Freewill had originally turned his head away, but when he realized that there was no movement from the other party, he found it a little strange. When he opened his eyes and met his pair of eyes that were as dark as the night, there was a faint trace of emotion in them.
“You… what’s wrong with you? ”
Freewill felt a little strange when he saw this expression of his
“Do you really hate me like this? ” He looked at her and frowned. “You’re starting to hate me, right? ”
“No, it’s not like that. ” Freewill did not know why he had suddenly misunderstood what she meant. She actually did not know what was going on either.
She was silent for a moment and suddenly did not know what to say.
Perhaps it was the experience of her childhood, or perhaps it was the result of her family environment. Freewill was actually sensitive and had low self-esteem, as well as a strong sense of insecurity.
All of this made her not dare to hope for many things.
Especially, Gu Yinshu.
Some things were like this. If you did not get it at the beginning, you would not feel anything. But if you really got it and lost it when you were at your happiest, that feeling was no different from the feeling of the sky falling down.
She had experienced this feeling before.
Because that feeling was too heart-wrenching. At that time, she thought that she would never be able to walk out of this period of despair. Later, she finally managed to get out.
People like her didn’t dare to try to love easily, no matter what kind of love it was.
“Yin Shu, drive. ”
The carefree voice drifted in the night. His eyes didn’t move. He stared at the side of her face, but she didn’t look at him again.
For the first time, the young Gu Yinshu tasted the feeling of being rejected.
“I’ll send you home. ”
“Okay. ”
Gu Yinshu started the car. Suddenly, he regretted confessing to her so quickly. She was obviously reluctant, although he did not know the reason.
The car was very quiet on the way. There was basically no sound.
It suddenly rained that night. When he saw the raindrops on the windshield, he was in a daze again. The rainy night seemed to be covered by a layer of faint fog.
Soon, they reached her home. He took his schoolbag and wanted to get out of the car.
Gu Yinshu wanted to reach out to hold her hand, but he felt that he would be resisted, so he pulled it back in the air.
“Yinshu, you go back first. ”
She seemed to pretend that nothing had happened and was still smiling and waving at her. This attitude seemed to encourage him again.
Maybe she was just not used to this relationship for a while.
He thought about how he had suddenly become indecisive. According to his usual character, he would try his best to woo her, whether she was willing or not.
Yes, a girl had to be wooed.
It seemed too easy to say that he wanted her to be his girlfriend without any expression.
Thinking of this, Gu Yinshu understood something.
“Suixin. ”
“Hmm? ”
Jiang Suixin trembled when he heard his deep voice, but he didn’t show it. He just looked at her. “Suixin, I will start chasing you. ”
“You… ”
“Don’t resist me. This is my first time chasing a girl. If there is anything wrong, I will try my best to correct it. Otherwise, there is nothing I can do. You have to bear with it. ”
Suixin:”…”
“Here, umbrella. ”
He held a big blue umbrella in his hand and blocked her head. “I’ll send you back, the kind that only counts when you’re at the door. ”
Freewill pursed his lips. In such a night, the heart was the most vulnerable moment.
“You… Gu Yinshu, if I refuse you, will you never be my friend again? ”