Zhang Jingyi was caught off guard by Xiao Qiang's sudden embrace. She felt that Xiao Qiang's strong chest was close to her. She blushed and her heart was pounding. Her delicate body felt numb and weak, and she lost her strength. Let alone push it away, even the idea of struggling and resisting didn't come out.
Xiao Qiang's right hand embraces Zhang Jingyi's slender waist, touches her delicate skin, and smells the faint fragrance. He almost can't hold his fancy. Fortunately, Zhang Jingyi's exclamation makes him wake up from his desire and release her delicate body. He coughs awkwardly and says, "Jingyi, thank you, I think I'm much more stable now. "
Being hugged by Xiao Qiang, Zhang Jingyi is shy and doesn't dare to say anything more. She touches her hot face and runs out of the room in a hurry.
Xiao Qiang shakes his head helplessly. He finds that he can't help but fall in love with Zhang Jingyi. Indeed, she is gentle, elegant, beautiful and full of charming femininity. After a long time of contact with such a perfect woman, which man will not be moved?
But now is not the time to worry. Xiao Qiang goes out of the room and comes to his mother's bedroom in Westinghouse. He hesitates when he raises his hand and finally knocks on the door.
"Mom, are you asleep? I want to talk to you. " Speaking of this, Xiao Qiang's eyes turned red at the thought that he was not Zhang Cuihua's own son. After all, he has been treating her as his own mother since he was sensible, but this kind of feeling is completely broken tonight. It's really painful
"Xiaoqiang, right? Come in. Come in. The door is unlocked. " Listen to come out, mother Zhang Cuihua's voice is still with obvious confusion, maybe she is not ready to explain how.
Xiao Qiang took a deep breath, pushed the door open and went in. When he saw his mother sitting beside the bed, her face full of guilt, he took the initiative to sit on the chair.
"Xiao Qiang... I..." Zhang Cuihua cried with a sense of guilt, and said, "in fact, I've always wanted to find a chance to talk to you about this. In the past, I was afraid that you were still under age, and I was afraid that it would strike you. But when you are 18 years old, I dare not tell you that I am afraid of losing your son. "
"Mom, can you tell me... What's going on?" Xiao Qiang said with red eyes and gritted his teeth, "why... I'm not your own? Did my dad... My dad have another woman before he married you? "
"No, your father loves me very much, and I love him very much. He has no other women. Don't get me wrong. In fact, he is not your own father." Zhang Cuihua reluctantly confided the truth, "to be exact, your father and I adopted you, and you have no blood relationship."
Xiao Qiang was shocked again. He didn't expect that even Xiao Wannian was not his own father! In other words, the Xiao family in Yong'an county has nothing to do with him!
At this moment, Xiao Qiang suddenly felt powerless to lose all his motivation. His parents were not his own relatives. Shouldn't he have been an abandoned orphan since he was a child? When he thought that his parents would abandon him after giving birth to him, his anger and resentment were gradually burning.
"Mom, do you know about my biological parents?" After hesitating for a long time, Xiao Qiang said sadly again, "I want to know who they are and why they should abandon the baby in the swaddling clothes so ruthlessly? What did I do wrong? "
"Xiao Qiang, you are not wrong, you are really not wrong... What is wrong is us, your parents, we adults, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you..." Zhang Cuihua wiped the tears, choked with sadness and said, "maybe this secret should be kept forever, so that there will be no trouble. But... But paper can't hold fire. Facts are facts. Even if I don't tell you, you will know sooner or later... "
"My own parents... Why did they abandon me? Mom, I'd like to ask you to tell me everything you know. I'm an adult. Don't worry. I'll keep calm and calm. I have control and self-control. " Xiao Qiang closed his eyes and murmured, "I want to know who I am, who my relatives are and why I should be abandoned."
"Ah..." Zhang Cuihua sighed, as if trying to recall the past bit by bit, straightened his mind, and then said, "I'm a rural girl, when your grandfather found me a job, that is to work as a cook for the canteen of the agricultural machinery factory in Hengtian town. I met your adoptive father Xiao Wannian in the canteen of an agricultural machinery factory. At that time, your adoptive father was just an ordinary educated youth going to the countryside. At that time, there were many educated youth from all over the world. Like him, they all responded to the call of the state to go to the countryside for production. Your adoptive father was upright and helpful. Once I met a problem in the canteen, and he kindly helped me solve it, Then we became good friends. At that time, your adoptive father also had a good relationship with Xiao Guofeng, an educated youth from Beijing. In that era of lack of material resources, spiritual emotion became our only sustenance. "
"In the years of agricultural machinery factory, your adoptive father and I gradually became lovers from knowing each other to loving each other. And your adoptive father's good brother also found a life partner. She was a city girl from Beihai City, named Liu Ailian. She was very beautiful and matched him very well. The four of us have established revolutionary friendship. We often drink and help each other. We are really good friends. " Zhang Cuihua said that, her eyes revealed the color of fascination, it can be seen that she missed those years very much.
Xiao Qiang listened silently. He didn't say a word. He wanted to hear the story completely.
"Time flies, and a few years have passed. Great changes have taken place in national policies, and the era of turbulence will soon come to an end. Most of the educated youth who go to the countryside are desperate to write applications and want to go back to their hometown or city. Xiao Guofeng, a good friend of your adoptive father, has also received a letter from Beijing, saying that his family has been wronged and his honor has been restored, asking him to go back to Beijing immediately. At that time, we learned that Xiao Guofeng was actually a child of a big family in Beijing. He was afraid of political persecution and involvement before he took refuge here. " Zhang Cuihua said that after taking a look at Xiao Qiang, she said, "but Liu Ailian, the Beihai girl who has fallen in love with him, is not so lucky. Her family has many children, and there are only two places for each family to return to the city. In order to give up to her brother and sister, she has no ability to go back. Originally, she was full of hope to take her to the capital through her lover, but who would have expected that Xiao Guofeng would never return. The letter was also mixed with the photos of her marriage, which shocked her and completely collapsed. "
Zhang Cuihua said that her fists could not help clenching and gritting her teeth. "At that time, after Xiao Guofeng went back, Liu Ailian found that she was not feeling well. She secretly went to see the doctor to know that she was pregnant. At that time, it was unforgivable for her to get pregnant before marriage, but she didn't care. She wanted to keep the crystal of her love with Xiao Guofeng and tell the secret when her beloved man came back to pick her up. But who would have expected that what she was waiting for was her lover's betrayal, a letter to break up. "
Xiao Qiang's originally cold face gradually rose a trace of ferocious color, he frowned and said, "Mom... Go on!"