"I'm just selfish enough."
Liu Xiaojiang raised his eyes and looked at Feng Baobao floating in the air on his left. Then he looked straight into the old man's eyes and said:
"I admit you always look really good..."
"I really took this guy as a friend. My original intention... Maybe it's because of the same empathy, or maybe it's just because of pitying her experience, so I don't want to see her existence similar to mine, and finally let go of great leisure and freedom and go to destruction."
Speaking of which,
Rao Shiliu Xiaojiang was thick skinned enough and shook his head helplessly:
"As a monk..."
"Naturally, I know the meaning of 'children are not fish, how can they know the joy of fish', because this is a philosophy spoken by our Taoist ancestors."
"But this sentence is actually to distinguish the situation..."
"I'm really not a fish in the water, so it's difficult to understand the idea of these things in the water; but although I'm not Feng Baobao himself, I can still roughly infer what's the most important to her herself through empathy as a similar person."
"Of course I know that in Feng Baobao's eyes, her life experience is far more important than the so-called life and death. In order to find her life experience, she even doesn't hesitate to give up everything, even if she is actually a rare existence in the world, even if she is only one step away from carefree."
"I can understand this idea, but I don't agree with this idea..."
"I understand that our life span is almost eternal. When we are alone in the end, we will one day become creatures that can only live on memory, but she doesn't even have the most valuable part of this memory. The sense of crisis will inevitably make her flock to it."
"Although even she may not know why she is clinging to her past life experience, she even doesn't hesitate to ignore the 'present' around her..."
"But I know..."
"The reason why Feng Baobao is so persistent today is that she did not live forever by herself, but through other methods and paid a certain price to become what she is now, including that part of the most valuable memory."
"And..."
"All this happened when she didn't know it, so that even that part of the memory is not the price of immortality, but also because some people think that her 'forgetting' may be the best, so that she can become a carefree and carefree person."
"Of course..."
"This situation is also likely not to be self righteous, but more likely that after creating Feng Baobao's immortality, someone wants to use this way to protect Feng Baobao's future safety, or maybe want to keep the secret of how to 'create' immortality."
"However, I don't care about the truth of this matter, because all this is a result of the final change based on someone's personal ideas after the real completion of some kind of" creation ", which has nothing to do with the original intention of Feng Baobao."
"What I really care about..."
"It's just why Baobao Feng became what she is now, and why she had to pay for some things in those years. What I care about... Is Baobao Feng, not what happened to her."
"She conveyed Zhang Chulan's words to me before." The old man nodded and said, "say yes..."
"In fact, you knew the life experience of Feng Baobao early in the morning, but you made it clear that you would not help in this matter, so..... They decided on me. I hope I can help you find out some of the girl's past in the future."
"Now it seems..."
"I'm afraid no matter who it is, as long as you want to ask about the girl's life experience, you will choose not to mention it in order to meet your expectations for her."
"After all, you only care about yourself because you are selfish enough. You don't want your friend to go to destruction, so you choose to hide her life experience. Once her life experience is known, it will gradually lead to destruction in the future."
"That's right." Liu Xiaojiang didn't deny it, but admitted it.
"Live forever..."
"I can do such a thing myself and let the people around me live together for a long time, so I don't care about the so-called eclosion or the secrets of Feng Baobao. I just don't want to see my friends and die for what I think is a 'small thing'."
"I can bear the person I agree with, deviate from my wishes and expectations and embark on my own road. As long as this so-called road does not lead to destruction, even if the process is painful, I am willing to let him bear it."
"But if it is a path of destruction that I can foresee..."
"I can't watch my friends. In my sight, due to a temporary impulse, I finally embarked on the road of nothing but destruction, even if... They may hate me personally because of my selfishness."
"But because of your strength and the vision brought by cultivation, if you are selfish in the long run, they will thank you one day... Won't they?" The old man realized that Liu Xiaojiang's so-called selfishness was not all about satisfying his selfish desires.
After all, as others have just said, he will not choose to intervene in his friend's choice as long as it is not the road to destruction, even if his friend feels pain and doubt about it.
And a road to destruction, even if there is nothing but death, even if it is the choice made by friends themselves, but if this kind of thing is viewed from the perspective of objective reason, who can say that it is actually a correct road?
Dead!
But it's gone!
Nothing!
Everything is meaningless!
Even if the old man was able to face death calmly just now, and because he had already played all his light and heat, he could ignore the fear of death, but as long as he really calmed down emotionally, who would think he had lived enough.
It is said that heroes die, but as long as they become heroes, they don't die... Aren't they heroes?!
The death of a hero makes sense!
That is also because what heroes do when they die generously will always survive in people's hearts in future generations!
They live in our hearts forever!
Also alive!
"Maybe." Liu Xiaojiang also did not give a clear answer to the old man's words, because he felt that after all, he had made a choice against Feng Baobao's own wishes. Objectively speaking, even if it is correct, he is also a rotten person subjectively.
"However, I don't expect the other party's understanding. It's enough for her to live well in the present. It's foolish for a selfish and arrogant person like me to sacrifice the present for the past."
If the old man can understand, but Feng Baobao can't, then this' correctness' is meaningless!
The old man is so objective, it is inevitable that he will be suspected of standing and talking without backache. In the final analysis, he is not a party to the matter, and can not completely replace Feng Baobao with the correct understanding he understands.
and,
What Liu Xiaojiang really attaches importance to in this matter is not the old man, but Feng Baobao, a friend who will really be influenced by himself.
"Well... What are you going to do with this girl when you go back?" The old man stretched out his crutch and pointed to Feng Baobao, who was still floating in the air.
"Unwilling to help her satisfy her own careful thinking, and unwilling to let her continue to make trouble like a headless fly, is it difficult to imprison this girl almost forever?"
"About this..." Liu Xiaojiang slowly stretched out his hand and took out the pouch from his arms, then relieved Feng Baobao's ability to bind him, and then directly put Feng Baobao down with an extremely fierce hand knife, as if he didn't care whether he would beat him into a fool.
"I think you, as an ordinary person, should and should not understand too much. After all, you don't care about things. When there is an heir in the future, he doesn't care, but he will say it twice."
"You......" the old man saw the loud noise made by Liu Xiaojiang when he cut Feng Baobao with his hand. Seeing Feng Baobao lying motionless on the ground, he couldn't help but wonder whether Liu Xiaojiang was important or not.
"... can't you really give this girl to an idiot? You know, this girl's head seems to be very melon."
"Oh... It's all right. She's much stronger than you think. It's too light to work on her." Liu Xiaojiang looked at Feng Baobao lying on the ground with a big bag on his head, and then inhaled it directly into the magic weapon with the modified phagocyte in his hand.
"You can rest assured that no one outside will dare to do anything to you except Feng Baobao, who is not sensible. Today's farewell... Maybe forever."
"Ah..." the old man smiled and said, "Xiaojiang, I will finish what I can do. In the future... Everything depends on you."
"Do you still have to bear the so-called sin?" Liu Xiaojiang looked at the old man with complex eyes, but he still didn't say anything to stop him in the end.
"Forget it..."
"Since you think that's the right choice, I, a watchdog who is not interested in power and status, will no longer think about this kind of thing in my own way of thinking."
"You are by no means a watchdog." The old man shook his head.
"You must become the true patron saint of the land under your feet. In the future... If someone like me really makes a fool, you have the responsibility to act in time to minimize the impact, and then give a warning as the patron saint... Or disaster."
"Hum..." Liu Xiaojiang smiled disapprovingly.
"Aren't you afraid of my going back on my word? You know... If I want to subvert everything in this world, no one can stop me then."
"I'm not afraid." The old man smiled and said, "moreover, if you want to subvert everything now, can someone successfully stop you from winning?"
"People will change..."
"Instead of trusting others outside, I prefer to believe in an alien who is willing to sit down and carefully discuss the future with me when he has absolute power."
"... you won."
"Hahaha... I haven't lost much in my life."
“…………”
……
After Liu Xiaojiang left,
"... it turns out that this boy can really fly." The old man looked up at the night sky where Liu Xiaojiang had disappeared. After a long silence, he finally choked out such a sentence.
"..." Charles stood aside and looked at the old man who ignored cervical spondylosis and suddenly raised his head so high, saying:
"Old leader, do you have cervical spondylosis again? Do you want me to call the doctor now..."
"......." old man.
"......." Charles.
"... go." After being silent for a long time, the old man suddenly opened his mouth and said, "Gee, Xiaojiang is a good boy. He doesn't know how to respect the old man at all. He flew away with a fucking swish. I don't know that my heart can't stand the old man."
"OK, I'll help you in now, and then call the doctor right away."
"Well, you'd better go at once, and then come back at once. I'll just get used to it, old man."
“………”
"Why? No? You're a loser! Why don't you? Xiao Cha, you're still not a young man! Why don't you have some ambition! You can't learn!"
"Old leader, you are in a good mood today."
"Ha ha... You can see. There's no way. He really came. It's really a good thing for me. At least it's confirmed that the boy is not secretly planning anything, or... Whatever he does, at least it won't be what I don't want to see."
"But the master killed all the directors of the company, and you were not very angry about it before..."
"Alas, although I'm a little sorry for Xiao Zhao, the members of the board of directors of the company, even if they didn't die in Xiaojiang's hands, may not be able to live well in me afterwards. Except Xiao Zhao, Xiao Huang is OK, and the others... Are not a pity."
"Then you were so..."
"My anger is not the death of several board members, but the sudden action of Xiaojiang against the board of directors. After all, he has never said to clean up other people in the company before. For a time... He is just a little suspicious."
"Are you relieved now?"
"Well, it's over. I didn't worry about anything. I just doubted the boy, but today... After all, nothing proves that he didn't secretly plan anything, didn't he?"
"Old leader, although I know I shouldn't say this, you are old... Your heart is really black!"
"... well, don't talk nonsense. I didn't calculate anything, but I was tempted by the way. Who in the world can be cruel and even calculate his own life?"
"Ha... Ha..."