Chapter 1381

"My Lord, I'm not afraid of death, but I only want to let you and my children go. I always know that you are disgusted with me, and I also know how I feel for the emperor. If there is no me, the person you love will not die

But please don't let Qing'er live in hatred. He is innocent. He has lost your love since he was a child. He works hard to practice martial arts and fight for you. He just wants to get your approval. Please let Qing'er go

He is your son, and he loves you... "

With that, she kicked off her stool and closed her eyes.

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Yongsui emperor wakes up from the panic, his forehead is sweating, and his body is weak. The old empress dowager sat beside him, holding the imperial edict in her hand.

"Mother, am I going to die?" He asked.

"Yes..." the old lady didn't lie, and she didn't have the strength to lie to him.

Emperor yongsui laughed: "mother, do you know who I dream of in my dream?"

"Who?" Asked the old empress dowager.

"The former queen..." he said.

"After so many years, you can dream about her. I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing..."

The old empress dowager laughed, including both relief and bitterness.

"Mother, who do you think caused me to look like this? I have told you for a long time that Gu Yanqing will kill me if he keeps a disaster. Now my life is really suffering from him.

I don't believe that Lin Yumin is not his man... I think I was so miserable by Lin Yumin... "

With his fingers on his forehead, he could feel his life passing by.

"He did harm to you, he hated you," sighed the old lady. "Qing'er, he always hated you, and he endured an opportunity to kill you. His mother was everything to him, and rub was the light in his life.

In order to protect him behind the scenes, he tried his best to please you and fight for the country, but you didn't see it. As it didn't happen, you said how he didn't hate you.

Lin Yumin was not brought by him. It was the queen. The queen killed many children in order to be young. She knew Lin Yumin's ability for a long time. She called Lin Yumin to the palace.

If you want to blame it, blame the woman you chose. "

She also loves emperor yongsui, but she can't refute. If she wants to blame Gu Yanqing, she can't. She always thought that the hatred between father and son would lessen and disappear sooner or later, but she was still wrong. The hatred between them would always increase.

Who can she blame?

No one can blame it.

"I know... That's why I've alienated the queen these days. I think that if I alienate her, she will understand her mistake. Even though I don't know what Lin Yumin did, I also know that those children's lives were hurt for her.

I am not a qualified Lord. I think I will be angry if I know who killed me. I think I will try to kill Gu Yanqing, but I am wrong. Now I don't want to kill him at all.

Everything is a real mistake. Who can I blame? "

Emperor yongsui smiles pale. He thinks a lot. In fact, he always knows that the former queen is innocent. She is the victim in the court, but she always guards the back palace and guards him.

He doesn't love this woman

But in fact... He is guilty

At the beginning, although he understood that it had nothing to do with the former queen, he needed an exit, otherwise, he would be too painful

Naturally, he can't hate the Empress Dowager because she is his mother

So, he can only hate her, hate this innocent woman.