Bai ruotong's heart tingled slightly.
She knew in her heart that Bai Shutang had blamed her for all the responsibilities. Although she was unwilling to admit it, Bai Shutang's words had a certain truth. If she didn't get involved with Lan Fu, the old lady would not have died.
At the thought of the old lady
Bai ruotong's heart can't help but ache.
She is worthy of everyone, but the only thing I'm sorry for is the old lady. The old lady treated her so well, so well, but she didn't protect the old lady after all, and let the old lady die unknowingly. Bai ruotong has a debt in his heart, like a thousand arrows pierce his heart.
She wanted to atone, but she didn't know how to do it.
"Father, if..." Bai Rutong swallowed and said, "if one day, you find that what you think is wrong, what will you do? If one day you find that your mother has not betrayed you, will you treat me as a real daughter? "
“……”
Bai Shutang's eyes shrank like an electric shock. His eyes shot at Bai Rutong. Bai ruotong sipped some dried lips and said, "in fact, even if you don't admit it in your heart, even if sometimes I don't want to admit it, I'm your daughter. This is an unchangeable fact. I also know that you hate me. Sometimes I hate you in my heart. I hate why you treat me and your mother like this.
Treat my brother like this. Why are you always indifferent to me since I was a child. But now I know. There is a knot in your heart. This knot has been entangled in your heart and cannot be easily untied.
If... "
Bai said, "if one day I will untie your knot, even if you can't treat me kindly, I hope you can treat Qingyu and Yihui kindly."
Although not willing to admit, but the family is unable to leave the existence. In the last generation, Bai ruotong almost gave up her family love, but when her father and mother died, she regretted why she was so ignorant, why she didn't accompany them well, and why she didn't do filial piety well.
“……”
Bai Shutang was speechless. He has used all kinds of sour words to hurt his little daughter, and he can't think of any way to hurt her. Moving his thin lips, Bai Shutang sighed heavily. Bai ruotong went to the table and pointed to the wine pot on the table: "in the future, you'd better eat less bars. This thing will hurt your body. If you have any anger in your heart, you can sprinkle it on me, but don't always hurt your body. "
"Don't you hate me?"
Bai Shutang couldn't help but ask, "you should hate me. If I die, can I help you and make you happy? Why don't you hate me or... "
"I hated it before, but now, it's more helpless." Bai ruotong smiles bitterly. She used to hate Bai Shutang. Only she understands that when Bai Chusheng replaced Bai Shutang as the Marquis of Bai Shutang, she was happy and even at ease. But now, when Bai Shutang is reduced to what it is now, she doesn't want to see it. "If she can, I really want to go back to five years ago, even if my father is against me again, you are also full of vitality, where you live so badly as you are now. "
Her words were intended to sting Bai Shutang. Their father and daughter can never talk well, each with their own hatred.