Chapter 65

Cheng Lang's five fingers turned white to the bone, clutching the collar, picked up the man and smashed him into the glass wine cabinet.

"Bang" a dull sound, all around the guests scream into a piece, have dodged.

Jiang looked forward to an accident when he went on like this. He even dragged Cheng Lang down. He clenched his teeth and reminded him in a low voice, "are you going to kill someone?"

Xu Qiao also recovered from her silly eyes. Although she didn't understand what was going on, she remembered one thing -- Cheng Lang couldn't touch a woman.

She looked back to observe his state and found that his arm was shaking slightly and his face was getting pale.

"What's the matter with you?" Jiang Fang gasps to pull out Cheng Lang and asks him what he is doing.

This question made Xu Qiao realize that Jiang Fang didn't seem to know Cheng Lang's hidden disease. Otherwise, his first reaction should be to pull Cheng Lang away from the scene to avoid his abnormality being discovered.

The scene was chaotic and out of order. The waiters came to the rescue site, and some onlookers pointed at the scene, even picked up their mobile phones to shoot videos.

Xu Qiao's mind was in a mess, and many thoughts flashed at the same time. For example, if Cheng Lang's hidden disease was exposed in the public view, what bad impact would it have on him? If the video news of Cheng Lang's violence in public was spread, what bad consequences would it have on Cheng's family and even LAN Chen.

Anyway, the most urgent thing is to take Cheng Lang away.

Seeing the sweat on his forehead getting more and more dense, Xu Qiao stepped forward and took his arm: "you come with me!" Then he turned back and told Jiang Fang, "do me a favor and clean up the mess!"

Xu Qiao holds Cheng Lang to the nearest washroom, stops at the washroom and opens the waiter.

Cheng Lang held his hand on the edge of the lavatory and breathed quietly.

Xu Qiao raised his hand and was about to take a picture of his back. He thought it would not aggravate his illness. Standing beside him, he did not dare to move him. He took a towel from the disinfection cabinet and handed it to him.

Cheng Lang took the warm towel, and his face slowly turned red. He looked at her and said, "I'm sorry."

"Come on, you'd better take care of yourself first." Xu Qiao was a little bored and looked at him with a tangled face. "That woman didn't do anything to me, you What's the end of all this trouble? "

"Don't worry, someone will take care of it." Cheng Lang smiles at her. He wipes the sweat off his forehead with a towel and raises his chin. "I'll go out and explain the details to you."

At this point, I really need to hear his explanation.

Xu Qiao nodded and went out with him.

At the same time, assistant Cheng, who came from the parking lot for the first time, quickly communicated with the person in charge of the restaurant. The waiters pacify the guests to one side and deal with the aftermath according to Cheng's idea.

Zhu Li and Yu Jin looked at the woman who curled up on the ground and couldn't get up. No one helped her.

Jiang Fang doesn't want to help either. With Cheng Lang's demeanor and education, if you don't really step on his minefield, can you move this hand?

Then this must be a wicked woman!

But it's a woman, isn't it?

Jiang Fang sighed and looked at the ground with a headache. He went up to the front with a man's arm and helped her up. He said with no sincerity, "is it all right?"

Before the other party could answer, an awkward tearing sound of cloth suddenly sounded: "hiss -"

several people were in a daze and looked at the place where the sound came from.

"Ah Zhu Li and Yu Jin cover their eyes.

"Lying trough!" Jiang let go a shake, scared to throw people back to the ground.

Meanwhile, Xu Qiao and Cheng Lang walked around the corner.

Xu Qiao just saw this scene in consternation, and was blindfolded by Cheng Lang.

In front of her eyes, it was dark. Her eyes trembled and she recalled the picture she had just witnessed.

After the woman fell to the ground, the corner of her skirt seemed to be caught by the crack in the door of the glass wine cabinet. When Jiang Fang helped people up, he was not very patient. His strength was so direct and straightforward that the whole skirt was torn off, and then the socks were exposed.

And the crotch of the sock is a big bag What belongs to men?

Is that a woman with a handle?

No, how can a woman bring a handlebar?

So this is a man with a handle?

But, the man originally takes.

So he's just a man?

Rao is Xu Qiao, who admits to having seen the world, and has never seen such a "big" world.

She leaned passively and dully in Cheng Lang's arms and gasped.

Cheng Lang lowered his head, stroked her back, and kept repeating in a low voice: "it's OK, it's ok..."

On the other side, Jiang Fang was hopping, watching the man pick up the pieces of his skirt and limp away.

Zhu Li and Yu Jin felt the goose bumps on their arms.

Jiang Fang kept pacing in the same place, blowing up the rude words of "lying trough lying trough" to calm his inner shock.

"Mr. Lang, she, isn't he?" Jiang Fang came to express his doubts incoherently.Cheng Lang gave Jiang a "Er" and affirmed his meaning. Then he released Xu Qiao, who was still in shock, and took her hand and walked out: "I'll take her out first, and you'll take care of her friends."

"Oh, yes, don't worry." Jiang Fang nodded and watched Cheng Lang and Xu Qiao leave.

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all the way, Xu Qiao absently followed Cheng Lang into the back seat of the car. The amazing scene just now still lingered in her mind. Along with this scene comes a lot about Cheng Lang and the woman No, the man's question.

No wonder Cheng Lang told her at noon today that he hadn't explained the whole story clearly and hoped that she would give him some time.

At that time, she thought that he was going to make up a story with sweet words, but she didn't expect that there was a big one hiding here.

Cheng Lang didn't ask the driver to start the car. He asked someone to go down first.

When there were only two people left in the car, he reached for Xu Qiao's cold hands and frowned: "are you scared?"

"A little..." Xu Qiao smoked the corner of his mouth, "what's going on in the end?"

Cheng Lang was silent for a moment, and said slowly: "it's a transvestite patient. He has some hormonal diseases. The secondary sexual characteristics are not obvious. He lacks male characteristics in larynx and voice. Maybe it's because of this that his adolescence has been ridiculed by others for a long time, which leads to a certain degree of psychological distortion. Later, he deliberately takes estrogen drugs to play a female."

"So you've known each other for a long time?"

"Yes, but I didn't know about it when I first met him. It was after my accident that my family investigated him that we learned about his illness."

"Something happened..." Xu Qiao's hands were tightly clenched and twisted together.

"He used to approach me as a woman in those years," Cheng Lang said with a pause. "I had a good feeling for him. As for the reason..."

He seems to recall with some difficulty: "objectively speaking, his female appearance really conforms to the aesthetic standards of many men, and perhaps men know more about men, and he is also good at opportunistic tactics to win men's favor." He sighed with a smile, "I grew up with a strict family education. My grandfather didn't allow me to fall in love before I went to college. I was afraid that I was born in the wind and rain, and I was easily frustrated by these things. So I didn't know much about the relationship between men and women from the beginning, and I didn't notice those doubts at first."

Xu Qiao was almost frightened to listen to his narration. Although it was a distant "past time", she still felt her heart hanging in her throat and could not come down.

"In order to hide his gender, he has always kept an indecisive attitude with me. I was asked to be a gentleman since I was a child, and of course I didn't take the initiative to make physical contact with him. So after several times, my friends saw me excessively abide by the etiquette and couldn't see it. They coaxed me at a party and pushed him to me."

Xu Qiao stifled the air conditioner.

Her fingernails scratched the seat and made a strange noise. Cheng Lang in turn comforted her with a smile: "nothing serious."

Then he streamlined the narrative: "because of this sudden contact, I found his gender. This is the moment when I got sick. In fact, there are many victims like me, but it seems that I am the only one who has become such a victim. According to the psychologist, it has a lot to do with my personality and experience. "

This may not cause such a big shadow on ordinary people, but the formation of mental illness contains many factors.

In his adolescence, Cheng Lang was severely restricted by his elders in terms of sexual relations. He was too closed in this respect. In addition, he had a smooth life since he was a child and never suffered a blow. His character was particularly strong and he had a good face. Therefore, this incident became a major setback experience in his subconscious mind.

At that party, he even came to the end as if nothing had happened.

In fact, even if he told anyone at that time, it would not become a disease.

But he never mentioned it, but after the incident, because of the same school, he still bowed his head to the other side. The existence of the other party always reminds him of this experience, which naturally can not be solved.

"I'm sorry, I haven't told you about it because I can't say it." Cheng Lang said solemnly to Xu Qiao.

Xu Qiao lowered her head and looked at the toe of the shoe silently. Her nose was a little sour. She calmed down for a long time and then nodded slowly. She thought of something and asked, "did he disturb you later?"

"No Cheng Lang explained, "after my parents learned about my illness, they transferred him out of school by some means and asked him to go to other countries as an exchange student. He didn't go back to London until I graduated. I ran into him at school a few days ago. It was the first time he appeared in front of me after my diagnosis. "

"That was just in the restaurant. What did he want to do? Did he follow me? "

"No, it's me who can follow you." Cheng Lang smiles.

“……” And face to say. Xu Qiao looked at him.

"I wanted to see if you had a good dinner. I followed him and found him. He probably came in on purpose when he saw you nearby. There should be no special purpose, just to meet us. When my parents forced him to go abroad, there was a lot of resentment in his heart. But don't worry. This is the only time he bothers you. I'll send someone to look after him in the future. ""Can't you send him to a mental hospital? This kind of person has harmed the society! " Xu Qiao's chest rose and fell with anger.

"It's not up to this standard, and most of the victims are just as unwilling to make a public statement as I am. After all, if this kind of thing is made big, it's killing the enemy one thousand and losing eight hundred."

Xu Qiao choked for a long time and sighed deeply. If it wasn't for the awkward relationship with Cheng Lang, she would have to grind her teeth in front of him and yell angrily.

"But..." Cheng Lang turned and looked at her, "in fact, I'm a little grateful to him now."

Xu Qiao was stunned.

"If it wasn't for him, I might not have met you at such an opportunity. I don't think it's a shame." Cheng Lang smiles and nods to himself and repeats, "think about it carefully. It's really good."

Xu Qiao doesn't know how to calculate, so that he can compare with her in so many years of pain and suffering, and come to the conclusion that "it's really not a loss".

The atmosphere in the car changed from a business like explanation to a bit of ambiguity.

Xu Qiao gradually felt on pins and needles: "I What? Zhu Li and Yu Jin are still waiting for me. I'll go to find them to be with me. "

Cheng Lang grabbed her by the wrist and said, "wait till I finish what I have said."

She looked at him stiffly: "you've explained it all..."

Cheng Lang shook his head: "you asked me yesterday why I still didn't confess to you after confirming my mind. These explanations only answered this question. But I haven't answered your other question

Xu Qiao moves to stop, eyebrows slightly frown up.

"You ask me if I can tell when and when I started. I think you are more important than cure." Cheng Lang took his hand back. "I didn't think about it before. I thought about it for a long time after I went back yesterday. I think there should be an answer."

Xu Qiao secretly took a breath, did not interrupt him.

Cheng Lang continued: "the answer is, I really don't know when it is."

“……” Are you counting in water now?

Xu Qiao raised her hand to pull the door.

Cheng Lang stopped with a smile: "listen to me."

Xu Qiao sat back patiently, with the expression of farting on her face.

"I can't tell the node, but I recall some details." Cheng Lang recalled, "for example, the first time I saw you dozing off at the toll gate, I thought you were cute."

Xu Qiao touched his nose and glanced at him. His face was less impatient.

"Although later because of the illness, considering that you are not suitable for me, I never feel that your character itself is not good. Especially when I saw you slapping Miss Zhao in the face at the National Exhibition Center, now when I look back, my attitude towards this matter should be appreciation. "

"Do you like me to be a shrew?" Xu Qiao was stunned.

"It's not that," Cheng Lang laughs. "It's to appreciate a girl's decisive style. It's probably like appreciating those high performing subordinates in your career. Of course, I was avoiding you at that time, so my subconscious also avoided this kind of appreciation. After that, there are still many such things. I realized that only yesterday. "

Xu Qiao blinked, barely satisfied with the answer.

"Also, I haven't mentioned to you that you left blood stains in the back seat of my car during your physiological period. When I found out, I knew I had wronged you. It turned out that you didn't mean to hold me in Xijiang mansion that day."

"Then you won't come and apologize to me!" Xu Qiao raised her voice.

"I'm sorry. At that time, I thought I could make up for you in other ways, such as clearing fancui's counter."

Xu Qiao was stunned: "so this is really for me?"

At that time, she thought she was amorous and gave him a glass of salt water.

"The reason is that you also played a role in the group, but I was not willing to admit it at that time, neither myself nor myself."

"Wow," Xu Qiao looked at him with emotion, "your face is more expensive than gold!"

"It used to be," Cheng Lang nodded, "so I don't want anything today."

Xu Qiao slightly a Zheng, both hands buttoned the seat.

"I really didn't do well in the past, and I didn't admit it a lot of times, so I often used the excuse of" treatment "to persuade myself to treat you well. Because of this, I can't sort out the node you want to know. But to say when I like you, all the details I recall seem to prove that if this question has to have an answer, it should be - the first time, the first moment. "

When he said this, his eyes were as bright as the stars.

Xu Qiao's heartbeat faintly missed a beat.

"After that, although I rejected you intellectually and alienated you, I have to admit that my favor for you has always increased instead of decreasing." Cheng Lang is silent. He turns around and looks at her carefully.

"What I have said to you tonight, what I have said, is the truth of me."

He took off the mask, took off the armor, gave up all the shelf, admitted all the heart."I don't know if you will forgive me or accept me again. I don't ask for your answer immediately. I think you may need time to sort it out." Cheng Lang looks at her with a smile, suppresses the impulse to hold her, and retreats to the position where her ex boyfriend should be. "You can think about it slowly. When you want to come back, just come back, OK?"