46th dragon scale (7)

"But I didn't expect you to be so good at housework. I thought you were the kind of young master who didn't touch the spring water."

Looking at the smart little face in front of him, Bei jins slowly put down his hand covering his ears and looked calm: "I'm not a young master."

Linglong looked at his calming face and tilted her head: "hmm?"

Beckins didn't say much. He wasn't the kind of person who was good at words, and he wasn't used to analyzing himself to others. So although Linglong's eyes were full of curiosity, he didn't tell her about his family.

In fact, he envies her very much. He has a pair of parents who love her and have a good relationship, which is different from him.

Seeing that Beijin Si didn't say much, Linglong tooted her mouth and couldn't help poking him. Her fingers were soft and had little strength. Beijin Si looked down and let her poke without getting angry with her. When Linglong poked and poked himself, he automatically stopped.

While they were talking, they crossed the road. Basically, they were all Linglong talking. Beijin listened quietly and occasionally responded to one or two sentences. Although he doesn't like to talk, he is very polite. He listens carefully to his exquisite words without perfunctory meaning. When several carts drove slowly past, Linglong saw Qi Heng leaning on the electric pole with a cigarette in his mouth.

I haven't seen him for a long time. After she was transferred from class 13 to class 1, she could count the times she met Qi Heng with five fingers. Qi Heng is not a master who likes to come to school. It's the first time for him to bump into each other like this.

She pretended not to know Qi Heng and ignored him and walked towards the school. However, Qi Heng was not a person who could be ignored. He stretched out a leg and stopped her. Bei jins pulled Linglong in time, or she would trip over.

Linglong glanced at Beijin Si. He didn't understand the meaning of this look. It seemed that he was a little resentful. Did he do anything to make her unhappy?

Linglong was ready to step on it. As a result, Bei Jinsi opened it. It was cheap for Qi Heng!

"Long time no see, little deskmate."

"I'm not your deskmate."

"Well, yes." For the first time, Qi Heng didn't refute Linglong's words, but smiled, "this is your new deskmate next to you."

He vomited a smoke ring. Coupled with the heat when he spoke, Linglong couldn't see his expression clearly. Beijins stretched out his hand and pulled her sleeve in front of her. Qi Heng, not to mention his sophomore year in senior high school, is that no one in the whole school doesn't know him. His family has money, a wild temper, countless girlfriends, and his term of office is no more than one month. Beckins felt that Linglong was not suitable to make friends with such people.

He is not biased against Qi Heng, but sincerely believes that Qi Heng will destroy Linglong. When he was a freshman in senior high school, he accidentally ran into Qi Heng hugging a girl on the playground. Later, not long after that, the girl dropped out of school. Bei jins didn't think it was all the girl's fault. Qi Heng's contempt and disrespect for the girl was very obvious.

And Linglong is very beautiful.

"Oh, what's the matter? I didn't do anything. You just hid behind others?" Qi Heng looked at Linglong's small appearance and suddenly felt interesting. "Didn't he run on me in the class before, and didn't even eat the sugar I gave? Am I a monster? Don't even want to talk to me? "

Linglong poked out a small furry head from behind Beijin Si, "I'm not afraid of you, I don't like you."

Qi Heng's hand instantly clenched into a fist, and the smile on his face became very ugly, "ah, yeah."

"Yes."

Her answer was also very reasonable. Qi Heng looked at her more strange and deep. Linglong felt something wrong. Her nose twitched slightly and a touch of surprise flashed in her eyes. Qi Heng inhaled the cigarette in hand and vomited the old elder's long eye, "Linglong, I have something to tell you."

"But I have nothing to tell you."

Her refusal attitude was quite obvious. Qi Heng had been angry in the past. Who dares to talk to him with such an attitude? But he couldn't get angry with Linglong. He even felt out of the way when he looked at Beijin Si. This guy who didn't know how deep the fetters were between them, why did he stand between them and keep him away?

"If you won't tell me, I'll go to your parents."

Darling, this is too shameless. Linglong stared: "are you reasonable?"

"If you don't speak, you will run away with others."

Qi Heng looked at Bei Jinsi with a little hostility, which was puzzling, because no matter from which point of view, Linglong's relationship with him was not so good that the tone could be so natural and intimate. Linglong stayed in class 13 for two weeks. During this period, Qi Heng teased her desperately, but there was no result, and she didn't ignore him, But it is absolutely impossible for Qi Heng to go further. Then she transferred to class 1. He didn't come to school for a long time, and he didn't meet for a long time. Linglong and Beijin are more familiar than him.

Bei Jinsi frowned and felt that Qi Heng's words were easy to be misunderstood. He wanted to take Linglong away, but Linglong didn't mean to leave. He whispered, "the bell is about to ring."

"Exquisite!"

Qi Heng called her, "I really have something to tell you. It's very important. I've always wanted to tell you!"

Linglong's expression became playful. She said to beckins, "go first. If I'm late, remember to ask the teacher for leave."

According to Beijin Si's character of never being late and leaving early, Linglong said he should go, but to Linglong's expectation, Beijin Si didn't go, but looked at Qi Heng and looked at her. It seemed that Linglong had a strong will to talk to Qi Heng, so he took the initiative to give way: "don't say it here, uncle and aunt will see it."

Qi Heng threw the cigarette butts on the ground at random and ran them over with the sole of his shoes. Beckins frowned more tightly, took out a paper towel, picked up the cigarette butts and threw them into the trash can.

The three entered the school together. Linglong and Qi Heng walked to the small corridor on the left, because the bell was about to ring. There were no people in the small corridor and it was very quiet. Bei Jinsi is standing in front of the billboard of the main teaching building. He wants to wait for Linglong to go back to the classroom and give her to a person like Qi Heng. He is really very worried.

"Linglong..."

Qi Heng called her name. It was clear that there were thousands of words, but he didn't know where to start. Only the uneasy guilt and the joy that could be made up for the rest of his life were left in his heart. But as soon as he started, he saw Linglong, who had been very sweet before, show him a slightly evil smile: "you are very lucky. There are countless people who regret grievances in this world, but you got this chance."

Qi Heng was stunned immediately. He felt that she had something to say, but he didn't dare to confirm it until Linglong continued, "it's a pity that you're late."

"No, why is it late?!" He subconsciously denied, "I was ill some time ago, so I didn't come to school. Are you okay? Are you like me, like me... "

He didn't dare to say those two words, but he subconsciously thought that Linglong was the same as himself. Otherwise, why did she go from class 13 to class 1 and avoid him like snakes and scorpions? It wasn't like this before. They used to be very close. They were so close

"I'm different from you." Linglong Shi ran sat down on the railing of the small corridor, rolled a small lock of hair around his fingertips, with a malicious smile on his face, "can't you even remember what the girl you like looks like and what her name is? It doesn't matter. Let me help you. "

Bei Jinsi always paid attention to the situation on the other side of the small corridor. He saw Linglong reach out and click between Qi Heng's forehead. His action was very intimate. He felt uncomfortable at the bottom of his heart. Don't look at it and don't want to see it again. He just hoped that she could make it clear to Qi Heng quickly, so that she could go back to the classroom with herself. The class bell had been rang, so he shouldn't disobey the school rules.

The thin white finger nodded between his forehead. Qi Heng didn't know what was going on, and his mind was in a sharp pain! He hugged his head uncontrollably. He squatted down and knew the sea as if it had been torn. The pain made him tremble and almost have no strength. Finally, he fell to the ground!

Countless strange and familiar memories pass by... No, no, his exquisite -- no, the girl he likes is not Linglong, her name is Miao Miao, and she is not as beautiful as Linglong, but in his opinion, she is the most beautiful girl in the world. Many bad things happened between them... And finally came to such an end. He spent the rest of his life in self loathing and self enlightenment. He was alone. He had nothing and even died alone.

I don't know how long later, Qi Heng looked up blankly. He still sat on the ground and didn't get up. He asked, "where's Miao Miao?"? Where is Miao Miao? "

Linglong told him cruelly, "she doesn't exist."

"Don't exist... What do you mean?"

Qi Heng murmured. Tears fell down like broken beads. The body was very young, but his heart was too old to bear any blow. After Linglong turned away, he had some strange dreams day and night. In the dream, there was another world and another himself. He woke up and knew it was a dream, but everything was real as if it had happened. He felt the pain and joy like that. Qi Heng was seriously ill and much thinner. The first thing he did when he woke up was to run back to school, Go to see the person he has been guilty of all his life and missed all his life.

But this man is gone.

"Nonexistence means that no one in this world remembers her or knows her existence except you." Linglong reasoned with Qi Heng slowly, "she felt that living was boring, so she was willing to sacrifice her soul to me and become my nutrient, so I replaced her. Do you understand? There is no Miao Miao in the world. She is mine and her parents are mine. I have eaten her. "

Qi Heng shook his head: "no, it's impossible. I don't believe it. Don't say these ridiculous words to deceive me. I don't believe it..."

"Why don't you believe it? What did I cheat you to do? Did she disappear completely? No one remembers her name, no one remembers her face, she is me, I am her. " Linglong mocked, "even if you tell others, who will believe you? What's more, who made her willing to sacrifice herself as my food? "

Hearing the speech, Qi Heng's face was pale and his eyes were in despair!

Yeah, who is it?

It's... Him.

"I was going to eat you, too." Linglong said with regret, "now that you have a chance to do it again, I'll eat you like this. It seems very uneconomical. You'll live like your last life every day for the rest of your life."

She smiled at the moment, just different from her usual image, but Qi Heng had no spare power to be surprised. He just murmured Miao Miao's name, as if he was afraid of forgetting it. He read it over and over again. Linglong pitied and said, "don't struggle, you will soon forget her. I can make you remember it and make you forget it completely."

Qi Heng didn't reply. He just cried and read Miao Miao. Linglong thought that human beings really like to regret.

But there is no regret medicine in this world. Even if there is, it needs its own soul as the price.

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Miao Miao met Qi Heng on the first day when he transferred to class 13, grade 2 of No. 1 middle school. She is introverted and shy, not good enough. She wears cheap and inferior pink cotton clothes and wears a braid. She is obviously rustic, but when she smiles at everyone, she is so beautiful and lovely.

Qi Heng fell in love at a glance.

However, he didn't take her seriously. All his contacts have always been sexy, charming and open girls. Which one is as conservative and introverted as Miao Miao? Earth can't. He thinks she's cute, but that's all.

But when Wang Shanshan's small group with eyes on her head laughed at her as a hick steamed stuffed bun, Qi Heng couldn't help but help her looking at the tears in her eyes and the white hands. Her grateful eyes made him float.

But she was very shy. He deliberately touched her. She hid away like the frightened little rabbit. Qi Heng thought she was fun and didn't want to spoil her. She was different from those girls who could afford to play.

Just... He underestimated his young frivolous self.

I don't know why, Miao Miao, who has entered the top 20 of the grade in the monthly test, didn't go to class 1, but stayed in class 13, even if class 13 always bullied her Wang Shanshan. She can't dress up and has a stupid mouth. If she says a word, her face will be red. The teachers ask her to answer questions. She is always quiet and shy. Others say she is petty, but Qi Heng thinks she is particularly likable.

He didn't want to do anything to her until he had a drink with someone. Others said that the little village girl in their class was difficult to get started. He opened his mouth and said he could take her down in a month - he shouldn't have said that. Really, every day for the rest of his life, he regretted that night, which was the beginning of ruining her life.

Qi Heng didn't want to tease her before. The little girl looked at him and blushed with shame. When he deliberately teased, Miao Miao had no power to parry. She always wants to take him to study, make up lessons for him, let him listen well and be a good student. It's annoying to talk too much. Qi Heng doesn't want to go to school. Their family has plenty of money and go abroad directly after high school. Where can such a small bag understand?

However, he hasn't got it yet. He has good face and won't turn over of course.

He knows Miao Miao likes him, but she likes him and is very conservative. Cheerleaders are the limit. It's impossible to kiss her or go further. Her family is very difficult. Qi Heng knows that he takes her to buy new clothes and gives her money, but she always doesn't want it. She would rather send leaflets and pick up soda bottles on holidays than ask for his money. She was so serious and hard-working that even with people like him, her grade ranking was rising steadily and never falling.

Until

Until the night of his birthday, he couldn't help but press her under him.

Miao Miao cried for a long time. She didn't dare to go home. Qi Heng hugged her and coaxed her. He had an unspeakable sense of satisfaction in the bottom of his heart. He had contacted many girls and had no respect for them. Miao Miao was the only girl who made him feel different.

But just then, his group of friends burst in with their mobile phones, shouting surprise and congratulating him on his success in the bet. They were willing to admit defeat.

They are all dandies. Who doesn't know who.

But Miao Miao doesn't know.

She held the sheet and showed her smooth shoulders. There were traces left by Qi Heng. She was naked, scared and flustered. She only trusted him.

But Qi Heng, who was cold, thin and heartless at that time, was just stunned. He laughed together and told Miao Miao jokingly that he only "liked" her by betting with others. They were all fake, but he was willing to compensate to see whether she wanted money or something else.

Miao Miao cried.

She cried so much that Qi Heng was shocked.

Then, he hadn't seen her for a long time, which made Qi Heng upset. He began to report to school on time every day, but Miao Miao missed several monthly exams. When she came back to school, the whole person was only a handful of bones, as if a gust of wind was blowing gently and was about to float away. His face was pale, as if he was seriously ill.

Qi Heng has a feeling that Miao Miao is not good.

She couldn't see him in her eyes. She read and wrote questions there every day. She worked very hard. Her falling grades soon caught up and she could change her class soon.

Then... Someone hung the sheets with her virgin blood that night in the school bulletin board and pasted photos. Qi Heng in the photo was mosaic, and no one dared to provoke him, but Miao Miao, as we all know, was played by him.

Miao Miao stood in front of the billboard for a long time. She was not very sad. When she returned to the classroom, she was ridiculed by Wang Shanshan. They spread the photos of that night with their mobile phones, saying that she was cheap, that she was coquettish, and that she did not love herself.

But no one said Qi Heng. Even if everyone knows that man is Qi Heng, no one dares to say a word about him. They all thought he was tired of her, so they all wanted to step on her to make him happy.

But Qi Heng was not happy at all.

Miaomiao's life at school is becoming more and more difficult. Many boys will harass her in private. Qi Heng bumped her once. He beat the man to pieces. Because it's too serious, the school can't protect him. He can only call his parents. His father is very angry, but he won't say anything about him, because he grew up so spoiled by thousands as long as he wants, He can do whatever he wants - that's what his family transmitted to him.

Although he was locked up at home for reflection, Qi Heng was still very concerned about the trend of the school. When he saw that someone posted Miao Miao's abortion payment bill, he finally understood why Miao Miao didn't come to school for several months and became so thin.

He scolded his father, and finally left home and went straight to school with the successful help of his grandparents and mothers.

That day is Monday. The school will hold a flag raising ceremony. He didn't know what he should do, but he felt that he should be around Miao Miao.

When he arrived at the school, he only saw Miao Miao jumping down on the sixth floor above the red flag.

……

You say, how can there be so much blood in a person's body?

Qi Heng, the bully of the day, watched his favorite girl jump down from the sixth floor like crazy that morning. The last sentence she left to the world was to Miao's parents: I'm sorry.

They failed to live up to their expectations and turned themselves into something that they could not save themselves.

Miao's mother is a mute. She can't cry. Miao's father fell off the wheelchair with his broken leg and held his poor daughter in his arms. He didn't blame others. He just muttered that dad was wrong. Dad shouldn't always make you sensible.

That's the cruelest word in the world.

Like bravery, because there is no one to trust, we must be brave and sensible. She hid all her sadness in her heart until she drove herself to the edge of madness - she was only seventeen!

At the age of 17, others laugh and scold, use computers and mobile phones, go shopping and travel, and Miao Miao stays at the age of 17 forever.

She jumped from a building in front of all the teachers and students in the school, as if to prove herself by death: you see, I'm not a bad girl.

She's not a bad girl.

She is the best and most lovely girl in the world.

Qi Heng went to Miao Miao's funeral in a muddle headed way. Miao's parents didn't stop him or ask him who he was. Miao Miao died and was going to be buried in the village's ancestral grave. They didn't want to treat any more. They just wanted to go back to that small village. Maybe they were poor and suffering, but the family was happy and no one lost anyone.

Qi Heng begged Miao's father to go to the hospital with him. Miao's father waved his hand. Miao died. He was dozens of years old and looked like a dying old man. Miao's mother doesn't love cleanliness so much. She eats some food when she remembers. If she can't remember, she sits like that and waits at the door, as if her daughter would come back from school with her schoolbag on her back. She has a bad memory. Sometimes she steps out of the door and forgets what she's going to do the next second. She thinks she should cook for Miao Miao.

In this way, when Miaomiao's first seven, it is rumored in the countryside that the dead will return to the Yangshi on the first seven. Miaomiao's father shouted Miaomiao's name, hugged Miaomiao's mother, and the couple leaned their heads together and laughed.

All right, Miao Miao is home.

They can go together.