When the old memories are turned over again, it means that the secrets hidden in the bottom of my heart are turned over again, and the wounds that have already been healed are torn up again, with painful memories. Yu Sheng is not willing to mention the past at all: "I am tired, I want to have a rest, you go out first."
The impact of this incident on Zhao Qicheng is not small, but Zhao Qicheng still chose to stay: "I'm here with you."
"No, I want to be alone. Let's go. "
Public opinion is still fermenting.
It not only attached Yu Sheng's abortion record at that time, but also said that the child was four or five months old, the organ had already been formed, and that the child was very healthy, with any problem at all, which was stifled by Yu Sheng.
She is an executioner when she kills her own children.
For a time, the Internet set off a rough wave, all people were shocked by the cruelty of Yu Sheng, who scolded Yu Sheng fiercely.
If you don't want this child at the beginning, why don't you fall down when you find out that you are pregnant? Why don't you do such a cruel thing until the child is formed? Four or five months, it's really a formed child, and you've killed it yourself. It's something that can only be done by people who are cruel and heartless.
Everyone has his own secret.
Young and frivolous past, left a lot of secrets buried by time.
For example, Yu Sheng and Lin Yan are sweet at the beginning and can't bear to look back on their past.
Holding the mobile phone, Yu Sheng looks at the medical memory that has turned yellow, and the memory is gradually pulled into the flood of time.
At that time, the medical level was backward. Now the so-called painless flow of people was not popularized at all, and she dared not go to a large hospital at all, so she only secretly found a small private clinic.
It's the flow of medicine.
After taking the medicine, she would lie on the bed and die of pain. She didn't know how much sweat she was sweating or how many tears she was crying. Until the little thing was discharged from her body, she had no tears.
It's true on the Internet that the child, who has been shaped, was stifled by her. When she was born, she struggled for a while and left the world forever
At that time, she almost collapsed, because at that moment, she regretted, and she did a wrong that she could never make up for.
But the pain didn't end because of the physical reasons. The medicine didn't flow clean. The doctor told her that she had to clear the palace.
She will never forget the helplessness and pain when she lies on the cold equipment bed, especially when she feels the cold pliers penetrating her body, it is like an inch of flesh cut from her body by a shining cold blade. Despair and fear surround her deeply.
Ear, as if there is a baby crying, is to her mother merciless and cruel accusation, day and night curse her, day and night with whom she.
"Ah, don't -- don't follow me anymore, don't follow me anymore --" Yu Sheng sprang up from the bed with his hands over his ears. The whole person was confused and mad, just like a drowning person, who couldn't find a way out.
Suddenly, a pair of hands held her shoulder, pulled her trembling body into a warm embrace, and a deep and mellow voice sounded in her ear: "it's OK, I'm here."
Familiar and strange breath, in this dark night when there is no defense, occupy the heart of the voice.
Is it a dream. Otherwise, how could he be here? But this dream is too real.
No, it's not a dream!
Yu Sheng pushes away the man holding him, like a hedgehog. He immediately pricks up his whole body and is fully armed. His eyes are clear: "Why are you here?"
On Lin's face, it was the long lost gentleness, not the indifference that had resisted people for thousands of miles in the past, but in the dark pupil, there was an unshakable self reproach and pain: "I know what happened today, is it true?"
Yu Sheng's fingers hanging on her side were suddenly tightened, but soon she forced herself to release them again. If nothing happened, she said, "I can't understand what you said."
"Is the news on Weibo true?"
Yu Sheng still couldn't help it. He tightened the bedspread under him again, but on his face, he was very indifferent: "microblog revealed that I had an abortion when I was young, and my private life was in chaos? In the middle of the night, that's why you're here? "
"Yes, I want to know. Tell me if it's true!"
"Oh." I chuckled sarcastically, "how is it really? How is it fake? Mr. Lin, does this matter to you?"
Yu Sheng looked at him and saw the storm in his eyes: "of course, Yu Sheng, that's our child!"
In Lin's eyes, there was a frenzy, and the calm eyes seemed to set off a storm. This was the past that he did not control and could not change.
He read the news and saw the news that the child has been formed. If the child can survive, he should graduate from high school now.At this moment, Lin Yanchu holds Yu Sheng's shoulder. Yu Sheng knows that he has been suppressing his emotions. His gentleness, his calmness and self support are all his disguises.
In fact, his strength seems to crush her shoulder!
"Let go, you hurt me!" Yu Sheng finds his voice with difficulty. He struggles with pain. His pale face is even bloodless now.
Lin Yan was stunned at the beginning. He tried to control his emotions and relaxed his grip on her, but he didn't let go. He insisted on an answer: "Yu Sheng! tell me! That's our child! "
Yu Sheng collected his eyes and raised his head again. The corners of his mouth were full of sarcasm and smile: "Mr. Lin, I didn't expect that you liked to play for yourself so much, so I can tell you now that it's not your child. It's something I had with other wild men. It's nothing to do with you. Can you go?"
"More than one voice!" Lin Yanchu's mood was on the edge of danger. Yu Sheng's unrestrained stimulation seemed to stab him in the heart. Lin Yanchu's whole body muscles were tensed for a moment. He raised his hand to hold Yu Sheng's neck and lowered his head to approach her, just like the most dangerous snake, spitting out a red letter. "Don't lie to me, Yu Sheng! It's not good for you! "
It was hard to breathe, but she insisted: "so, I want to admit that the child is yours, there is Good? "
Her neck is very thin and fragile, so fragile that he can easily break it with a little force. At this moment, it seems that there is only the part of breath, there is no part of air intake, eyes are turning white, struggling hands are gradually losing their strength and falling down powerlessly