She went to sleep with tears until her fingers were bloodstained.
The next day, instead of going to the clinic, she called Ye Jiaqing, saying that she was not feeling well and didn't go to work today.
Then she was at home and took another two hours of bath.
If she could, she would really like to tear this skin off her body.
But no way, until the body is covered with blood, she still can't do it.
Wearing a bathrobe, I came out of the bathroom, and my mobile phone was ringing. When I picked it up, it was Gu Tianqing who called me. She was not prepared and didn't know how to tell him. So I waited for a long time, and when I was ready to answer it, the phone hung up.
She breathed a sigh of relief. After a while, she called back to him. At this time, her tone had returned to normal, and she also wore a smile on her face: "I'm sorry, I was busy just now. It's inconvenient to answer the phone."
Gu Tianqing said, "are you busy?"
"Fortunately, how can you be busy? You can spare time to call me. Of course, I have time."
Gu Tianqing hears the words and slowly raises a smile at the corner of his mouth: "it was too late yesterday. I thought you should have slept, so I didn't fight."
"Well, when will you be back?" Qi Jinnian's fingers, grasping the edge of the table, asked with a smile.
"What, miss me?"
Gu Tianqing's words, like a needle, are severely inserted in Qi Jinnian's heart. There is more blood in his heart, but on his face, he always smiles: "yes, I really regret that I let you go."
"Then why don't you come now?"
Qi Jinnian hears the words and leaves a row of tears at the corner of his eyes. But on his face, he always smiles quietly: "you are so beautiful."
"Well, how was last night, happy?"
"That's it." Qi Jinnian didn't want to talk about last night's affairs at all, even with escape. "You should be late, it's late, you should go to bed, and I'm going to be busy. Let's do it first."
"All right." Gu Tianqing yawned faintly, Qi Jinnian quickly ended the conversation, because she had been out of control, fell on the bed and cried.
She thinks she's dirty. It's really dirty What should she take to face Gu Tianqing.
Cry finally tired, fell asleep.
There was a doorbell ringing outside. She woke up wearing a bathrobe to open the door. She was proud to see herself in her glasses. Her eyes were puffy and looked very haggard.
Outside, standing Liang Jingfang, with a basket of vegetables in his hand, he said, "it's Jiaqing who called me and said you didn't go to work today. You are not feeling well. Let me have a look."
"I'm fine. Come in first."
Liang Jingfang looked at her, but shook her head: "it's all like this, but she said it's OK. How can her eyes be so swollen?"
"I just drank too much last night, so I didn't sleep well. I didn't go to work today. You sit first, and I'll change. "
"Don't change. I'll make you a meal. After that, you can go to sleep."
Liang Jingfang went to the kitchen. Qi Jinnian stood at the door of the kitchen and saw Liang Jingfang busy inside. He couldn't help but his eyes were sore.
Liang Jingfang looked up at her and said, "what are you doing standing at the door? Wash your face first."
But Qi Jinnian didn't go. Instead, he went into the kitchen and suddenly hugged Liang Jingfang from behind.
Liang Jingfang was stunned. The knife in her hand almost cut her finger. She only heard Qi Jinnian say, "Mom, thank you."
Such a scene, although a little provocative, can at this moment, Qi Jinnian can't control his emotions, Liang Jingfang is also, many years of emotional loss, even now, mother and daughter have been ice free, but always feel that there is still a gap between themselves and Qi Jinnian, as if there is still a natural intimacy as unusual mother and daughter.
Now, Qi Jinnian, holding Liang Jingfang, Liang Jingfang seems to be relieved for a moment.
However, she was not good at expressing her feelings all the time, so Qi Jinnian hugged her for a while and said, "OK, hurry up to brush your teeth and wash your face. I have to cook."
Qi Jinnian went to wash his face and changed his clothes. Liang Jingfang also quickly fried two dishes. His mother and daughter sat down and had a meal.
During the meal, Liang Jingfang suddenly said, "your father is in hospital. If you have time, you can visit him more."
Qi Jinnian looked up at her, and Liang Jingfang said: "don't look at me like this, I know. You certainly don't want to go, but you can forgive me. What can't he forgive? He is also your father, maybe one day..."
The rest of the words, in Liang Jingfang's mouth, turned into a faint sigh.
Qi Jinnian's heart was in awe, and immediately put a chopstick of vegetables in her bowl: "stop talking, eat now."
It's also a great regret in life that trees want to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop, and children want to be raised but their parents don't stay.
Liang Jingfang washed the dishes after eating, and let Qi Jinnian continue to rest. She left. Qi Jinnian sat on the floating window in front of the window, but he held his knees in his hands, looked at the scenery outside the window, but his eyes seemed to lose focus.——
The next day, Qi Jinnian went to the hospital.
Because she heard that Qi Zhengchang's situation was not good. When Qi Jingye died, she didn't send her last journey. She was more or less sorry, so Liang Jingfang said that she was touched by Qi Jinnian. Let's have a look.
She specially chose the time of the afternoon to come. There was no one in the ward. Qi Zhengchang was lying on the bed alone. She was stretching out her hand hard. It seemed that she wanted to reach the water cup beside her. But the hand, shaking in the air, could not reach it. Most of her body had moved out of the bed and was about to lose balance.
When Qi Jinnian saw this, he immediately stepped forward, helped him to get him back to the bed, took the water cup beside him, handed it to his lips, and carefully fed him some water to drink.
Qi Zhengchang's health has been better after several days of cultivation. Looking at Qi Jinnian, there is a faint excitement in his eyes.
Qi Jinnian looked at his dry lips, a little helpless and a little angry: "Li Wanrong and Qi Jinxiu, why are they not here with you."
Qi Zhengchang shook his head: "I don't want them to accompany me."
"Why do you have to do that? If you don't let people accompany you, you can still do it yourself?"
Qi Zhengchang held Qi Jinnian's hand tightly: "I'm sorry, Jinnian, it's dad's bad."
Why do people always do this? They will not know they are wrong until the last moment.
Now that she is so old, they come to confess with her. What's the point.
"It's all over. You'd better take good care of yourself." Looking at Qi Zhengchang like this, Qi Jinnian felt very uncomfortable.
"Please sit with me for a while." Qi Zhengchang asked, speaking more agile, only half of the body, or how much perception.
Qi Jinnian brought some fruit, so she said, "I'll give you a banana."
Banana is soft, Qi Zhengchang can eat some.
Only to eat half of the time, Qi Jinxiu and Li Wanrong came.
In recent days, Qi Jinxiu and Li Wanrong have been busy with Qi Zhengchang's will, and they can't care about him, but they haven't found any substantial progress. They found the lawyer before, but the lawyer's mouth is very hard, and they don't talk to each other. In order to be afraid of his doubt, they turned to tell Qi Zhengchang, and Li Wanrong is also inconvenient to further explore, just like they want to come to Qi Zhengchang to continue have a look.
I didn't expect to see Qi Jinnian feeding Qi Zhengchang. Qi Zhengchang looks very happy. Li Wanrong immediately sinks his face: "Qi Jinnian, what are you doing here? What are you giving your father? The doctor said that he can't eat randomly now. Do you know?"
"That's it." Qi Jinxiu comes forward and knocks down the half eaten banana.
Qi Jinnian frowns. Qi Jinxiu suddenly pulls Qi Jinnian's hand and says, "come out with me. I have something to tell you."
"Let go!" Qi Jinnian's tone was full of resentment. When he arrived outside, he pushed Qi Jinxiu away. "Don't touch me, I feel disgusted!"
"Disgusting? Can I be as sick as you All of a sudden, Qi Jinxiu's words were full of contempt. "I said that you are now like this. What's the qualification to dislike me? Do you think that if Gu Tianqing knew what you did, he would also think you were disgusted?"
Hearing this, Qi Jinnian immediately turned pale.
Qi Jinxiu continued to stab the knife fiercely: "so you will be afraid, so who is more disgusting than me? You are the same. Elder sister, who makes us a family?"
"What do you want?" The soul seemed to be drained. Qi Jinnian stood there, staring at her numbly.
Qi Jinxiu lovingly plucked her hair and said with a smile: "well, it's very simple."