Bai ruotong sighed: "second aunt, are you kidding me with these words? Father really has feelings for his mother, doesn't he? "
"Why should I make fun of my mother again?"
Li said helplessly.
Bai ruotong rubs her eyebrows, and there is a mist in her eyes. She suddenly feels that she has been imagining herself for so many years. She always thinks that Bai Shutang doesn't like herself because he loves Xiaolan deeply. Although she doesn't want to admit it, when she looks at Bai Shutang's love for Bai Yinling, she doesn't know what it's like.
People, it seems, are not all bad. Maybe every different person has his own difficulties.
"Niang Niang, your mother is actually a very kind-hearted woman," Li said. "When I first came to the mansion, I was terrified, but your mother took good care of me. So, I'm really grateful to your mother. "
Therefore, when Zhang took the place of Da LAN, she was so hostile to Zhang. Everyone thought that she was just afraid of being abandoned by the master. She was unwilling to be a concubine forever.
But in fact, she was unwilling because she felt that Zhang was not fit to sit in this position.
Bai ruotong quietly listened to her talk about these past events, and a sense of sadness flashed in her heart.
"What about your mother? Has she never loved her father? "
Bai asked.
"I don't know if I've ever loved you, but what I know is that your mother will never betray the master," Li insisted. "There must be some misunderstanding. At the beginning, the old lady thought the same way, so the master hated the old lady at the beginning, so that when Li Niang came, he would have such a fierce quarrel with the old lady,
It's because of the anger in his heart all the time. "
"A father is like a child."
Bai ruotong shook his head and said softly.
"As you can see, Mr. Rutong, he is not really malicious," Li said. "Now, even if he is unwilling to have any more resentment, he just uses wine to vent, not to harm you.
At the beginning, he did harm to you once, and also to your mother, but I believe that the master actually regretted it. That's why he doesn't want to admit that your mother didn't betray him. "
If you admit it.
Bai Shutang can't forgive himself, he will fall into a deeper hell, so he won't admit it.
Bai ruotong can understand his feelings, but he can't agree with him.
"Second aunt, what's the purpose of talking to me about this?"
Bai asked her.
"Let me cheer up," Li's voice choked up. She couldn't help but burst into tears. "Ruotong, my Lord was not like this before. You can think of a way to let him go back to the past. If you can, you can think of a way, so... So I beg you, don't you?"
"I would like to, but I can't do it," Bai ruotong knew what Li was thinking, but she couldn't agree to this, "because my father always hated me, and my birth represented the death of his beloved woman. Just this, my father couldn't accept me.
I know your kindness, but I can't do it. "
She said.
Li choked, and the silk handkerchief in his hand wiped away the tears from the corner of his eyes: "I also know that you may refuse me... But... I'm also looking forward to it. Will you have a way..."