Chapter 81

Is there no safe place anywhere in the world? (16) – unedited

The result of yelling at Merson and pushing him away, being convinced that it was all right, was that I almost got raped after getting rape-drugged instead of the Saint.

It was very common to experience unpleasant sexual harassment if you were born as a woman in the Republic of Korea, but it was the first time that four large men, who I was unable to do anything to them by force, attempted to gang rape me. I never thought that such a terrible thing could ever happen. Fear engulfed my body.

Besides, I just grabbed Merson’s penis and masturbated like crazy. I am so pathetic that tears come to my eyes.

What made me feel even more miserable was that I was still spilling liquid between my legs as if the medicine’s effect had not gone down.

“It’s okay, Erina.”

“Huu… What is, okay?! Kuuh. You killed someone for me.”

I don’t know how they died, but I didn’t say this out of pity for the lives of those who failed to fulfill their duties. It was just so heartbreaking that today’s event became the first murder for Merson, who lost his memory.

Just as I felt goosebumps on my body when I smelled the strong scent of blood, Merson must have been frightened and flustered… I’m sorry I made him undergo such an experience.

Merson’s hand touched my face, which was running with tears. Stroking my cheeks, rubbing my eyes with his thumb, and wiping the runny nose that flowed together with tears.

“Runny nose, dirty. uwaaah!”

“It’s not.”

I wrapped my arms around his broad, straight back and started crying out loud. Like a child.

“I was scared, I was really, waaah, scared! My face got hit too. Huhu.”

“I’m sorry, Erina.”

“Why are you sorry?! I don’t want you to apologize. Huhuu, why do you keep making me the bad guy!”

“I’m sorry about that too.”

“Don’t apologize— huwaaa!”

My one arm gripped Merson tightly, and with the other I pounded his bare shoulder. Because he keeps comforting me, when he says it’s okay, the more tears come out, the sadder I get, and the more I want to whine.

“That’s right, you. Huhuu. Are you going, to keep, ignoring me,?”

“It was hard for me too.”

“Then why, did you do it, you bad kid!”

“I was bad.”

“This demon-like bastard… Huhuuu. Khuu. Just do that one more time. Seriously, I won’t let you go for the rest of your life and live with me!”

“It’s what I was hoping for.”

What is he saying now?! After I was groaning and spitting out words for nothing, my gloomy heart gradually turned into a refreshing summer light. The crying stopped and Merson, who had been listening the whole time, gently stroked my hair.

Perhaps because of that, my unstable breathing returned as soft as sleeping. My head cleared as if the old congestion had been washed away.

Merson released my arms, lifted my upper body, and pressed his lips tightly against my lips.

“Then do you want to continue what you did before?”

Merson’s words tickled my lips. Giving me goosebumps in the back of the neck because of his sensual bass. My body, which had already heated up for a long time, was perfectly ready to accept him.

“Oh, you didn’t even put it in before.”

“Does Erina know what kind of expression you had when you asked me to put it in?”

“… how… How would I know?”

It’s not like I can fluidly move, and I don’t have a mirror in front of me.

Merson moved his tongue out, tucking the hair over my cheek, and stopped at his sensitive ears.

“It was like saying, ‘Please stop me.’”

There was sadness and sorrow in his voice. Yes, that’s how I looked when I was trembling in fear and struggling with this excitement that I couldn’t control with my reason.

I said while stroking Merson’s head, which was whispering ticklish in my ear.

“Not anymore. I really want you, Merson.”

“…….”

“Put it in, quickly.”

The eyelids covering the red eyes blinked for a moment, and when he opened them again, it seemed that there was something new inside. It was the eyes of a man surrounded by lust.

“Ha-ang!”

His fingers slipped inside me. Merson moved his hand so fast that a squishing sound could be heard.

My body was already filled with excitement, so I thought I would reach my climax again with just his fingers, so I hurriedly raised my upper body and grabbed his forearm.

“Not your hands…….”

“The mouth?”

“Ah-ack! Wa… Aht, Merson!”

A smooth tongue licked the opening and then rushed into it.

“Erina, the water is pouring out.”

“Hu-uhng… Uhk, Ahnng!”

Sluurp.

Merson opened his mouth wide and swallowed my secret place in one go, the sucking rang loudly. He pulled out his tongue as if it had been coated with honey, and licked my clitoris then chewed it without pain.

I grabbed Merson’s black hair, trembled and pushed his forehead away.

“Ha-aht, Haa… I, I almost came.”

“Came where?”

Merson raised his head that was between my legs, and his face was drenched in a gooey liquid. Startled, I tried to wipe it off with my hand, but Merson grabbed my wrist.

“To lick it with your mouth. It’s a waste.”

“It’s not a waste at all!”

The corners of Merson’s lips went down infinitely as I made a fuss, unable to overcome my embarrassment. His eyebrows are contorted into an eight, and his eyes wander about without looking straight at my face.

“… Is it because I am dirty?”

“Ugh… Don’t talk in that voice.”

My heart aches at his voice filled with disappointment.

“I was licking Erina so hard and it became like this. Erina thought I was dirty.”

No! No!

“… It is because I am ashamed.”

“Are you ashamed of me?”

“Why are you talking like that again?!”

This is driving me crazy!