Chapter 1507

Gu Xiaomo kept his promise this time and left the next morning.

When he left, he said goodbye to starlight. They were just like old friends. There was no speechlessness or angry quarrel between them. Some of them were just quiet.

Even Chen Xingguang was surprised by this.

She watched him leave in the villa. He turned back when he left, but in the end, they didn't even have a hug, so they separated.

Looking at Gu Xiaomo leaving his villa in Oxford, Chen Xingguang only felt a lot more sunny.

Maybe Gu Xiaomo brought her too much pressure.

She could not tell what kind of feeling she was. She always felt that after he left, she finally had her own space, and she did not have to be afraid of losing.

She took a bath, changed her clothes, tied up her hair, and then went to school by herself.

Returning to Boston, Gu Xiaomo became more and more deep.

He was quiet. He didn't go to school or laboratory. He stayed at home for a day.

On the second day after returning to Boston, Su Jin called Gu Xiaomo and asked, "Gu Xiaomo, can we meet?"

"You meet me?" Gu Xiaomo frowned, but this time he did not directly refuse, but opened his mouth: "OK, say it, where to meet?"

"It's in the coffee shop outside the school. We'll meet there. There are some things I think need to be interviewed." Su Jin's tone is also serious and calm. "Give me a chance, will you?"

"Yes, I'll be right there." Gu Xiaomo did not refuse. "In half an hour."

He came out of the apartment and saw that there was still blood on the ground, just a little bit of it.

His heart aches even more.

It's been eight or nine days. It's still there.

Every time he passed by this place, he would feel heartache.

It was the blood of his starlight.

Every time I see it, I feel it.

When Gu Xiaomo arrived at the cafe, Su Jin was already there.

Seeing him enter the door, Su Jin immediately waved to him.

Gu Xiao Mo walked towards Su Jin without any expression. He sat down on the seat opposite Su Jin and looked up at Su Jin calmly and coldly. "Come on, what can I do for you?"

"Let's have a cup of coffee first. We'll talk over it." Su Jin ordered a cup of coffee for him.

Gu Xiaomo still did not say anything, he looked very good to talk, but that face was particularly silent.

Su Jin was very surprised. Now Gu Xiaomo is not Gu Xiaomo before. It seems that after this event, his whole person has changed.

More and more silent, more and more soulless.

Su Jin took a deep breath and said to Gu Xiaomo, "well, I'll apologize to you first."

"No need." Gu Xiaomo's tone is cold.

"To apologize, I'm really sorry about the miscarriage of starlight." Su Jin whispered, "I'm sorry, Gu Xiaomo."

"Miscarriage, ah, Su Jin, you can put another knife in my heart." Gu Xiaomo said coldly.

Su Jin is stiff. "Stabbing a knife?"

Gu Xiaomo's eyes sink.

Su Jin was stunned and laughed bitterly: "I'm sorry, I may have to stab you several times."

Gu Xiaomo frowns tight.

Su Jin didn't stop and continued: "Gu Xiaomo, maybe you don't know, I have been secretly in love with you in recent years. From I knew you to now, my feelings for you have never changed. I'm not that kind of love between men and women to fengshanglin, but I really miss you. Because I like you, I want to be close to you and can't help being close to you."

Gu Xiaomo's eyebrows pick up, his eyes coldly looking at Su Jin.

Su Jin also looked at him and laughed at himself: "in fact, when I was in England, I told Chen Xingguang that I didn't want to give up on you. At that time, what we said was very hard to hear. Of course, I said it badly. She didn't say anything, but I can see that she didn't like me very much. Maybe it's because I have an intention to you, and a woman's sixth sense is very sensitive. She is really hostile to me, and I am also hostile to her

Gu Xiaomo's brow twisted into a knot in one's heart. He really didn't expect that Su Jin would have feelings for himself.

He always thought that Su Jin had feelings with fengshanglin, and he had never thought about it, but now it seems that everything before starlight was not unreasonable.

"I know you can't respond to me. I'm telling you now, but I think it's time to end my secret love for you."

"Oh." Gu Xiaomo sneered, laughing incomparably self mocking and pathetic.

"Because if it doesn't end, I may not like myself. After all, I blame myself for what I have done to your starlight

Gu Xiaomo did not say a word, but looked at Su Jin coldly.

"I know that emotional things can not be forced, I have ulterior motives for you, so that your starlight will only misunderstand it, I did not expect such a big thing."Gu Xiaomo's eyes in the jet of fire, but there is no attack.

"Was it a coincidence that you were at the airport the night I came back from England to Boston?" he asked coldly

Su Jin shook his head: "it's not a coincidence. I was there on purpose that day."

Gu Xiaomo only felt that he had been fooled.

"In fact, I've been waiting for you all the time. I've been there every day about the beginning of school, just to make a chance encounter with you. Is that stupid? This is probably the saddest idea of all secret lovers. If you want to create unexpected situations in this way, I Su Jin is also so sad that I make myself so inferior and even inferior. "

"You don't make sense." Gu Xiaomo angry voice way.

"Yes, it's unreasonable. I'm such a fool. How can I get love? Even if I try every means to get love, in fact, I should give up when I see you with Chen Xingguang from England. After all, this is in line with moral values.

But you also know that I grew up abroad. I didn't think so much about the so-called morality. I don't have the profound moral values of the people you grew up in China. The education received is to fight for it when you like it and strive for it. I tried very hard to get your favor, but it turned out that I was wrong

It turns out that day is not a coincidence, that day was star saw Su Jin, she was not happy.

He always thought it was a coincidence that Su Jin had been scheming for a long time. Who would have thought of it?

He thought it didn't matter, but Xingguang was very sad for about a month. She was in a bad mood for a month and didn't make a phone call. Her health was not good and she was busy. As a result, her health was deteriorating and she couldn't keep her children.

So, all this is that he is too self righteous.

He even thought that starlight was too careful, so he didn't really understand starlight from his heart. As a result, there were a lot of small misunderstandings between them, which might crush Chen Xingguang if they were piled up together.

It's his responsibility to lose the child.

Gu Xiaomo is very calm at this time. He knows that it has nothing to do with Su Jin. The key is his attitude. His attitude towards Su Jin is not resolute enough, which makes him and starlight unable to go on.

Now listening to Su Jin say so, he really suddenly realized.

He pulled the corner of his lip helplessly and laughed at himself.

Seeing his smile, Su Jin felt more and more bitter in his heart.

She looked at Gu Xiaomo with a pale face: "I really intend to give up this hopeless love now. It is impossible for me to get it, and I really think it should be over. There are many good men in the world. I'm not bad at Su brocade. Why do you have to go to the black in such a way? So I gave you up, Gu Xiaomo. "

Gu Xiaomo was silent and did not say a word. His heart had already floated to the starlight.

I'm sorry for Chen Xingguang.

It's irreparable.

He suddenly felt hopeless.

Regret is a rare word in his life dictionary.

"I confess, Gu Xiaomo, but I don't know if we can still be friends."

Gu Xiaomo, on the contrary, laughed bitterly. After a long time, he asked, "be a friend? Why do you want to be friends? Do you think I'm sick? To continue to be friends with a girl who loves me