Chapter 1278

"I've never been a kind person. Bai ruotong, you're more lucky than me. You've been held in the palm of your hand since you were a child. You've never thought about being betrayed, and you've never been bullied.

How can you understand me? I do so much just to protect myself. I just want to protect myself.

When I was in the Shanzhai, I was betrayed. But she also taught me a lesson, if you want to be above people, first of all, you have to pile up corpses under your feet.

I used to be the same as you. I thought kindness was OK. I didn't want to fight with you, but I just couldn't help fighting with you.

I want to live in the dark to get everything I want. Why do you live in the sun to get what you want? Bai ruotong, it's not fair! "

Bai Yinling said, choking. Her words had long been covered by crying. By the end of the day, she was sobbing. She has never been a strong person, she just pretends to be strong.

She does so many things, just want to live well, but

"I've been held in the palm of my hand since I was a child? Bai Yinling, you are wrong. You are really wrong, "Bai ruotong shook his head and gave a bitter smile." didn't you doubt my identity from the beginning? I doubt that I'm not Bai ruotong. Why do you say that I grew up in the palm of my hand? "

"What do you... What do you mean by that?" White Yin Ling stares round double eyes, stopped choking.

"You're going to die anyway. I'll tell you what. I'm not Bai ruotong. Like you, I used to live a life without food and clothing. Do you know why I am so good at cooking?

Because I used to be poor and need to dig wild vegetables to eat, so I am working hard to make the hard to swallow wild vegetables delicious.

Like you, I was bullied and treated violently by others when I was young, but I never thought of changing myself because of others. Bai Yinling, if you are bitten by others, you are not protecting yourself. It's just going from the slain to the butcher. "

"You are not Bai ruotong, you..."

Bai Yinling's body shakes. No wonder she has changed in the past three years. It turns out that from the beginning, she was not Bai ruotong.

Bai ruotong drops her eyes. What she tells Bai Yinling is the truth. Because of poverty, she and her sister were often bullied when she was a child. When she was at school, she was blocked in the toilet and tore her clothes.

She has tried all the so-called means of campus violence. Originally, like Bai ruotong, she also wanted to join a bully group. As long as she was strong, no one could bully her.

But she found out that she was wrong. She did not want to be the one she hated most, just like them.

So she learned to save herself. She wrote all the violence she had experienced as a microblog, and even photographed her injuries one by one. She told the education bureau all the violence she had experienced.

In fact, it's a very simple thing to save oneself, but people tend to do it to the worst place.

Like Bai Yinling.

For example, she is almost integrated with violence.

"Yes, I'm not Bai ruotong who really grew up with a golden spoon. I was you, and my life is no different from you. Why do you cry injustice here, and then transfer your pain to others?"