Time has smoothed their edges and corners, but also faded their green and youthful vigor.
In addition to love, what else can we hold on to for so many years.
"Xu Shaoyan, hold me, just hold me for once, OK, I really hurt, I really hurt..."
She sobbed in his ear, as if he had been bullied by heaven, so wronged, heartbroken people can not refuse.
Xu Shaoyan thinks that he has rich experience and thinks that nothing can make his mood stir again, but listening to her crying, he is in a state of confusion.
That hands, also unconsciously too raised.
Slowly, it fell on her back.
"Now don't cry." He was holding her, but his hands on her back, but he kept clapping for her, and opened the distance between them.
Fu Duoduo was extremely upset: "Xu Shaoyan, what are you afraid of and what are you resisting? Am I not worthy of you?"
She has given up her dignity, even everything, and come to him. Can't he be more generous, take a good look at her, and accept her? Why do he push her out again and again.
Hate, she really hates.
"Xu Shaoyan, you bastard!"
Then she opened her mouth and bit him on the neck.
So deep and hard, I really want to bite off a piece of his flesh.
He did not struggle, so let her bite, finally, or fuduoduo reluctant, slowly loose mouth.
But on his neck, there was already a ring of deep teeth mark, and there was also a silk of blood around him.
Fu Duoduo looked at it, not only didn't feel angry, but the tears were more fierce.
Xu Shaoyan didn't know how to comfort her, but heard her say, "do you want to get a rabies vaccine?"
“……” So dazed look, see Xu Shaoyan heart some itch, and seriously asked, "are you a dog?"
“……” "I'm a dog, so are you a dog!" said Fu
"I don't bite."
"Then you can bite it back." Fu Duoduo is angry, but she has just cried. Her eyes are like the starry sky washed by the rain. They are bright and clear. Her cheeks and dimples are charming, just like the petals of peach blossom. They are dyed with crimson color, so attractive.
Xu Shaoyan touched her head: "well, it's biting, is it out of breath, stop making trouble, go to sleep."
Fu Duoduo pushes away his hand: "don't touch my head," she hates to be treated like a child by him, "is my love for you so worthless in your eyes, is my love for you that can be offset by such a mouthful? If there's such a cheap thing in the world, what do you want the police to do? "
She is aggressive and eloquent. Xu Shaoyan has no way to deal with her for a while.
"Then I'll let you take one more bite, just a few more."
…… He is so iron hearted that he won't give her any chance. Fu Duoduo swings the pillow on his bed and smashes it: "Xu Shaoyan, you are not only an asshole, you are still a bastard! I don't want to see you. Get out of here! "
"Xu Shaoyan nodded:" you take medicine, not too emotional, I am outside, if there is anything else, you call me
Fu Duoduo looks at the door closed by him, and his mood is completely out of control.
Hide your face and cry.
The cry of sobbing is more cool than the cold wind outside.
After Xu Shaoyan left the room, he didn't leave immediately. He had a heavy hand on the doorknob, which had not been loosened for a long time.
He looked down slightly, his eyes were dim.
This night, she cried for a long time in the room, until the efficacy hit, then fell asleep.
After she fell asleep, he entered the room and looked at her swollen walnut eyes, but there was nothing he could do. He could only cover her in silence, and then he did it for a long time at the head of her bed.
For a long time.
Crying to sleep, wake up when the state of nature will not be good.
Fu Duoduo's eyelids are swollen with excrement. The usual big eyes are only one slit left now.
Her voice was hoarse as if the blade were there. She sat on the bed and coughed twice.
Thinking of last night's situation, she looked at the wheelchair not far away from her eyes again, and sipped her lips. She got up by herself, and the wheelchair was not far away, so she could jump over it with a few jumps.
Unfortunately, her eyes were covered. She could only open one slit. She just looked at the wheelchair, didn't notice the blanket on the ground at all. She was tripped when she jumped over all the time. That's all right.
"Ah --"
the door of the house was opened directly, and Xu Shaoyan rushed in: "Duoduo, are you ok?"
He ran to fuduoduo, who immediately blocked his face with his hand: "who let you in, you go out first!"
How can she see people with her face like a ghost animal, so she can't care about her foot injury. She just yelled hard to let him out.Xu Shaoyan looked at her feet, and then looked at her appearance. Instead of pulling her hand, he just asked, "OK, if I don't look at your face, I'll look at your feet. Do you want to tighten them? I'll help you up first."
"I don't need your help or care. I can do it myself. You go out!"
Stubbornness makes her look like a hedgehog, with prickles all over her body.
"Can you get up now? Or are you going to sit on the ground! " Xu Shaoyan was angry at her appearance, so he accentuated his tone. "I know you are grumpy, but if you do it again, you can't make fun of your body!
Get up! "
As soon as Xu Shaoyan made an effort, he picked Fu Duoduo up from the ground and put him in a wheelchair. During the whole process, Fu Duoduo covered his face with both hands and refused to see him or let him see.
Xu Shaoyan pushed her to the bathroom and looked at her face covered by her hands in the mirror. "Brush your teeth and wash your face first. I'll wait for you outside. OK, call me."
After hearing the sound of closing the door, Fu Duoduo put her hand down. Seeing the face in the mirror, she was frightened by herself.
Xu Shaoyan went out to the living room and then went to the balcony.
Outside the sky, dark, with snow will be cold, dark clouds covered the sun, stifling.
He didn't sleep well that night, and the blue surface was covered with ice and snow.
After Fu Duoduo finished washing, he pushed his wheelchair out, and Xu Shaoyan had put breakfast on the table.
"Come and have breakfast."
Fu Duoduo came to the table in silence, looking at the porridge dishes on the table, and said nothing. He picked up the spoon and bowed his head to drink porridge.
Xu Shaoyan sat opposite her and took a spoon to drink porridge. Seeing that Fu Duoduo had almost drunk, he said, "Duoduo, let's talk about it."
Fuduoduo put down his spoon, looked up, and his eyes were covered with cold water and ice, but it was not much better: "you regret calling me to your home and want to send me away, right?"
As soon as Fu Duoduo opened his mouth, he felt as if he had expected what he was going to say.
Xu Shaoyan twisted his eyebrow, and the beautiful eyebrows and eyes were also tired: "you are not a child, flower after flower, don't try your best to play with the child's temper, are you ok?"
"Do you think I'm being childish?"
"You don't want me to treat you as a child all the time, so you should be more mature."
Xu Shaoyan accentuated his tone, and fixed his eyes on Fu Duoduo. Fu Duoduo tightly pressed his lips and his hands on his knees. She nodded: "OK, mature, then you can say what you want to say."
"I won't send you away at present, I will take good care of you, but I really hope you can be more rational, OK? Things like last night, I hope there won't be any more. "
Fu Duoduo was there laughing at the corner of his lips: "what happened last night? Can you make it clear?"
"One after another!"
"Is that what I want you to hold me? Is it embarrassing for you to think that I am a shameless woman? "
In fuduoduo's tone, Xu Shaoyan said that there are five, six, eight sentences waiting for him. This dialogue is simply difficult to carry on.
Xu shaoyanlin frowned: "Duoduo, if you continue this attitude, we can't talk about it."
"All right, I'll stop talking. You can talk. I'll cooperate with you as much as I can."
Xu Shaoyan thought about it and said some requirements.
"Is there anything else?" After hearing this, fuduoduo didn't make a sound for a long time.
Xu Shaoyan shook his head and said, "if you have any ideas and requirements, you can also mention them."
"Are you making a treaty with me?" Fu Duoduo looks at Xu Shaoyan with a smile. The slightly swollen face looks funny.
"I don't mean that. I just hope it doesn't get too complicated."
The snow outside the window began to fall.
Being in the middle of the air, fuduoduo could only see the snowflakes falling down, but he didn't know where they were falling. They had already melted before they reached the ground.
Just like her smile, so shallow, so ethereal, and so floating.