Gu Yunyao smiles cautiously at landing: "thank you." It's like the quarrel before, it's just the illusion of the two people. Everything is as usual, and there's nothing wrong with it.
Lu Shenxing drives and sends Gu Yunyao back. On the way, the two didn't talk anymore. Lu Shenxing drove quietly. Gu Yunyao leaned against the back window, as if she was asleep.
He looked back and saw that there was no movement in her body. It looked like she was really asleep. It's no wonder that it's not normal to stay awake after drinking for such a long time. He sighed wearily. He really didn't know when such a day would be his head. He watched the road scenery on both sides retreat ceaselessly. When he saw someone in front of him, he braked and honked. It's all natural, but he repeated such actions like machinery, driving I forget where I am going. This road seems to be endless. Even if he exhausts his whole life, he can't go all the way.
While leaning against the back seat all the time, Gu Yunyao's eyes seem to be asleep. At this time, there is a string of tears left behind.
After going back, Gu Yunyao couldn't help puking, and made a big fight again. Lu Shenxing never complained. Finally, he put Gu Yunyao to bed, and then turned around to clean up the mess. When he could sleep down, it was late at night.
On countless days like this, he waited for Gu Yunyao to fall asleep, face the ceiling and open his eyes to the dawn. At this time, his mind was like a blank. He didn't think about anything at all. He was so still in a daze. He allowed time to pass by little by little. Then he waited for a sleepy visit and went to sleep directly.
Today is the same as every other day, there is nothing special, so when to fall asleep, Lu Shenxing is not very clear.
The next morning, he was awakened by a piece of sunshine. When the first ray of sunlight hit him in the morning, he naturally woke up. He was going to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for Gu Yunyao, but today, it seems a little different.
When he woke up, there was a faint smell of coffee in the air. He searched for the fragrance and walked towards the kitchen. When he got to the door of the kitchen, he saw Gu Yunyao coming out of the kitchen wearing a housecoat and an apron. He still had a cup of coffee full of fragrance on his hand. When he saw him, he smiled and said, "be careful. Are you awakened by my coffee fragrance? That's right. I'll do it myself I'm making breakfast. I'll be ready in a minute. "
Lu Shenxing stares at Gu Yunyao, and some wonder: "you make coffee, you make rice?"
"Well, sit down and taste it first, and see how it works."
Lu Shenxing is really shocked. To be honest, Gu Yunyao has been taking care of her and accommodating her all these years. He really doesn't know that Gu Yunyao has the ability to cook.
After that, Gu Yunyao came out with two spaghetti, two pieces of ham and a fried egg on it, and a plate in front of him. Gu Yunyao said shyly, "I'm sorry, I have limited ability, but I can only use these simple ones. Try them and see how they taste."
Lu Shenxing really didn't know how to describe his mood. Gu Yunyao urged and asked him, "what's the matter? Do you think that you don't like eating?"
"No, no, it's nice."
"Then try it quickly to see if it tastes the same as it looks."
Lu Shenxing looked at Gu Yunyao's smiling face, and his mood was very complicated: "how can you think of making breakfast? You slept so late last night, and you shouldn't get up so early today."
"Did you sleep late last night?"
Lu Shenxing naturally replied, "I'm used to it."
Gu Yunyao looks at Lu Shenxing and doesn't speak for a long time.
Lu Shenxing thought that today's Gu Yunyao was particularly abnormal and asked, "what's the matter, Yunyao?"
For a long time, Gu Yunyao just smiled and shook his head: "you said, I'm used to it. Yes, you're used to taking care of me, and I'm used to your care. But you know, this habit can't last anymore, can't I? In the future, I have to get used to this kind of life, right? You took care of me so long ago. Today, it's better for me to take care of you. Try it quickly. "
Lu Shenxing did not know what kind of mood Gu Yunyao used to say such words. He always thought that she lived in the world they made up, but it seemed that she was more sober than anyone, and sober was terrible.
He couldn't look her in the eye. He could only hold the coffee cup in front of him and drink it to cover up his inner embarrassment.
"How does it taste?"
"Good to drink." Lu Shenxing answers.
"Just have a good drink. Let's have dinner. Come on."
Gu Yunyao eats his own food. Lu Shenxing has mixed feelings. Even if he is eating food, it is also tasteless. When he looks at Gu Yunyao from time to time, Gu Yunyao finds that his gaze is still eating as usual, which makes people wonder what she is thinking.
It took twice as long to eat a meal as usual, but at the end of the long meal, Gu Yunyao put down his knife and fork and looked at Lu Shenxing with a smile: "you take care of me for so many years, this is the first time I cook for you, but I'm afraid it's the last time."Lu Shenxing's heart was deep, and he stared at Gu Yunyao for a moment. Gu Yunyao raised a smile: "this day, you should have rehearsed it in your heart many times. If you really come, should you feel happy? Smile, and don't frown."
His mood is complex: "Yunyao."
However, as soon as he opened his mouth, Gu Yunyao stopped him. Gu Yunyao waved: "be careful, don't say anything. Listen to me. I know you've been working hard these years. I don't want to repeat the extra thanks. This is what you want. Take it."
She took out a yellow kraft paper bag from under the table and handed it to Lu Shenxing.
Lu Shenxing looked at her, but did not answer. Gu Yunyao simply put it in his hand: "take it, this is the key to unlock your body. I know you have been waiting for so many years, don't you open it?"
What's in it? Lu Shenxing is very clear, so there's no need to open it. He just looks at Gu Yunyao like this and suddenly feels heartache for no reason: "Yunyao, when are you --"
"do you want to ask me when I wake up?" Gu Yunyao was so calm that he said what he couldn't continue.
Lu Shen is silent, silence is the default.
Gu Yunyao smiled: "I don't remember either. Maybe I've never been lost, or I've never been awake, or one morning, when I wake up, my world will never be covered again, let the tsunami roar, and I can only think of nothing as happening, because I'm afraid, afraid that once I show something different, you will leave me, I Can you understand my mood when I live a life of fear and fear
"Yunyao --"
looked at Gu Yunyao and said, his eyes were red, his heart tingling.
Gu Yunyao wiped her face, calmed down her mood, and then said, "OK, let's not talk about it, take what you want, let's go, this breakfast, even if I'm practicing it for you."
……
When leaving the manor, Lu Shenxing's mood was too complicated to speak.
The sky is gray, floating with the dark clouds that can't be dispelled. Every step of him is extremely heavy. This time, they will never be able to turn back.
Gu Yunyao stood in front of the window on the second floor, wrapped in a shawl, feeling colder than ever before. Watching his back step by step, her heart followed a little bit of ice, such as falling into an ice cellar. It was cold, and there was no warmth.
Left, finally or left, finally she was the only one, guarding this huge manor, she smiled bitterly, fell on the floor, cold.
……
In the president's office of Huanyu Group, Gu Tianqing looks at Lu Shenxing, who stands in front of him and confesses the truth. His sharp eyes squint dangerously. If there is a knife in his eyes, Lu Shenxing should be cut by thousands of knives at the moment.
Lu Shenxing looks down at Gu Tianqing, with a deep and calm look: "I think you should be informed of this matter. The situation after Yunyao is going to trouble you."
"Lu Shenxing, are you still a man? Have you forgotten what you said before? Who promised to take care of Yunyao all her life and be responsible for her all her life! " Anger swept over Gu Tianqing and made him clap the case. The mahogany office at hand seemed to give a deep echo with his roar, which made him deaf.
Lu Shenxing also felt a little helpless: "the divorce was put forward by Yunyao."
"She put it forward, so it's exactly what you want. Is it right in your mind? You agreed when she put it forward?" Gu Tianqing's roar almost overturned the office. "Lu Shenxing, after all, you are just a coward! These are just excuses for you to evade your responsibilities. If there is anything wrong with Yunyao, I will never let you go. Get out of here! "
Lu Shenxing is silent and leaves Gu Tianqing's office.
Yes, he is indeed a coward. After so many years of life, he has broken all his thoughts. He thought that the rest of his life would be like this. Of course, he thought more than once that Gu Yunyao could wake up and maybe have a different life, but he didn't expect that this day would come so soon. Yes, Gu Yunyao said the moment of divorce, he felt shocked, but After the shock, he took a long sigh of relief. Gu Tianqing was right. He was a coward. All these were excuses for him to evade responsibility.
Shortly after Lu Shenxing left the office, Gu Tianqing calmed down, grabbed the car key and went to the manor.
"Brother, why are you here? Shouldn't you be at work at this time?"
At this time, Gu Yunyao was wearing a white skirt, holding a watering can, watering flowers in the garden, with a delicate face, only calm.