Chapter 86

That's right, he always felt that Su Yanrui was a different person after he left him, as if the Su Yanrui he knew in the past was an illusion at all. Gu Jingchen has never been able to figure out the reason for this matter, and has always wanted to find Su Yanrui to find out.

"You said the difference, what kind of difference is it?" Su Yanrui's eyes signaled Sister Min and others to leave, and after everyone had left, she asked Gu Jingchen, with a faint puzzlement in her eyes, Su Yanrui always felt that this person The words are very interesting.

"When you were in front of him, you looked like a woman, but in front of me, didn't you ever feel that you were too independent? You never relied on me."

Gu Jingchen lowered his head, looking a little irritated, and his eyes were even more irritated when he was talking to Su Yanrui. He always wanted to know the reason, whether he was not as good as Huo Ze, or because Su Yanrui never really loved himself from the beginning?

"Gu Jingchen, since you want to know, then I'll make you understand. I'll ask you carefully. Think about it. Have you ever given me such a chance in the past year? Back then, I accidentally fell into someone else's trap. , was taken away without consciousness, have you ever thought that the saddest and most angry person is not you, but me?"

Su Yanrui sneered, he still doesn't know what the reason is, it's okay, she told him today, and it will save someone from chasing and pestering her like this in the future.

"You think I did it on purpose, but if I really did it on purpose, I wouldn't be so humble in this year's marriage. I became what I am today because you forced me to become like this , do you think I don't want to rely on you, but have you ever given me a hint, or a chance, to tell me that you are my husband?"

They have been in love for a long time. So many years have passed, Su Yanrui has been thinking, if there was no such thing at the beginning, would their relationship really not have changed? Maybe there would be other reasons for Gu Jingchen without that incident One day it will be different, right?

"You..." Gu Jingchen had nothing to say when he was asked. He thought carefully about everything he had done. He knew that he had never given Su Yanrui a chance. It was also the first time he discovered that Su Yanrui's illness was not caused by his own imagination. It was so easy.

"Gu Jingchen, you have been using my love for you all these years, so you have turned a blind eye to me. When did you and Fang Lin start? I won't ask, but it doesn't mean you don't know."

She spoke for the last time, and what she said was what she had always wanted to say, but had no chance to say it. Su Yanrui thought, if she could do it all over again, she would choose not to know Gu Jingchen again. Without Gu Jingchen, maybe her life could be extremely ordinary , there won't be so many things that I can't bear.

"You always knew?" When Fang Lin was told, Gu Jingchen felt guilty for the first time. In the past, he thought Su Yanrui didn't know, but now that someone exposed him, he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart.

"I didn't know in the past, but when the two of you were playing together in Los Angeles, I seemed to suddenly understand something. I was just deceiving myself. If I had been sober, maybe we would have separated long ago."

Su Yanrui shook her head, she kept this matter in her heart all the time, and no one said anything about it, because she still hoped that one day Gu Jingchen could look back after seeing her performance.