Feng Yao is Feng Yao;
Rootless is rootless;
Although there is a great correlation between the two, they are not the same person in Liu Xiaojiang's eyes.
Rootless life is like a real passer-by in the world. Even in those years, he was also an all sex monster called by individuals. He even became a leader rarely recognized by most all sex members by virtue of his means of being good at helping others.
But "rootless life" doesn't know where it comes from. It's hard to know where it goes. It's destined to be a passer-by all his life, and a passer-by... How can a passer-by who has a clear mind and knows his identity easily do something that can change the world.
But Feng Yao has a name and a surname;
He knew where he came from, had a close relationship with others, and even continued his own blood with others;
From the moment Feng Baobao was born, the whole rootless life no longer exists, and the rest is just an ordinary person with the word Feng Yao on his head.
However, based on the vision of rootless students, Feng Yao, an ordinary person, is already at ease. If he is not at ease... The degree of danger must be greater than that of a passer-by in the world and that of rootless students who are just stirring excrement sticks.
So,
Feng Yao is not equal to rootless life. Even if rootless life is a shit stirring stick, you can't think of Feng Yao as rootless life, because this is almost a gold on Feng Yao's face. After all, Feng Yao... Doesn't deserve to be rootless!
Liu Xiaojiang knows very well that the guy appearing in the interior scene is undoubtedly Feng Yao who made rootless life a thing of the past. He is also the culprit of the three major problems of baqiji, Jiashen rebellion and Feng Baobao.
No one!
For Feng Yao, a guy who doesn't even have a bottom line for his own selfish desires, Liu Xiaojiang naturally doesn't like him from the bottom of his heart.
"Wasn't I the rootless student who had some bottom lines..."
Feng Yao repeated Liu Xiaojiang's blurted out sentence a little. When he looked up at Liu Xiaojiang standing in front of him again, he had become the slovenly man most impressed by the thirty-six thieves.
Standing on the ground barefoot, clothes bent and rotten, long hair and shawl
The stubble on his chin was not neglected, but it looked like he had never been cared about. It was completely like a sloppy tramp.
"You're right. I'm not rootless. I'm... Feng Yao. I'm a mean person."
"Why stop me." Liu Xiaojiang obviously has no interest in chatting with Feng Yao. He has already roughly speculated the reasons behind each other's series of behaviors through his previous information.
"You should be very clear, not to mention you now, even if you were in my hand... It is impossible to set off any storm."
Say,
He slowly raised his arm and extended it to Feng Yao in front of him. It was obvious that he wanted to make the person in front of him disappear completely.
meanwhile,
The darkness around has swallowed up half of the interior scene. With this action, it began to surge violently again, as if it was following Liu Xiaojiang's arm that was about to touch Feng Yao, and soon squeezed the white in the interior scene, leaving only Feng Yao's side.
It seems that as long as Liu Xiaojiang's arm touches Feng Yao, the other party's own control of the interior part will be frothy in his hands.
However,
"I just want to know..." facing the fate that he is about to disappear completely, Feng Yao looks at Liu Xiaojiang who is gradually extending his hand in front of him. Seeing that the darkness is about to completely devour his whole body, he still smiles and says:
"You said you were actually saving her, but do you really know how your behavior will affect her in the future?"
Wen Yan,
Liu Xiaojiang stopped. He was about to touch the rootless hand. "Are you regretting?"
"You can say so." Feng Yao was quite frank about this. Then he sat on the ground quite casually, put his hand on his knee and shook slightly, saying:
"Let's talk about it, not to mention the problems of the baby. Just through her recent memory, I have a hook for you, the ancient god... No, I should call you Liu Xiaojiang now, um... It's quite appropriate for the girl Liu Yanyan to get up."
"Although not all rivers in the world will eventually flow into the sea as people remember, and the trouble of name is only a moral and a colorful head after all, even so... Few people can live up to their expectations when they were named."
"And you, in my opinion, should also be one..."
"Why regret?" Liu Xiaojiang looked down at Feng Yao on the ground. Obviously, he was not interested in what he was talking about. He just wanted to know why Feng Yao, who was determined to act only for "selfish desires" and ignored everything in the world in order to revive Feng Baobao, suddenly regretted it now.
After all, a guy like Feng Yao who was originally high above the ground but wanted to take the initiative to fall to the ground, even if he knew rationally that he was wrong, he often would still have a firm idea for his family.
Regret
Bow down and admit that this useless thing is meaningless most of the time except to belittle your own stupidity.
In Liu Xiaojiang's eyes;
Feng Yao should be the kind of guy who understands everything and knows how his actions will affect the world, but insists on making mistakes again and again for his daughter.
If such people say to their face that they are wrong;
Isn't that equivalent to saying you shouldn't save your daughter?
The former;
Although he was wrong, in the eyes of outsiders, Feng Yao may not be a person worthy of admiration. After all, he can be regarded as a guy who dares to abandon everything for his family.
The latter;
Especially after things have happened, he has obviously harmed the world and the lives of many other innocent people, but he suddenly said he was wrong and regretted. Anyway, he didn't sacrifice the most, and he can say whatever he wants?
Thinking of this,
Although Liu Xiaojiang's eyes at Feng Yao still have no fluctuation, it is not difficult to find his disgust when he looks carefully.
yes!
It's disgust!
He had no opinion on Feng Yao, and he didn't want to talk about right and wrong from the height of morality, because if he stood from the perspective of Feng Yao, he might have done things more excessively than a Feng Yao.
But after hearing that Feng Yao expressed his regret, he couldn't suppress his bad feelings for this person, because if he stood from the perspective of Feng Yao in those years, he would never regret because of the so-called guilt!
Do it, do it!
You have to bear your own sins!
Regret?
Can regret offset deep sins?!
"It seems that you misunderstood me deeply..." Feng Yao noticed the sudden disgust in Liu Xiaojiang's eyes. Naturally, he soon understood the other party's thoughts, so he smiled:
"I don't regret those unnecessary sacrifices. The death of those innocent people... Naturally, the sin should be borne by me, the culprit. No matter whether I can afford Feng Yao's life or not."
"I will regret..."
"This is actually because I didn't expect that I thought I was kind to my baby, but I gave her such strong pain in this age, and I didn't expect that... She would be so sentimental."
"Mingming..."
"I have asked Duanmu's sister to carefully erase all her memories, and even cut off the possibility of her self recovery regardless of the cost..."
"Life is alive, don't live once, only live now, carefree... Isn't it good?"
"To tell you the truth..."
So far,
His face finally lost the previous smile, "I don't understand the baby's choice, why she sticks to the dangerous past, why she doesn't work hard to live the present... It's stupid."
"Is this also the side effect of overusing both hands?"
"Whether a person is complete or not should not depend on the idea of another person who regards himself as complete." After Liu Xiaojiang knew that he had misunderstood Feng Yao's meaning, the obvious disgust in his eyes also eased a bit.
"You think that a person living in the present, regardless of the past and not entangled by the past is a basis for being carefree and free... That is, a complete person."
"But some people..."
"In fact, she knows very well that a complete person is shaped by the past and experience. There is no connection between the past and the present, which will even make people feel that they are not themselves, at least they can never be the past self in their own cognition."
"You have this thing, but you don't care at all, so it's hard to realize how much people who don't care about its existence, even if... Its practical significance is not big."
"But at least..."
"Whether it has any practical significance or not, it can at least make the parties understand that they are really themselves, rather than... An existence that is likely to be invented by others."
"Is it useful?" Feng Yao couldn't help wondering.
"Can't reality prove that she is a real person with flesh and blood?"
"People are different..." Liu Xiaojiang shook his head.
"I had a very similar time..."
"At that time, I didn't know how I came from, and even if I later understood that compared with Feng Baobao, I was really 'created'. In fact, there was no such a person as me in the past, and I didn't care about reality as much as she did."
"After all, I know I'm real. The past doesn't mean I should be like a 'dummy'."
"So..."
"I choose to accept the fact that I have no past and I did not really exist, and then... Live like a real person and look back on these things that only belong to me in the future."
"Since there is no long past, now is my past in the future. Just regard me as a 'newborn', or I have died in the past......"
"I wish she could think like you." Although Feng Yao knew the mystery of Liu Xiaojiang, he even had something to do with Ying Gou in ancient times.
But after all, this is only based on Feng Baobao's perspective and understanding of memory, so I don't know that Liu Xiaojiang is actually similar to Feng Baobao's way of existence, and has embarked on the road that he most wanted Feng Baobao to embark on.
"I've already said that." Liu Xiaojiang shook his head and said, "people are different from people."
"In the attitude towards life, I may be similar to you, but you and I... We can't use our own cognition to forcibly apply it to Feng Baobao, who is different from us, who is independent and has his own thoughts."
"I hope she can treat her life like you and me." Feng Yao didn't care about Liu Xiaojiang's words, and said it like talking to himself.
"That's why, when I know it's wrong, I don't hesitate to take the innocent victims who will appear and the unknown changes in the whole world after the emergence of Baqi technology, try my best to lead the situation to a direction favorable to her, and then... Exchange myself for her."
"I know I shouldn't do this. I shouldn't forcibly change her fate against the sky..."
"But I am an irresponsible father. From the perspective of being a father, I witnessed her death, but I can't do anything. I happen to have the possibility to promote it. What can I do... What can I do?"
"I was wrong, I know, but why... Why did I bear everything and try to change her life, but now it still contributed to another layer of pain."
"The way of heaven is unconscious, so it's very fair." Liu Xiaojiang road.
"But sometimes it's true. It's really ruthless. It makes people think it may be a dog raised by a bitch."
"Yes! It's a son of a bitch!" Feng Yao obviously agreed with this, so he even agreed with him with red eyes.
"However, under the surveillance of this dog, how can you successfully save her? If you take away her long life now..."
"She will die." Liu Xiaojiang was clearly aware of Feng Baobao's situation. After the interruption, he directly explained:
"I know exactly how she got her longevity, so I must take away this risky longevity, and then personally give her a relatively controllable longevity qualification."
"In addition..."
"I will restore her missing memory..."
"No! Only this thing, absolutely not!" Feng Yao immediately denied when he heard the speech.
"If she recovers her memory, her soul that didn't completely dissipate in those years may combine the self-cultivation stove with the secret of eight wonders..."
"No." Liu Xiaojiang shook his head again and said calmly.
"The reason why you didn't want her to recover her memory in the past is that you don't want more people to know the secret that Baqi can make people live forever through the self-cultivation furnace, in addition to being afraid of her doing stupid things after understanding her own state."
"But now..."
"The longevity I gave her is flawless. It will neither let her recover the memory before the disappearance of that part of her soul, nor the weakness that the effect will gradually disappear."
"As for the consequences of longevity..."
"I work all my life. Who dares to say no? If they want to live forever, just come to me."
Wen Yan,
Feng Yao doubted, "if this matter is really flawless, why did you want to..."
"Because the price is to make her a different kind like me, and she is bound to walk into the sun from the corner in the future. Unless she lives in seclusion in the mountains and forests... Otherwise, she will be treated differently by others for a long time."
"Killing is not only material, but also spiritual... It is also cruel."