: "Jiaqing, you think about it for another night, shall we make a decision tomorrow?"