She and Qi'er often discuss in private. They often say that midnight has no feelings.
But one day, she saw a man sitting in the corridor at midnight. His back is very depressed. It was the first time that Jingxian came to the mansion. He was lonely and afraid of being found out. He was careful to hide.
She didn't mean to peep into midnight's heart, but unconsciously met him and wanted to comfort him.
Later, she also noticed that his eyes often looked at herself. Even once, when performing a task for Bai ruotong, she was almost injured, but he appeared in time to block the risk for her. There was an anxious look in his eyes again.
Originally, this person is not a puppet.
At that time, such an idea suddenly appeared in her mind. It turns out that he also has feelings.
On that day, when he showed his sincerity to himself, she was very surprised, but she didn't think it was strange. She is not a little girl, she clearly know midnight to his like, also clearly know that he is little by little to attract his attention.
But... She didn't like him
In other words, she did not dare to like him.
Because she knew clearly in her heart that once she liked him, she would fall into endless abyss. She might never get out again. She may also... Fall into the guilt of midnight all her life.
Why is her fate... So miserable?
Why did god treat her like this?
What did she do wrong!
Orange choked and murmured: "I... I don't want to die..."
She doesn't want to die... She really doesn't want to die
But what can she do to save her life
"Orange..."
Midnight Zheng Zheng Zheng, he is the first time in orange mouth to hear such words.
"Midnight, I don't want to die..."
Orange bit her lip and whispered.
She was wrong. All along, she thought she was strong enough to face life and death calmly. But she was wrong. She didn't want to die... Even for a moment... She didn't want to die.
"Then live." Midnight took her hand and gently comforted her.
"But it's too difficult to live..." she choked and sighed heavily. "Midnight, it's too difficult to live... I don't know what I should do... Who can help me... Why does god treat me like this... Why do you treat me like this..."
She never complained about God's unfairness, at least at the beginning, she could survive the cruel king's war. But now, she was really afraid that she would die soon.
Because she has a new goal, she wants to accompany midnight, live
"Sorry..."
Midnight wiped away the tears from her eyes... Although I don't know why she suddenly cried, what he can do now is to comfort her.
"Midnight... I... I want to live... I want to live... Will you stay with me?"
She asked suddenly.
"I will!"
"Will you marry me? Shall we get married? Today
She said.
“……”
Midnight was stunned. He suspected that he had heard wrong. What did orange say just now? She's going to marry herself?
"Is what you say... True?" Asked midnight.
Orange nodded: "I want to marry you, I want to be your person. I want to... "
She wants to live and fight with fate again. Although she has failed, she doesn't want to be defeated by fate. She wants to try to fight.