Chapter 2558

"Oh, wait." Su Xinyu grabs Chen Shu's hand in a hurry.

Chen Shu looked down at her, and Su Xinyu felt that she was too anxious to release her hand. "I'm sorry."

"It's OK, don't be embarrassed, but your behavior has told me that you are very interested in Sui lie's past." Chen Shu sat back to his original position.

Su Xinyu's silence is equal to acquiescence.

Chen Shu also advised: "you really don't have to be embarrassed. Your unmarried men and women are not married. It's not normal for men to love women."

"Normal?"

"Yes, if it's abnormal to like someone, people under that day are all insane."

Su Xinyu is teased by Chen Shu's outspoken: "I didn't expect you to be so funny and humorous."

"Well, you just don't understand me, and you treat me as an imaginary enemy. You have a strange hostility to me. In fact, we can be friends, right?"

Su Xinyu shakes her head: "no, you misunderstood me. I'm not hostile to you. I just --"

Chen Shu raises his eyebrows, looks at Su Xinyu, and interprets the expression on Su Xinyu's face again: "so, are you?"

"Yes, I am ashamed of myself. I don't think I have any sense of existence in front of a woman like you." Su Xinyu confessed to her heart for the first time. She felt ashamed, but she was relieved. But she also hung her face all the time and couldn't lift her head.

"Shameful? Why do you think so? " Chen Shu really didn't expect that Su Xinyu's avoidance of himself was actually due to such an idea.

"Sorry to make you laugh." Su Xinyu covers her face with her hands.

Chen Shu said with a smile, "let me tell you something about Sui lie."

Su Xinyu is very interested. She puts her hand down and nods at Chen Shu.

Chen Shu smiled and looked ahead, his eyes seemed to be empty, immersed in the past: "in fact, Sui lie was not so cold before."

Chen Shu said that although Sui lie used to be a bit arrogant, cool and cold, he was actually a cold and hot person. They were college students and foreign students from home. Although he was not a major, he came from the same country, so he naturally came closer and had a better relationship. At that time, Chen Shu also had a girl friend named Tang Xin, and her criminal psychology Different from Sui lie's Criminal Investigation Major, her best friend majored in design. She was beautiful and good tempered, with a sweet smile and tall figure. Once she entered the school, she became a recognized school flower.

Tang Xin and Sui lie met at a Chinese gathering. Chen Shu introduced them.

Sui lie and Tang Xin are not enthusiastic people, and their feelings are more reserved. After that, they seem to have no intersection. But one day, Tang Xin suddenly told Chen Shu, and said to her, Chen Shu, I'm in love.

Chen Shu was surprised at that time. He asked her who he was. Tang Xin told her that you know him, Sui lie.

Chen Shu said: "at that time, I was really angry and funny. I immediately asked her when she was. I didn't know at all. I wasted my time studying psychology. They even played this game under my eyes. They kept me in the dark. Tang Xin quickly explained to me that they had been chatting on mobile phones since the party. They Although studying different majors, there is a common topic. "

Su Xinyu listens, in the heart is really not the taste, some sour, Sui lie such person, either does not love, a love is vigorous, unforgettable.

"Later." Su Xinyu asked.

Chen Shu smiled, as if returning to that carefree college time: "later, Tang Xin refused all pursuers' pursuit, and came together with Sui lie, who was talented and beautiful. Wherever he went, he was the enviable focus."

The girl that Sui lie likes must be excellent. And from Chen Shu's tone, Su Xinyu can also hear that Tang Xin is a beautiful girl like flowers.

"Now, Tang Xinren." Su Xinyu has a natural awe for such an excellent girl. She always feels that she is not good enough and will be compared by others, but she can't help but want to see with her own eyes what a beautiful girl she is.

"Now." Chen Shu's face suddenly became a little more lonely. "I really hate the idiom of deep love and longevity. I don't understand why two people in love must be separated, so I really hate these four words."

Su Xinyu's heart suddenly thumped: "Tang Xinshe --"

"yes, you think right, Tang Xinshe died."

Su Xinyu suddenly stared, "why?"

"Because of the kidnapping, because of the explosion, because we are pursuing an international criminal group, they kidnapped Tang Xin and threatened Sui lie with her. But at that time, Sui lie just took part in the work and was upright. He didn't waver because the kidnapped person was his girlfriend and broke his principles, so that he annoyed the group of people who were insane, even though he was exhausted I tried my best, but in the end, I couldn't save Tang Xin's life. She had an accident. "

There was sweetness and heaviness in the past. They remembered all the sweetness and buried the sadness in their heart, but that doesn't mean they have forgotten. When they recall the past again one day, the pain will double and make people feel miserable.The original Tang heart died, Su Xinyu's heart also inexplicably tugged at the pain: "what a pity, so beautiful girl."

"Yes, it's like a flower. When it's most beautiful, it withers. But because of this, we always remember her best appearance." Chen Shu said, "in our hearts, she will always be the most brilliant time to open."

"That Sui lie --"

"Sui lie has been depressed for many years, and he has been living in a deep self reproach, because he personally ordered the arrest in those years." So it's Sui lie who personally buried his fiancee's life and watched Tang Xin die without any help. "This kind of pain and self blame accompanied him for many years. Later, he came to me and did psychotherapy for a long time before returning to work. He seemed to have put those things down if there was nothing else, but I know that he didn't. He just chose He chose to bury all the pain in his heart, which can be seen from his life-saving work in the first line for so many years. Therefore, he would be so disgusted with these terrorists, and he must arrest them, because that is the pain and regret that he will never really let go. "

In fact, only dead people will live in each other's hearts forever. As Chen Shu said, what they remember is always her most beautiful and fresh appearance. Her hands are slightly clenched into fists, and some of them are hard to breathe.

At this time, Chen Shu suddenly reaches out his hand and holds Su Xinyu's hand. He says to her, "Xinyu, I don't want you to be sad with us. The past has passed and Tang Xin can't come back. But Sui lie's life is still long. Since you appeared, I can feel his change, so I hope you can come back Keep going with him and walk him out of his mind. "

"Me?" If Sui lie is cold outside and hot inside, then Su Xinyu is strong outside and dry in the middle. Her strong outside performance actually has a sensitive and less confident heart.

Chen Shu saw through her mind and even tightened her hand: "Xin Yu, in fact, you are really excellent. You have to believe that you are unique. You are not worse than Tang and I, and you are not worse than Sui lie. So you should not have a psychological burden. In fact, Sui lie is worried about you. He just doesn't want to repeat the tragedy, That's why I pushed you out again and again. You should feel his sincerity. "

"Sincerely?"

Chen Shu nodded: "really this kind of thing, only two people who are close to each other can really experience it. You have lived and died so many times, don't you feel nothing?"

It's not that she didn't, but she turned around. Sui lie was so cold and indifferent. She had already offered to show her kindness so many times. She was a girl after all. She had a thin face. It's impossible to ask her to show her kindness every time: "but I......"

Chen Shu smiled, "I know what you mean. In this way, I'll tell you a way."

"What way."

"Retreat is progress."

"Yes?"

Chen Shu claps Su Xinyu's hand: "you wait for me to inform you, then you can see my eyes and act."

“……”

Work is intense and busy, but it can't be without personal life.

During the meeting today, Chen Shu read his watch frequently. As soon as the meeting was over, Chen Shu was the first to stand up and pull Su Xinyu out.

Sui lie frowned at her: "Chen Shu, what are you doing? You are in such a hurry."