The ninth dragon scale (III)

The last time I was held in my arms like this was a memory many years ago. The second of Qi Pan's rebirth, afraid of greed, left him alone early. She doesn't bother him, and she won't even call back, because she knows that she can't do some things by herself.

There are so many people in the world. The bone marrow bank can't find a match. But she can. Qi pan thinks it may be fate, but the timing of her appearance is wrong and her identity is wrong. Even if there is no blood relationship, my little uncle will never like her between men and women.

Qi pan of the first generation indulged in those beautiful love stories when she was a girl. She was just dreaming a dream that only she knew. After she was rejected by her little uncle, she would never read it again, whether it was a cartoon or a novel. In fact, no normal person would have that kind of mind for the children raised by herself. That's too strange.

So from the beginning, she couldn't get what she wanted. Qi pan knew this, so she never insisted. The pain was buried in her heart, and only she knew it. When she lived abroad, she didn't meet excellent men, but she knew very well that she couldn't love anyone except her little uncle. She lived very soberly, so she was also very painful.

Pain is not big or small, just like healthy people can't understand patients with depression. You see, the world is so big, the sky is so blue, the wind is so comfortable, the flowers are so fragrant, and the scenery is so beautiful. What's wrong?

But no matter how big the world is, how blue the sky is, how comfortable the wind is, how fragrant the flowers are, and how beautiful the scenery is?

Qi pan can't feel it.

She can't perceive other people's happiness, and others can't perceive her sadness. The more sober and rational she was, the more she felt that her life was full of loneliness. If she fights, she may not be able to win, but she doesn't want to be such a person.

Tang's arms were warm and cool at night. Qi pan curled up in his arms, but his hands were put in order and did not spread to any place that should not be touched. It is a blessing to meet such a person in such a place full of crises. Where there are no legal and moral constraints, it depends on the bottom line and principles in everyone's heart. Qi pan doesn't know where he is, where they all come from, and what the future will look like.

But she knew that this was her little uncle.

The human soul will not change.

"My name is Qi pan." She said in a low voice that although she was rescued by the sharp blade team, Qi pan didn't speak much. The soldiers were very silent and gentle. They knew that she was prone to post-traumatic effects after experiencing such things, so they never insisted. Their only goal was to capture the clown, take Qi pan out of the forest and send her home, I hope she can live a normal life - safe, healthy, disease-free and disaster-free. It's such a difficult thing.

Tang Dui didn't expect that she would tell him his name. He thought and said, "my name is Tang Shenbai."

"I know."

"Huh?"

Qi pan did not answer his question, but asked him, "are you married?"

Although her voice was small, she could not hide from the ears of other soldiers. The rainstorm on the vigil was close to them for fear of waking up other team members. He quietly turned around and told Qi pan in a small voice: "Hey, don't look at our Tang team for 30, we are still an older virgin, and we haven't even sent out our first love."

Then he immediately turned back and looked at his ears, nose, nose and heart, as if he hadn't burst the material just now.

That is to say, we should carry out the task now, otherwise there will be no discussion on the 100 kilometer load run. Tang team cleared his throat and said, "don't listen to his nonsense."

"Don't you have a girlfriend?" Qi pan raised her small face in his arms. Although she is now 16 or 17 years old, her appearance has not changed much. Perhaps it is because she has been cold hearted and restrained herself all her life. Qi pan always looks younger than her peers. She has never married, had children or been in love, and keeps a distance from everyone. My little uncle doesn't have a girlfriend and doesn't recognize her, so can she, maybe she can

Tang team was stabbed at the pain point and glared at the back of the rainstorm. He treated the girl in his arms more gently: "the work is too busy and dangerous. He doesn't want to harm people."

It's OK to involve others in fear. Once the identity is exposed, it is likely to attract retaliation. Tang team is handsome and tall. Of course, there are many people who like him, but he never thought of accepting anyone before retiring from the army. This is not only respect for others, but also respect for himself.

"I only have myself. I'm not afraid."

Tang Dui opened his mouth for a long time and didn't know what to say. In his opinion, it was just a little girl's beautiful fantasy of saving beauty by heroes. Real life was far crueler than she imagined. One of his former comrades in arms retired from the army and got married. He was recognized by the prisoners who had been arrested but escaped. The whole family was killed. The wife of the first instructor of his military academy chose to divorce and leave with her children because she couldn't stand such a day. Many comrades in arms died while performing their tasks - heroes are beautiful and love is romantic, But falling in love with a hero is not beautiful.

He shook his head. "You're still young."

"I'm not young." All her three lives add up to an old woman“ I'm not afraid of death. "

The last four words are childish. It's like a child trying to prove himself in front of adults, so he deliberately said some cool words. Tang team naturally doesn't believe it. He pulled up his camouflage coat and covered Qi pan. His tone was gentle. It was completely two extremes with the treatment of the team members. It was as warm as spring“ What do you say you can't die at a young age? I'll send you home safely. When you get out of this forest, you will know how rash these words you said today. "“ Don't make promises to others, little girl. " Qi pan was annoyed by his tone, lowered his head and bit him on the shoulder. As a result, he was covered with hard muscles, but Qi pan bit his teeth. No wonder they thought she was a kidnapped girl. Even Qi pan was surprised by her delicate skin and flesh“ Come on, go to sleep. There's not much time. " Qi pan was pressed on her head by a strong hand. She breathed a familiar and warm breath. She was reluctant to sleep anyway. Even if there was a cry of wild animals nearby, she didn't feel afraid at all. This must not be a dream. If it is a dream, she wants to stay here forever. No matter how dangerous it is. Later, Qi pan still fell asleep. I don't know when she fell asleep. When she woke up, she was already lying on the back of team Tang. He ran in the jungle with her on his back. He was very fast. Qi pan hugged his neck. Before he made a sound, he saw him motioning the other team members to stop and asked her, "are you awake? Let's have a rest. " Qi Pan's legs were a little sore. She took the mushy compressed biscuits handed over by the Tang team and bit her lip: "don't accommodate me. Put me here. You can come back to pick me up after you catch someone." Or it doesn't matter if you leave me. She's really not afraid of death“ How can that work? " The player code named thunder said, "we are soldiers. How can we leave you alone? Don't worry, team Tang is the strongest. It doesn't matter if he runs behind your back for three days and nights without gasping or drinking water. " It's OK to keep drinking water. It's too much not to breathe for three days and three nights. Hey“ Food won't stop you. " The wind shoved a biscuit into the thunder's mouth“ The forest is too big. Even if you keep running, you have to go out for six or seven days, not to mention the clown with so many people. We have a tracker. We're not afraid to lose it. " Yes, today is Qipan, but anyone would not leave her because they are soldiers. After a quick rest, Qi pan was carried by the Tang team again. His back is broad and warm. Qi pan closes his eyes and listens to the wind whistling by his ears. If this is not a dream, she unexpectedly hopes that the forest is boundless and will never end. When she tossed and turned alone, Qi pan always thought that at this moment he was very happy, rested well, ate well, worked very smoothly and had a harmonious family. Qi pan felt a lot comfortable. If he's fine, she's fine. Now she doesn't even want to explore what's going on, what the world is like, how she's here, and what's going on with this body. She doesn't want to explore or know the answer. She just wants to spend more time with him. She's not greedy. She won't rob things that don't belong to her, and she won't do anything he thinks is wrong. He taught her, she remembers“ Wait, wait! "“ What's the matter? " Hearing Qi Pan's call to stop, the other team members also stopped, and the big, small and five pairs of eyes looked at her. Tang team said that the sharp blade team actually had more than five people, but they tracked down here and removed the injured sacrificial comrades, leaving only five of them“ The purple fruit is edible. " Qi pan pointed to a string of small fruits on the branch not far away“ You'll feel full. You don't have much food. You can't waste it on me. " Because they can't make a fire, they rarely catch animals. This forest is mysterious and strange, and many things can't be understood by common sense. Tang team approached with Qi pan on its back. Qi pan reached out and grabbed one, wiped it on his broken skirt, put it in his mouth and bit it. Tang team couldn't stop it, so he saw that she had eaten it in two“ It's really edible. I won't lie to you. " In addition to her work, Qi Pan's favorite in her second life is to walk around with the investigation team. She has experienced famous mountains and rivers and seen the sea and plateau, but what she wants to stop most is always beside him. Since she can't get close, she wants to do more to make herself happier. Qi Pan's ability to survive in the wild is very strong. In order to have self-protection ability, she even studied martial arts. However, her body is weak and she can't adapt up to now. This novel has been translated by www.novelhall.com and if you are reading this somewhere, they have stolen our translation.