"No, I'm fine." Anlan raised her head and smiled, "it's just that the immutable days are too long. Now I want to change. I'm not used to it all of a sudden, but I'll get used to it slowly."
Tan Jingyuan looks at an LAN accidentally: "can you really put it down?"
More than 20 years of feelings, really can be put down?
Anlan smiled and shook his head, remembering the past, with sweet sadness in his expression: "if I want to put it down, I'll put it down for a long time, but I'll learn to put it down slowly and live the life I want to live. I've wasted so much time. I don't want to waste it for the rest of my life."
Tan Jingyuan some with Anlan sober.
"But he seems to have repented on purpose. Do you really not give him another chance?"
An LAN looks at Tan Jingyuan's side face accidentally: "Jingyuan, are you talking for him?"
Tan Jingyuan suddenly stops talking, and then loudly retorts, "how could it be?"
Anlan smiled and shook his head: "you just like to talk hard. Your father and son didn't know what deep hatred they had in their last lives."
"Maybe not only in the last life, but also in the eighth life of the ancestors."
Anlan suddenly chuckles, and her mood is no longer as heavy as before.
It's also a kind of fate. It's about Tan yaoyang and Tan Jingyuan.
Just think of Tan yaoyang now a person, calm LAN heart slightly pan ache.
Just can't keep thinking. She has to get used to letting go.
"By the way, Jingyuan, have you got in touch with Jinxi recently? Did she go back for the summer vacation? "
Tan Jingyuan's heart was slightly shocked: "how can I suddenly talk about this?"
Anlan smiled gently: "I met her once before, a very good girl, Jingyuan, your vision is good, better than your father's."
Tan Jingyuan didn't know whether to cry or laugh, but listening to an LAN praising Gu Jinxi, Tan Jingyuan was very comfortable.
Anlan is trusting infinite beauty to tan Jingyuan: "I just hope you can find a girl who loves you to live this life."
"Well, mom, don't worry about me. I have my own discretion, but it's you. What's your plan for going abroad?"
An LAN looks up at Tan Jingyuan's well-defined side face, a little surprised, then her eyes are slightly wet: "Jingyuan, you still know me."
"Oh, I was born to you. How can you hide your thoughts from me?" Just some big pig hooves don't understand.
"Well, I have such a plan, but there is no business here. I'm afraid I can't walk quietly. Besides, do you think I will go out at my age..."
"What's wrong with your age, Ms. an? You look beautiful and like a girl in her twenties. If you go out with me, people think you're my girlfriend. Besides, I don't think I'm old when I'm 80. What's wrong with your age? "
Tan jingyuanyi's speech made an LAN laugh: "I'll think about it."
"Well, I'll stand by you no matter what decision you make."
"OK, son, let's go!"
"Well, since we have made up our mind, we must go forward and never look back!"
Never look back?
Anlan looks back once again at the villa that has not been seen.
It's dark.
But in the villa, it was dark.
Servants also dare not turn on the lights, and even dare not enter the main house.
The lady left, the gentleman didn't lose his temper, but he just sat in the dark without saying a word, which lowered the pressure of the whole space, which was the most frightening.
No one dares to come forward, so he can only sit alone.
Tan yaoyang's heart is like being immersed in this black, boundless emptiness and coldness.
After all, she will not go back, without a trace of nostalgia.
Those two tickets for the exhibition, which are still in his pocket and can't be taken out in time, seem so ridiculous.
Tan Yaoyang holds in the hand, looked after, then did not hesitate to tear up, and then a throw up, let that piece of debris splashing down the full sofa.
The next few days.
An LAN then lives in Tan Jingyuan's residence.
Without tan yaoyang, her life is suddenly empty. If she wants to draw, she will draw, if she wants to read, she will read, if she wants to drink tea, she will drink tea.
For the first time, she didn't need to worry about the arrangement. There was no servant to work for her, but she felt more comfortable than ever.
That's the life she always wanted.
Before, she carried too much on her body, just like a heavy shackle, imprisoning her, so she had to be cautious and conscientious.
Now, with the responsibility and burden off her body, she suddenly felt that it was not too late to let birds fly in the sky.She also sent a message and asked two friends to come out for afternoon tea.
One is Liu Meng, her best friend. Like her, she married in business. But after a few years, she couldn't go on living. Despite the opposition of her family, she chose to divorce. Now she has opened a yoga studio by herself. Now she has a very good life, and there are many pursuers. However, she is determined to be single, only dating with fresh meat, never talking about feelings.
One, ten years younger than her, less than thirty-five years old, is a famous bully president in the circle. But personality is the most suitable, as time goes on, it is to become a friend without words. Although she is young here in Anlan, she is a famous old woman in the circle.
The three met at a cafe near the yoga studio.
Anlan is the first one to arrive, followed by Bai Su, who has the strongest sense of time. Liu Meng, who is closest to Anlan, is the last one.
Obviously, she is a woman in her forties, but her figure is not even comparable to that of a girl in her twenties, and her willow like waist, which is worthy of being a snake waist.
"Oh, I'm sorry, two dear ones. I met a student who was in a bit of an emergency just after class. I'm late. Today's coffee is for me." Liu Mengyi's voice is clear and crisp. In addition to the relationship of practicing yoga all the year round, other people will not believe it in any way except to show her ID card to prove her age.
Bai Su is wearing a professional suit, white fingers holding a coffee bone china cup, which is indescribably good-looking. At the beginning, it's a light joke: "in an emergency, I see which male student wants to invite you to have coffee."
Liu Meng covers his mouth and chuckles: "Su Su, you are the worst. You know it. Why should you say it? Lan Lan, do you say it?"
Anlan smile, watching Bai Su and Liu Meng amusing, she can forget no matter how much trouble: "yes, dream peach blossom is flourishing, Bai Su you are not the first day to know, normal."
Bai Su rolled her eyes: "normally, you don't see how long she was late. I've finished my coffee."
Liu Meng claps his hand: "what are you afraid of after drinking coffee? Come on, waiter, fill it up, it's mine!"
An LAN smiles and shakes her head.
Liu Meng suddenly brought the topic back to her: "Oh, no, LAN LAN, what's the situation today? You even asked us to have coffee. Usually you are not so hard to call."
Bai Su is also curious. Although she doesn't speak, she looks at her and the meaning is obvious.
Anlan knows that she can't escape, so she confesses: "I moved out of Tan's house. I think I should ask you to have afternoon tea often in the future."
"Really?" Liu Meng's face was full of surprises. "You really moved out? That's great. You should have done that. "
The situation of Anlan and Tan yaoyang is most clear to them. However, Liu Meng is the person who came here, so they advised Anlan for many times, but Anlan was very reluctant, so they dragged on and made themselves scarred and exhausted.
Now, Anlan is finally determined to leave Tan's house. Liu Meng waves to recruit a waiter.
An LAN hurriedly pulls her: "what are you doing?"
"Such a happy thing, of course, is to drink and celebrate. What kind of coffee do you want to drink? Don't stop me, I want to open a bottle of champagne to celebrate!"
"Don't make any noise. No one drinks champagne this afternoon." Anlan can't cry or laugh. "Besides, is there anything so happy?"
"Of course, to celebrate your escape from the clutches, you say it's not worth it, Su Su Su, you say, isn't it?"
Bai Su rarely agrees with Liu Meng and nods: "I think dream is one of the few times that I'm talking about. It's really worth celebrating."
"Su Su, although what you said is not pleasant to hear, I'm still very happy. Yeah -" Liu Meng reaches out his hand, and Bai Su hits her with the palm.
"Well, I have good champagne and red wine. If you want to celebrate, go to my place." Bai Su lives in a high-level villa area, a sea view room, and Liu Meng is salivating every time he goes there.
This time is no exception.
Liu Meng's eyes brightened as soon as he heard that he was going to Bai Su's: "OK, OK, go to your place. Lan Lan, you will not rush back this time."
Anlan smiles and shakes his head: "no rush, now there is nothing, there is more time."
"OK, let's go."
Bai Su stands up, overbearing, and takes Anlan and Liu Meng back to his sea view villa.
Once inside, Liu Meng ran to the reclining chair on the balcony and lay down.
"What do you mean facing the sea and blooming in spring? It's called facing the sea and blooming in spring." Liu Meng looked at the beautiful scenery and was obsessed with it. "If you can have another good wine and two or three friends, life will be enough."
"It's not enough for you." Anlan and Baisu come together.
Bai Su holds a bottle of open champagne while an LAN holds three transparent goblets.
Liu Meng took the cup, sipped it lightly and sighed: "this is the life of satisfaction. Let's have a drink. To be single and to be free!"
Bai Su looks at an LAN, who knows that an LAN has smiled and clinked a toast with Liu Meng: "OK, to be single, to be free!"Liu Meng thumbs up to an LAN: "Lan Lan, it seems that you have really figured it out this time. That's good. You will find out later that it's better to have fresh meat, isn't it, Mr. Bai."