The pain of life as like as two peas and no pain is not a matter of understanding, but Fu Zhongting can clearly understand that because they are exactly the same as the feelings they are still alive when they lose their comrades in arms, and they are intertwined with pain, self accusation, regret and countless complex emotions, and they become silent sobs among men.
Luo Zhan witnessed the death of Bai Moli and mu Hanqiu, as well as Gu Tianqing's serious injury. Everyone was injured and destroyed by the explosion. How could his heart be calm.
What's more, Gu Tianqing has always been their backbone, so now, Luo station should want to hold Gu Tianqing and cry for their dead brother.
Fu Zhongting retired from the ward with Qi Jinnian and Liu Yingying. Some men's emotions also need to vent in silence.
Fu Zhongting's feelings were also brought out. He went to smoke beside him in silence. Liu Yingying went back to the ward to see Tang and Song dynasties. Qi Jinnian waited outside in silence until Luo Zhan's eyes were red from inside.
Luo Zhan said to her, "take good care of him. I'll go first."
Qi Jinnian took his hand and told him: "Luozhan, be careful."
They can't bear the loss. They can't bear the pain. It's really painful to leave Baimo and mu Hanqiu.
"I know. I'm gone." Luozhan is like a soldier who has cut through thorns and thorns. With an unhealed wound, he goes to the battlefield alone and bravely.
Qi Jinnian pushes the ward away with a gentle smile. Gu Tianqing wakes up and sees so many people. Now she is tired and asleep. She goes up to tuck in the quilt corner for him, and then waits by his bed.
Qi Jinnian has been holding Gu Tianqing's hand, so the first time Gu Tianqing woke up, she also woke up.
"Tianqing, I'm hungry. My uncle bought you some rice porridge. The doctor said you can only eat liquid food now. I'll feed you some."
Gu Tianqing nodded. Even in the dark, he would make himself better at the fastest speed. He said, "it's hard for you."
"How can I take care of you? It's hard." She took the bowl and the spoon, and carefully cooled the rice soup on the spoon before feeding it to Gu Tianqing.
"Well, that's enough. You can't eat too much at the beginning." Qi Jinnian put down his spoon and said, "Tianqing, let me give you a towel to wipe your body."
"Good." He did not refuse at all.
Now, he is like a baby just making a sound. Everything needs to be taken care of and helped by others. Qi Jinnian said that she would like to be his eyes, which is not a casual remark.
Gu Tianqing didn't ask about Tang and Song Dynasties and other people, and Qi Jinnian didn't mention it. Although his eyes couldn't see, his heart was like a mirror, maybe more clear than anyone else.
Qi Jinnian takes care of Gu Tianqing patiently, tenderly and meticulously.
That night, as Liu Yingying expected, Tang and song also woke up.
However, the two of them, one more seriously injured than the other, were unable to visit each other. Tang and song wanted to talk to Gu Tianqing, but at the strong request of Liu Yingying, they had to stop.
The reappearance of the warbler and warbler is like a treasure lost and recovered in Tang and Song dynasties.
If it wasn't for someone to leave, he might still be able to work hard and have fun. However, the tragic price paid by this incident also hit Tang and Song Dynasties hard. In addition to the initial request to talk with Gu Tianqing, Tang and Song dynasties were also rare silent and speechless.
In his eyes, he was grateful for the Orioles, but physically and behaviorally, he was like a patient who had experienced heavy trauma and could not recover in a short time.
Liu Yingying didn't scold him, but took care of him more wholeheartedly, hoping that he would get better soon.
However, the body injury can be good, then the heart injury.
Maybe it's five years, maybe it's ten years, maybe it's a lifetime, all right.
The doctor's fine treatment, together with the assistance of Liu Yingying's self prepared medicine diet, and their ordinary physical foundation, both the doctors who are in good health and fast feel that this is a medical miracle.
Only Qi Jinnian and the warbler and warbler understand that this also contains their strong belief that cannot be said.
Just look into the eyes of Optimus Prime, there is no improvement.
This day, his eyes can finally take apart the gauze. The gauze that was untied from his eyes layer by layer seems to wrap around Qi Jinnian's heart silently, one after another.
Once he had a light in his eyes, he was confident and calm, his strategists and final accounts were all contained in those deep pool eyes. Now, his eyes are only a dead gray.
Yes. There was no more starlight in his eyes, like a giant star, falling from the sky.
Qi Jinnian's heart was so painful that she almost cried. But her voice was as gentle and gentle as usual: "Tianqing, do you have any discomfort? If you are uncomfortable, you must talk to the doctor.""I'm fine. There is no discomfort. "
How could it not be that a normal person suddenly fell into endless darkness from the light, especially if he could not regain the light for a lifetime with a high probability, how could it have no influence.
No one would believe it, but if he didn't say it, no one would have the heart to break it down.
"That's good." Qi Jinnian's tone was brisk. He held his hand. "Don't worry, you still have me. From then on, I will be your eyes."
Gu Tianqing smiled briskly: "OK, although my eyes are blind, but my heart is not blind, I still have so many things not finished, how can I let myself sink."
Yes, the feud between Bai Moli and mu Hanqiu, as well as that of so many brothers, has not been avenged. What is his qualification to sink and what is his qualification.
Luozhan is like a drop of water flowing into the sea. It has lost its trace. At night, in order to protect and take care of Optimus Prime, he desperately gives his back to the burning night and never wakes up.
The doctor declared brain death.
On that day, Gu Tianqing and Tang Song locked themselves in the ward. They didn't let people in one day or one night. They didn't drink water or rice.
On that day, Qi Jinnian and Liu Yingying finally cried on the roof of the hospital, for these dead relatives, for their unspeakable pain and worry like a flash flood.
They cried hoarse. From noon to dark, to the rising of the moon, to the lights of all houses, they had been sitting with their backs on their shoulders for nearly two hours. Qi Jinnian's voice was like frost eggplant, and even their strong heart was going to collapse. Liu Yingying didn't have such deep feelings for them. Even though she was sad, she was still able to pull away, so she had no deep feelings for Qi Jin "In the year of Jin, let me sing a song for you. I made up my own song. In the long and lonely island life, I sing it to myself and to the sea."