Chapter 1526

"Gu Xiaomo, you really don't want to be like this. The more you are, the more chaotic my mind is." Chen Xingguang sobbed.

Because she was too excited, her lips were broken. She didn't know what to say. She had to bite her lips for fear that she would cry.

The more I don't want to cry, the more I endure.

This kind of low sob looks even more pitiful, because of excessive forbearance and shoulder shaking, give a person a very fragile and aggrieved feeling.

The small body, including in his suit, seemed more emaciated, desperate and at a loss.

It looks like such a grievance.

Gu Xiaomo's Adam's apple rolled and his voice was a little hoarse. He said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I made you cry again."

Starlight shook her head, lowered her head, and her long hair fell down, covering her tearful face in disorder.

Seems to be aware of something.

She didn't want to say anything more excitedly because she didn't have the strength, because she was depressed, sad and messy.

What's more, she couldn't let this man go, but she couldn't go on with him.

She was so miserable that she wanted to die.

she didn't understand why when she had cleaned up her feelings, he ran to appear in front of her, and she even had no courage to hide.

She is now eating from the Feng family and using the Feng family's. even the internship company is the job offered by the Feng family. She can't leave the Feng family for internship opportunities.

Maybe, leaving Feng's home, she really is nothing.

She couldn't blame him because he was the son of Uncle Feng and aunt Gu Hao. She didn't take a stand at all now. She felt that even if she blamed him a little bit, it would be unforgivable.

She is very hard, but this kind of hard work, probably no one can understand.

Outside the library, people are coming and going. At the moment, people of all kinds of skin are shuttling through the streets.

But she is in the door to continue to wear tears, crying very sad.

Gu Xiaomo looked at her at a loss and didn't know how long the time had passed. He stood there with the starlight and watched her cry. He could only lower his head and did not dare to do anything, or even dare not hold her in his arms.

Fortunately, Chen Xingguang cried for a while, and she soon realized that it was too wrong, too bad.

Chen Xingguang quickly wiped his tears, sorted out his emotions, and took a deep breath, so that he did not cry.

In fact, it was just a few minutes. Chen Xingguang quickly sorted himself out and said to Gu Xiaomo, "let's go home."

It's rare that she didn't get angry with him. She continued to make trouble, even turned around and left. She even obediently got on the car with him.

Gu Xiaomo gave him her seat belt, and she did not refuse. She bowed her head and let him arrange.

Gu Xiaomo is nervous. He looks at the starlight sitting on his side several times and lowers his head quietly.

He didn't dare to make any sound or speak.

I'm afraid that this moment will break the two people's difficult peace.

But her small face washed by tears was so aggrieved and weak.

Almost home at the door, Chen Xingguang said: "you park the car at the door, I want to say a few words to you."

Gu Xiaomo quickly nodded, "OK."

He found a quiet place, stopped the car and turned to look at the stars.

Starlight turned to look at him.

Two people face to face, starlight's eyes are still red, but those eyes are particularly bright, "Gu Xiaomo, you tell me, are you coming to London this time because of me?"

Gu Xiaomo in the heart a tight, looking at her eyes, after a long time just really nodded, "mainly for you, secondly for the subject."

Chen Xingguang took a breath and was silent for a while.

For a long time did not speak, so staring at his handsome face, vision fell on his face.

Gu Xiaomo didn't know what Xingguang was thinking. He was worried. He looked at his girl and waited for her answer.

Chen Xingguang looked at him for a while and kept looking at him.

In this process, neither of them spoke. After a long time, Chen Xingguang said softly: "Gu Xiaomo, I forgive you. I really never blame you. The children's affairs have nothing to do with you. It's the reason for my poor development and my body. My hormone secretion has a problem, the doctor said, I will be pregnant in the future, may be a pregnancy will stop, spontaneous abortion

Gu Xiaomo a stupefied looking at the starlight, suddenly what flashed in his mind: "starlight, you break up with me, is it because of this?"

He suddenly felt that Chen Xingguang had been insisting on breaking up, was it for this reason?

Is this the reason why she is afraid that she will not give birth to children and dare not be with him?

He carefully to see the face of starlight, starlight did not avoid, also looked at him, shook his head.

"It's just one aspect of it. There are too many problems between us," she said"I really don't think the problems you think are problems." Gu Xiaomo said: "in addition to Su brocade, I ignored and hurt you. Now I am fully aware that I have never taken Su brocade seriously."

"That doesn't matter." Starlight shakes his head. "I didn't care about Su Jin for a long time. The pain of losing my child made me understand that I was not strong enough. No wonder anyone was. Intellectually speaking, we are really not suitable, as friends, maybe we can last a little longer.

But as a boyfriend and girlfriend, we only have endless quarrels together. I may feel aggrieved and want to die. Even if I try, you also try, but our cognition is not the same.

At the end of the day, you will feel very aggrieved. I am a person with such a character. I have a very bad personality. I am cowardly and stubborn. I know all these things

She said it very seriously and calmly, but her tears wet eyelashes trembled, and her voice was choked and hoarse. Then she took a deep breath and tried to calm herself down.

"You see, I still rely on you in the company this afternoon, and now I say I have to leave you. That's how I am affected." She said word by word: "because I can't make my self-confidence in the future. I know that when I'm with you, I have to have a strong heart, and I don't have one."

"Starlight!" Gu Xiaomo found that she was really hard.

Just like asking for help from you in the company today, I feel that this kind of possibility will become a kind of dependence. If I really can't leave you, I will also suffer. I frankly feel inferior and I don't think I deserve you. " For the first time, she confessed to the darkest side of her heart. "You know what? I'm very jealous of Su Jin. I see her cheeky and unscrupulous way of joking with you. I'm really jealous. I want to do that, but I can't.

She can declare to me that she can snatch you. Knowing that we are together, she can still do it, but I can't be so unscrupulous. I even think that my genuine girlfriend is not as straightforward as her.

I'm so hard, it's better to look at you from a distance, I can't keep pace with you, because I'm too stupid, it doesn't matter with you, not because you're not good, but because you're too good to afford.

You are not wrong. You are sunny in your heart. You think your communication is normal. In fact, you are right. You are all normal. At least you are normal, but I will be uncomfortable.

Every time I see you with her so unscrupulous laugh, so unscrupulous joking, I feel that I can not do it can also be so.

Maybe your heart is selfless and wide, but I am too narrow, I don't want anything, I just want all of you, but my love like this will make you suffocate.

It turns out that when we are together, it is a tragedy. I don't want the tragedy to continue, so I think deeply and want to break up.

You don't ask me if I can be together in the future, I want to say, my self-confidence has not been established, I can never be around you can confidently chat with you.

To be a friend, maybe I can find self-confidence and be your woman. I can't find it. I feel that I look down on myself.

So, break up and say I don't want you and I'm more embarrassed. Will you help me

Gu Xiaomo looked at her, and his eyes flashed with shock. His eyebrows locked the eyes of starlight. After a long time, he opened his voice and said, "starlight, you are opening your heart to me."

"That's because I regard you as a friend now." She laughed at herself, her eyes flushed: "I have nothing, I am alone, all of which are given to me by my aunt and my good aunt, uncle Feng and you. I'm not worth a damn if I leave you. "

Gu Xiaomo's eyes were tightening violently, shaking his head, and the pain in his heart could not be restrained.

He ignored that his girl, who arrived from childhood, was alone, strong in the outside and hard in the middle.

She has too much uneasiness.

She's trying, but she's afraid.

"OK, let's be friends." He nodded, his eyes were warm, and he concealed his inner excitement and heartache. He promised in a low voice: "I will never let you be so stressed again. When you are confident, I will come back to you."

"Don't chase me." She shook her head. "It's not worth it. I'm not worth it."

"Silly girl." He sighed. "Since I am in love with you, how can I abandon it? Gu Xiaomo hated to abandon everything from childhood. I also tell you why I haven't called Lao Feng a father until now

Starlight.

Only heard Gu Xiaomo say: "because he is a second marriage, I think he is a man who always gives up, he is not worthy to be my father, but he also provides the other half of the gene, I can not choose, so I can only fight in silence."

Starlight can't believe it.

This is probably the first time that two people have spoken of the dark side of their hearts.

In fact, everyone has his own heart can not speak to people side, that side of the pressure in the heart, very depressed.

But now it's all said, they're all a bit surprised.

"In my heart, Lao Feng is not worthy of my mother, not because he is divorced, but because he always conceals the fact that he was married until my mother finds out."