Chapter 2068

Chen Xingguang thinks that he can probably understand Gu Xiaomo's feeling.

Sometimes it's just so strange. I can't think of it at that time. It will be a long time before I can be really open-minded.

Those who have hurt themselves at that time thought that they would never forgive each other, but sometimes time passed, but gradually relieved a lot.

Just like the experience of Chen Qingyun, Chen Xingguang is also sad.

Think of Su Jin, Chen Xingguang is also a wry smile, that woman is just a poor woman.

Love but not, choose to extreme direction, with no bottom line means to get the people they want, think is also pitiful and sad.

"The old man of our family, in my impression, has never done a good deed." Gu Xiaomo looks at the furnishings of the room and smiles, but the smile is a little lonely.

This house was bought by my mother after persuading my father to live here.

He used to live in a rented apartment.

Later, I moved to the villa area with them in recent years.

Feng Jinyan's later life in old age was really rich. Gu Xiaomo sometimes felt very angry when he thought about it.

I don't think we should give such a good old age to the old man who has done all the bad things.

But what about the grievances?

Parents still give the old man relatively rich old age to enjoy.

At that time, I didn't know why. Now, I do.

In fact, everything is just to make your heart peaceful and live a clear conscience. It's not so much about tolerating others as it's about letting yourself go.

"I think you've heard more or less about what he did on the news." Gu Xiaomo opens his mouth again.

Chen Xingguang nodded. "I've seen some on the news, and I've really heard about it."

"About him, the early reports are certainly not very good. Later, my father has pressed me down, and there is not much left."

Starlight nodded slightly and did not speak.

"The old man has done a lot of bad things in his life. Even when he is old, he doesn't apologize, but he can still enjoy such a life. Isn't it unfair?" Gu Xiaomo said and looked at the starlight.

Starlight was stunned. He felt that his mood today seemed to be very low. He asked himself this question to comfort her? Or seek a breakthrough?

"There is no so-called fairness in this world, and some fairness is only relative." Star light soft voice of opening way.

"And you?" Gu Xiaomo asked: "do you think fate is unfair to you?"

Starlight was stunned again, then nodded.

Yes.

Sometimes I think that fate seems very unfair to me.

But what?

We have to move on, don't we still have to accept it?

Life is like this, is to continue to accept the so-called unfair, constantly to adjust their emotions, so that they become open-minded and tolerant.

If you can't adjust well, it's you who are hurt.

Chen Xingguang suddenly realized something. Maybe he should really be open-minded and should not be entangled in Gu Xiaomo's mistake.

No.

Maybe it's not a mistake.

She pursed her lips and said, "Xiao Mo, what are you going to do about Su Jin?"

Gu Xiaomo was stunned and asked: "what about you? Do you still think that I must have had a relationship with Su Jin? Do you still think so now? "

His eyes are closely staring at Chen Xingguang, not immediately staring at Chen Xingguang, that pair of deep eyes gradually filled with a layer of red.

"I don't know." Chen Xingguang shakes his head. As long as he thinks of that picture, Chen Xingguang's brain is pained.

So Chen Xingguang did not dare to think about it, for fear that he would suffocate in pain.

"You don't know I can tell you." Gu Xiaomo opened his mouth word by word and said, "I didn't have a relationship with Su Jin. I can tell you for sure that no is no."

What he said was firm, so sure.

Chen Xingguang just dropped his eyes, staring at his toes, unable to answer a word.

Seeing Chen Xingguang like this, Gu Xiaomo's eyes become more and more red, and his hoarse voice rings out again: "you don't believe me at all."

Maybe, never really believe in yourself.

Chen Xingguang's heart thumped.

She also asked if she had ever believed in Gu Xiaomo. Did she really believe in Gu Xiaomo?

She's not sure.

"You don't believe me or anyone from the bottom of your heart." Gu Xiaomo stares at Chen's sexy face, and a flash of self mockery shines in his eyes. A handsome face is getting colder and colder, and the beautiful outline is taut, sad and self mocking.He felt that he was a failure. If Xingguang really believed in himself, he would not break up.

It can be seen that Xingguang never really believed in himself. Gu Xiaomo sighed helplessly.

"Just like everyone of us didn't believe in my grandfather, we all thought that my grandfather had committed heinous crimes in his life." Gu Xiaomo went to the sofa and sat down. He raised his eyes and looked at Chen Xingguang.

"Even I never believed that such an old man would correct himself one day. In fact, it doesn't matter whether he corrects or not, because we have no one to care about and no one to pay attention to.

But the old man kept his promise. In the next few years, he didn't make trouble any more, and he was always on his own.

That's why we let him live here. "

"Xiao mo." Chen Xingguang didn't want to hear him say these words again, because every word he said was full of extreme sadness and helplessness, as well as self mockery. "Stop it, will you?"

"Not good." Gu Xiaomo shook his head: "some things I always have to work hard to know whether I can do it or not. Only in this way can I know if God has given me this chance. "

Chen Xingguang is speechless.

Gu Xiaomo sat on the sofa, his eyes never left Chen Xingguang's face.

Chen Xingguang stood in front of him, about two meters away, but their eyes were opposite, looking at each other.

Chen Xingguang was staring at the man's heart tight, the psychological contradiction of struggle, let her a pretty face interweave into a very complex temperament.

Helpless and sad.

As if can't see the end of life, can't see any hope, but is so unwilling.

She felt very sad.

"I asked for the last time, can you give me another chance?" Gu Xiaomo asked again: "in the afternoon, I also asked you that it was the last time. But at that time, I didn't say that I didn't have any relationship with Su Jin. Now I look into your eyes in front of you and solemnly tell you that I have no relationship with Su Jin. Can you give me another chance and believe me for the last time? "

Starlight stay, heart tightening.

She looked at Gu Xiaomo's face, which was tense and handsome.

That pair of eyes staring at himself, without blinking, as if all the things in the world can't enter his eyes, his eyes will always have only himself.

Even if the most precious gift is placed in front of him, he will despise it.

He looked at himself.

Inevitably, his face is a little bit hot, as if he had been asked guilty, and his heart is not willing to tell himself, can't.

She shook her head. "It's not that I don't believe you, I just can't persuade myself to go on with you. Especially after I saw that video. "

"I've told you it's a matter of angle." Gu Xiaomo couldn't help reiterating.

"No Chen Xingguang shook his head: "even if it's a matter of angle, even if it doesn't have a relationship, you have stripped each other and stuck together.

I can't deceive myself to tell you that I believe you. I can't do it because what I saw with my own eyes makes me unable to believe you. Maybe you're right. I'm not a person willing to believe others. "

Gu Xiaomo's throat is rolling and his eyes are sore.

She finally said it.

She really didn't believe in herself.

He had no choice but to smile, and his eyes passed the unspeakable desolation.

Just like this room, the desolation and sadness after leaving the building empty, boundless, difficult to fade.