Chapter 379

Thirty third dragon scale (I)

Zhu Wan woke up from hysteria and smelled the smell of food decay - this was the 27th day she lived alone. She slept for a long time, and now she finally woke up.

Zhu Wan got up from the ground and looked around. The ground was full of garbage of food and all kinds of other sundries. The instant noodles bowl was moldy on the table. In such hot weather, no food could be kept intact.

When she went to the bathroom, the mirror was mottled, reflecting a very haggard, pale and sick face. Zhu Wan couldn't recognize who the person in the mirror was. She felt that she was crazy and sober. It seemed that she wanted to collapse and shout one second, and swallowed all her grievances the next.

She was a complete failure.

Zhu Wan began to clean up slowly. She first sorted the garbage and packed several large garbage bags, and then dragged it downstairs to throw it away. She lives on the fifth floor, which is also the highest floor. There is no elevator. The reason why she lives on the fifth floor is because the rent on the fifth floor is the cheapest. Zhu Wan has lived here for several years. After throwing away the garbage, she returned to the house, cleaned the ground again, began to mop it with a mop, wiped it on the ground, wiped it clean, and then cleaned it with a dry mop.

All the pots and pans were washed again. The dirty screen windows and curtains, as well as the sheets and quilt covers that had not been changed for a long time, were removed for cleaning. It took Zhu Wan a whole day. Finally, she took off her clothes with sweat, odor and other peculiar smell, opened the old shower head, poured cold water on her head, and Zhu Wan finally felt alive in the hot weather.

She took a bath, dried her hair and sat at the table in the bedroom. On the table were inferior and cheap pink headflowers that little girls would like, and iron tanks that little boys like. They were all bought by Zhu Wan from the stall. They were not worth money, but they were all she could take out.

Zhu Wan is crazy.

They all say that about her.

Unreasonable, hysterical, sick. This is what they gave Zhu Wan a qualitative term. She was a crazy and unreasonable crazy woman, so she lost everything in the end.

Zhu Wan looked at herself in the mirror. The man had the most bleak and empty eyes in the world. There was no burning soul inside. It seemed that a thin layer of medicine covered her eyes, making her pupils show a kind of gray white. It looks more like the eyes of a dead man. Zhu Wan touched his heart and felt a heartbeat; Try your nose and breathe; She felt her pulse again. It would beat.

She really survived.

From a rotten corpse.

What should I do on the first day of resurrection? Zhu Wan cleaned the house, took a bath, changed his clean clothes, and sat in front of the dresser without closing his eyes all night. By dawn the next day, she looked more like a living person.

Her more than 1000 yuan domestic mobile phone hasn't been charged for a long time. Zhu Wan can't use it. It took a long time to find the charger. As soon as it was turned on, a lot of news and calls poured out. She looked at it in a daze. Her slender fingers groped a little. There were pictures of the children in the dialog box. The little girl in a princess dress held hands with the little boy in a small suit. She was clever and beautiful.

——Mom, Dad took me and my sister to the amusement park today, but I think it would be nice if my mother were there.

——Mom, grandma said you were ill. Are you well? If so, can you take me and my brother home? We miss you so much!

——Mom, mom, do you think my skirt is beautiful today!

——Mom, I went to the museum. I want to be a scientist in the future!

……

I wish Wan tears like rain.

The children are still young, most of them are voiced, creamy, and sometimes they can't speak clearly. Zhu Wan shed tears and couldn't help laughing. Her dried up heart finally got a little redemption. She touched the brothers and sisters in the photo and sent a message to them in her blurred vision: Mom missed you too.

Almost immediately, the children called. Zhu Wan picked it up with her mouth open, but she didn't know how to speak - she didn't speak for too long. She was a little rusty. The children's joyful and innocent voices surrounded her ears, and she listened quietly without interruption. She didn't change until half an hour later, the excited children refused to hang up.

It was the person Zhu Wan loved deeply, but at the moment his voice was cold and didn't have much emotion. "I'll take the children over this weekend. I hope you pack up and don't scare them. I'll take them to breakfast first."

Zhu Wan gave a sound and hung up over there. She put down her cell phone and turned to look out of the window - where the sun rose high and shone on all the filthy souls.

Today is Thursday. In two days, the children will be back.

Zhu Wan looked for her passbook and checked all her savings. She used to work in an ordinary private primary school. Her salary was neither high nor low, but it was hard to support herself and her two children, so she didn't save any money. In addition, some time ago, her mental state was very poor and she couldn't be competent for teaching. The school dismissed her. In other words, Zhu Wan doesn't have any source of income now.

What does she compare with the children's father? He can provide a better life for the children. It is said that he has a stable girlfriend and can give the children a more stable and happy family, instead of... Following a woman who doesn't know when she will go crazy.

Zhu Wan began to look for jobs online. She screened several companies that needed long-term and stable recruitment. Her current situation was not suitable for continuing to engage in the education industry, so Zhu Wan set her eyes on a coffee shop that only needed half a day. She had a high degree of education and was not old. She could meet people after cleaning up. She soon received a call from her boss, Zhu Wan changed into clothes suitable for going out and combed her hair.

The boss is a middle-aged man with a gentle attitude. Zhu Wan works from 3:00 p.m. to 9:00 p.m. and pays the salary by hour, 20 yuan an hour, and the tip is extra. At this time when she needs to make money, Zhu Wan doesn't care what work it is, but she asks to take five days off and two days off. The boss thinks about it and agrees to her.

In this way, Zhu Wan waited until the weekend.

She was nervous and uneasy. She bought the dishes early and waited early in the morning. There was a knock at the door at 10 o'clock in the morning. Zhu Wan immediately ran to open the door and looked down and saw a pair of children standing at the door.

"Mom!"

Zhu Wan squatted down and hugged them tightly. The smell of milk and candy on the child was so clear that Zhu Wan never really realized that she was alive. She kissed the children's faces, "who sent you?"

"From dad."

But he didn't come up. Zhu Wan could understand that they should avoid suspicion. After all, they had nothing to do with each other except children. So she didn't feel sad, just took the children's hands into the house and gently brought them to the door.

Zhu Wan noticed that the children wore a collar on their wrists. She knew what it was for - to prevent her from going crazy, frightening the children or hurting them. In that case, the children's father would appear immediately and take them away.

No.

Never again.

Zhu Wan would rather die than make the children sad.

"Toto? Why don't you come? "

Zhu Wan was a little afraid when she asked this sentence. She saw the joy of the children, but she was also afraid that she would leave them a serious psychological shadow, especially the precocious toto. He was a very smart child.

Sister Mo Mo is silly, white and sweet. She has been separated for nearly a month. She has forgotten her terrible and frightening mother and just wants to roll in her mother's arms.

Toto came slowly and grabbed Zhu Wan's finger. Zhu Wan's eyes were sour. She slowly led the children to sit down in the chair and brought out the small cake she got up early in the morning to bake.

"Wow, it's a cake! Thank you, mom! "

Zhu Wan kissed Mo Mo's little face, and the little girl smiled foolishly. At this time, Toto coughed twice, attracted Zhu Wan's attention, pretended not to care, and showed one side of her little face without asking her to kiss, but the hint was strong. Zhu Wan smiled and kissed his tender face. Tuotuo wiped his face with a fake mold and said, "mom is so childish and kisses."

"My brother doesn't like being kissed." Mo Mo shook her two little feet. She also wore a beautiful princess skirt and a diamond crown on her head today. She looked like a real little princess“ Aunt fan wants to kiss her brother, but my brother doesn't want it. "

Zhu Wan didn't ask Mo Mo who aunt fan was. It had nothing to do with her, and she didn't care. She just wants to see her children more and accompany her children more in this stolen time. In addition, Zhu Wan asks for nothing. What justice, what love, what truth, what humiliation, it is too insignificant compared with children.

Zhu Wan almost wants to give them the best he can have and compensate them. She has now understood that the role of "mother" is not irreplaceable. If children can have a new and beautiful future, she should be happy and let go, rather than selfishly leaving them around.

So at the appointed time, she will send them away.

Toto stood at the door and suddenly asked, "doesn't mom want me and my sister?"

"How?" Zhu Wan squatted down gently to look at him. Her son's big black grape eyes broke her heart“ Mom loves you, and this love will never change. But mom did a lot of things badly before, which scared you. Mom also needs time to correct it. Will you follow your father and wait for your mother for a while? "

Toto was precocious. He listened, nodded slowly, took his sister's little hand and walked out calmly.

Zhu Wan only sent them to the first floor and watched the two babies go out. The car stopped in front of the building. She didn't need to go there.

She turned slowly, her eyes gray.

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